This is the note my wife received from me this week

To give you some background, we've been married for 13+ years she has known most of these years that I"ve wanted to eat her pussy full of my cum. over the years it has progressed into this cuckold thing. So much like many of you I lose the willingness right after I cum and do anything to get out of her climbing on my face. Well over the years after reading cuckold stories etc. she's really gotten on board with me eating her after I cum, and I get come on just do it, but of course afterwards I want nothing to do with it.
We've talked about the whole "another guy" and she's into it but wants to loose weight first. Well after all these years, last weekend we went out to buy a black dildo. Now don't get me wrong, she has a huge dildo already (one of those 15"Kong dong ones) but it's white. I forget why or how we wound up going to the "love" store all I know is that the black one really turned her on and was like a kid wanting to play with her new toy. Later that night we were reading a cuckold story together she she was getting more into it then I've ever seen her get into it. We were takeing together (takes sex is great you know) and she started ordering me around more than ever and in a serious voice I heard "I want a bull" I said what? She said uh nothing. But like I said, she was ordering me more than ever. before even getting to bed she told me I wasn't going to have sex with her tonight, only the new guy (dildo) later that changed she said I can fuck her, but I won't be cumming....well that's what happened we fucked and she fucked her new toy and she said ok I'm done and ready to go to relax and I'm going to relax on your side tonight. Well I still haven't cum and it's been a week. she has even come home this week jumped in bed and sucked me and rode me a couple of times yet not letting me cum. Anyway on Tuesday I wrote her a letter because I was horny.

You made me so horny this weekend, yes this is your fault that on a Tuesday I’ve had a hard cock much of the day (good thing I wear longer shirts) am I complaining? Hell no, I love this felling and especially how it happened. Even trying to decide if you are giving me a line about “I did that”? Or if you know exactly what you said to me and are trying to play it all off that you were takes and don’t remember. This is what “those” stories are made of. Maybe it was your new toy that got you going I dunno but it’s turned me on so much since, even if it was all for play. You had a tone in your voice when you were telling me how things were going to be. In fact I really thought I wasn’t going to Fuck you last Saturday at all and telling me before we even got to the bed that “I was not going to cum tonight” was a huge turn on just because you meant it. To the “I’m relaxing on this side tonight” was all a huge turn on.
Well anyway I thought hmm It probably wouldn’t hurt to get you a little more worked up this week too so you can feel my sex pains as to have a crazy weekend with you. So it started this morning when I got out of bed thinking how stern you were with me, and how could I keep it going a little longer. Well this lead me into pretty much the same thoughts all day. I think we’ve fought the eating your cum filled pussy thing out for too long. I need to do it just for the sense of accomplishment, but obviously I need help with it since I can never do it on my own. So I am going to make a “serious” proposal because this won’t necessarily be about you Cumming, or feeling good for you I’m just going crazy with this and need it to happen. My proposal expires 30 min. after the next time I cum.
I want you to be my prostitute for the night with two options (which one you take is up to you)
Option 1:
I will give you $50 to spend anyway you want, but what needs to happen is before I cum, I need to be tied up (all fours) and after I cum you need to climb onto my face either forwards or backwards (your choice) and stay there for at least 10 min.
Option 2:
$100 to spend anyway you want…..If you fuck someone else and they cum in your pussy and I eat it, but option two has to be a full pussy not “I couldn’t keep it in and it all leaked out on the way home” meaning, if you did it there is no mistaking that you did.

Feel free to tell me which if any option you choose, but I hope when you tell me it’s the “serious” Amber from this last Saturday.

Not sure if anyone cares since there were no replies. But I'll give you a follow up of what has happened. She took no money, BUT

She chose option one and said she would work on option two. So yes option one happened and the outcome was that I found this might have been better left as a fantasy for me, as it didn't turn me on as much as I always thought it would, but must admit, it wasn't as nasty as I thought it would be either. But then I got to thinking if that didn't turn me on as much as I thought it would, and that I was able to finally do it after all these years why would I want her to screw another guy? After all for me it was about eating a cum filled pussy and I thought another guy putting it there might be the only way. After a week of these feelings I told her that I didn't want her to "Do" any other guys.

