Cuckold Confirmation (true story)

Hello I am a 27year old italian cuckold from NYC married to a hot 36yo latina cuckoldress. we have started cuckolding about five years ago but just recently advancing deeper in various cuckold dynamics. About 2weeks ago my wifes bull was in town. He flew in from europe, Norway to be exact. he has fucked my wife already on three seperate times over the past couple of years. But the difference this time from all the others is he spent most of the week fucking My wife. The first night that he fucked my wife it was privately in his hotel room. I guess he wanted to claim whats his and not share the intimacy with a cuck wimp kneeling in the room. While waiting in angst imagining the endless possibilities of what is she doing right now or what is he doing to her? suddenly the phone rings I pick up the reciever to here short and shallow breaths, its my wife being fucked verbally degrading me and for the first time our bull got on the phone and told me how my wifes pussy is his, "i'm just claiming whats mine you know." I promptly agreed and confirmed the reality that we all know I just cant please my wife ever again. Especially the way he does. He took my sex life away. not too long after the call my wife returns home. Her face staind with this grin that made my stiff cock throbb.
she slowly took off her cum drenched red lacey panties and flung them at me and told me I was to suck on them. I did and the taste of semen being held in my mouth was overwhelming. I'd was arousing, degrading, disgusting, humiliating. but it is whats meant for me. so while I layed with panties in my mouth, my wife ordered me to clean her pussy so that I did.
her pussy was so hott and tight from being fucked swollen I knew I never was able to fill her precious pussy the way he does. I now know and accept the fact that my wifes bull is instinctually , physically, hormonally the superior lover hands down.

About two days later our norwegian Bull was Cuming to our home to claim my wife in our marital bed. from the moment he arrived I was waitng on my wife and her lover like a sissy maid. I was getting beers, and serving how ever I was ordered. my wife and her lover having takes on my couch while I stand in the other room smoking as ordered. I could see them kissing and then suddenly he takes my wife into the bedroom. I wait anxious listening behind the bedroom door hearing slurping sounds wondering who or what that is. Then my wife calls me in "SISSY! I enter the room and she orders me to get dressed. so I do and return wearing a pink dress with panties and lipstick as I kneeled before the bed. Watching him fucking my wife and seeing and hearing him evoke these pleasurable moaning sounds that I have never heard her make. this time before he fucked her he had me feel my wifes sopping wett pussy to see how wett she gets for him. I was suprised how wett she was, even though cuckolding is what I wanted doesnt mean it still doesnt bite you in the ass.
as he fucked my wife she verbally degraded me, having me repeat demeaning things about my self. Then as he kept stuffing her cunt she said "Tell HIM cuckboy" so I responded Please get my wife pregnant sir" soon he then ordered me to put on a condom, i was not expecting that and was nervous..my hands shook as I put the condom on my quickly shriveling penis. i knelt on the bed with a rubber on my cock and struggled to get my flacid penis in my wifes hot cunt. My pathetic thrusts filled her eyes with disappointment soon after with her right foot pushed me off her from my chest and then took her real man Deep. soon shes on her back again getting fucked missionary style. soon her pussy is creamfilled and coated. my wife ordered me over and I was reluctant to stick my face in it but she pulled me right in and burried my face in her silky cum pumped cunt. it was gross and degrading, humiliated which in a twisted way gets me off. since than I have had nothing but handjobs, no penetration even with a condom for atleast a month plus, no kissing, or touching. I get angry and think i am going to put a stop to it but deep down I know her pussy belongs to him, I know now she would be miserable being manogamous with me after be convinced on what an inferior lover I am. its such a conflicting stew of emotions that make me frustrated, angry, horny, sad, but no matter what I know now this is my place. my wife gets real man cum fucked in her cunt and if I'm lucky I eat her cum filled cunt. Thanks for reading.
LadyJayneNCuck

True story.