To my surprise, she got upset at me, and I was like WTF. She said that I've been talking about it for years and now I decide that I don't want to?? She told me that she has been working the angles with a guy at work, then I was just dumbfounded and got it out of her that since the week I wrote the letter she has been flirting with the guy and playing the "can you help me with this" routine with him, and that he was giving her the line of "if you weren't married". My jaw was on the floor, but then the kicker was that since everyone that she works with often goes out after work, she a permister who never goes, was going to go then next time and take a lot (first time doing this nerves) then ask him to drive her home because she was too takes to drive then to start seducing him him and getting him to stop at a motel by our house.

I was just so taken back by this because after all these years of talking about it I never thought she would actually do it. The rest of the day I just kept looking at her saying REALLY? That was until she said stop asking that or I still will. Yes I stopped. Until she brought it up later that night when we were takeing.

Hey, you know you wanted her to pick number 2 in the first place. She just needs to set some ground rules. Let you know the day she decides to seduce the coworker, that you are not allowed to cum.

She should bring him back to your place after they have had a few takes. You should disappear while this is happening. Not too far away (another room, the garage, etc). Just hidden enough so he is not nervous, and can concentrate of fucking her brains out.

That way, when they have finished, she can give you a call on the cell, and you can enter the picture (once he has left), & proceed to clean up the sloppy mess. Again, she should not allow you to cum. She should make sure to get your face nice and soaked with their sex jucies, and then make you relax with the mess still on your face. Let it dry overnight. That way you can wake up to the scent of another man bagging the crap out of your wife. And, you will know that it was not a dream. Then once she leaves for work, you can jack yourself off. Once you cum, (and only after you cum), the offense will REALLY set in). You can then clean their dried mess off your face.

At that point, you should go buy her something reallly nice, and treat her like the goddess she is. Oh, and hope she is knid enough to do it to you agian.....and again.....and again...And, do continue the story. I love it.

Let her do it. The butterflies will ******* you (almost), but you opened the door and held it for a long time. You can't shut it just when she's ready to walk through, unless you want to find out later she did it w/o your knowledge. Relax, take it easy, and don't judge. When it happens, you'll be unable to keep your dick down o keep your hands off of her!

Don't back out now!!!! You are so close to experiencing a feeling like no other. The angst will as (seiko611) says...will (almost) ******* you...but let me tell you from experience...you will love it. It is an intense feeling. Just remember, you wanted that door open, now that she opened it...you have to walk through that door.

It's been a whole week now, so the story is a bit fuzzy, but what happened later that night really scared the hell out of me because I was done, finished with the whole deal of her relaxing with someone else.

Earlier in the day she asked if she can just pretend that I didn't say no. At that time, I said ok. To this day I'm still not sure if what happened that night was pretend or not. At the time I forgot all about her asking earlier in the day. It seemed pretty damn serious. So now I'll say what happened.

We were takeing like most Saturdays and decided to get in the hot tub. I was pretty takes and didn't really think she was "that" takes, but she brought it up again and said that she really wanted to fuck him, and I said no, I don't think so, then she said no really he's the only one I want to do, I don't want to do any other random people, and she ask isn't there anyone I want to do? I said no, and she said come on, no one? I said no but if she had sex with this guy then I'd have sex with a girl, I just couldn't let her do it, without doing someone else myself, she said ok who? All I could think of was "a girl with big tits to be named at a later date" she said ok, it's a deal. Then I just said no l don't really want to do it. Then she started to go primal on me, talking about rewards systems and saying I'm going to fuck him and here's how it will work. I'm not going to have sex with you, until you tell me to have sex with him that way it will be your idea. You are going to let me fuck him and then after I do, I will reward you by fucking you, but you will not be fucking me until he does, and tonight you can fuck me with the new dildo, eat my pussy, and go to relax. Seriously I got the biggest sinking feeling in my stomach. I was like haha funny ok lets stop playing and she said I'm not playing, it's going to happen, don't worry I told you you will get your reward, in fact don't worry that I will not stop having sex with you, if anything you will have to give me more sex afterwards. But if I enjoy fucking him and want to do it again, I will cut you off sex then every time you tell me to fuck him I will "reward" you. I was horny,takes, and confused, and wanting to make sure she was joking. I said I'll have sex with you here outside now. This was something she has wanted to do for years (have sex outside) she said really?... and I said yes, then she said WAIT I see what you are trying to do, forget it you are not going to fuck me until you let me fuck him, go take your shower.

I was seriously freaking out in the shower thinking to myself why is this happening now after I decided not to go that route after all these years of talking about it. I was so mad at myself for even bringing the idea up about her relaxing with someone else. Anyway I went upstairs after my shower and yes it started off with her dildo which she has now named the same name as the guy she wants to relax with, then I ate her out. then she said goodnight you can go to relax now. Well I didn't, and we wrestled and my dick found its way in, she gave in an I fucked her as good as I could. I mean I was giving it my all so that she would forget about fucking someone else. Things got more blurry after that because of the takes, but I know I came. The next day we talked about it and I was telling her my disapproval of her having sex with someone else, and the part I'm not sure about is that she didn't remember anything she said to me, and as I told her, she was like noooo I didn't say that. After awhile she said she wasn't serious about anything she would have said, and that she was just playing out the story that I wanted, which is upsetting to me, because if that's what it was, it sure didn't feel like it, and I sure didn't enjoy it. As of this week though she said she wouldn't cheat on me because that's what I want. But will have sex with someone else if I decide to change my mind. I hate to disappoint you guys but I'm keeping my lips shut, after having those feeling I had in the shower, I know I could never handle the situation.

She called me tonight to say she had a very uncomfortable ride in the elevator with the guy tonight but didn't give any details other than it was because of what she was saying last week and would tell me later tonight.

cant wait to hear

She just said it was uncomfortable because it was just him and her in the elevator and everything she said about him before was going through her head.

Then later that night when we were in the middle of sexy time, she said I just want to pretend, and I was like pretend what? Response was, it turned me on when you wanted me to do it, because it's like I had to just to keep you happy and it was your idea for me to do it so it wouldn't have been cheating.

I was a little reluctant to play that game just because, but I did, and she got off on the whole thing, but at the same time I had to ask if she has been playing with the new dildo because she was still loose and she said yes one time, which is kind of odd because before she always had to take a bit before she played with it so it didn't hurt. We work opposite shifts so I know she didn't take before going to work. Anyway after I came she said thanks and that she will work on having sex with him, and I was like WAIT this was pretend, everything I said I said it just so you would get off (which she did) then she said you wouldn't have said all that if you really didn't want me to. I then told her.... no really I don't want it and you can look at the story I wrote online I said I didn't want it to happen. She said ok fine then.

keep us updated please

little update:
I found out this last weekend that I'm jealous of a black dildo. So 2 weekends ago she decided she would stop playing with it for my sake (because I couldn't feel much anymore) Then last week she said she had a headache and thought sex over the weekend would make her feel better, and I thought hell tell her to play with her toy tonight a Wednesday(because we work opposite shifts) so I left her a note saying to use it if it will help her headache, then stuck the dildo to the shower wall with the suction cup. Well she woke me up by putting my hand between her legs and saying can you tell? Then wanted me to go down on her, so I did then she wanted me to do her, so again I did, and yep I could tell she used it alright. She then said I think I'll be using that again soon.

Anyway over the weekend she told me she did use it again and plays out this whole scenario in her head and even kisses it after she fucks it. I was like What??? Because after 13 years I've never known her to use a dildo this much on her own, and she said that "It's the color" I watch it go in and out and it looks realistic and turns me on. I was like but you've had the other one (white) for a couple of years and you never play with that because you said it's so big it hurts, and this one is just about the same size, and again she said it's the color that does it for her.

Well I just got upset for the day, and she took it out of the shower and put it back in the toy box.

I don't know why I got soo upset with her over it, but that just shows me there is no way I could handle her doing the real thing and be ok with it. I never thought I'd get jealous over a damn toy. I told her that I put the ongoing story online and at first she was like What?? Then she said do you want to take a picture of it inside me so you can post it? Which before she was strongly against anything like that. Seriously, think about what you are wishing for.

Take the picture and share - she's getting a thrill out of this!

you should definately share it

I bet she was fucking around and her big pussy was only partly from the dildo,
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