dirtycumslave
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This isn't exactly cuckolding, but I think it might lead there. I wanted to talk to someone in the world about my girlfriend fucking me with her strapon.
Last Thursday night, we were sitting in the room and she said, "So when are you going to put on the leather skirt?" She's new to SM but she's fucked me with her big black cock several times (her idea to begin with). I said, "Now, if you really want."
I started to back out and she grabbed my hair and said, "Do it." I put it on in front of her, feeling emasculated as I took off my boy underwear and put on the skirt. Feeling fat as my gut hung over and my small cock barely showed through the skirt.
She put on the dick, pushed me to the bed and made me suck it. I always have to suck it as she talks about my being a faggot, yet still having a gag reflex. She talks about how the cock is bigger than mine. Then, she got me on all fours and made me lube it up, put the condom on.
I bent down and felt it slide in - at least she's gentle (at first). Once it got in, she lost control and just fucked me. I think she fucks me like she wishes she got fucked. That is to say, hard, fast and with a vengeance. She held onto my skirt (around my waist) and called me a pretty little girl, a bitch, and everything else. She pulled my hair, shoulders, etc.
Finally, I begged her to stop - I couldn't take it that much. She kept going for a few minutes, reminding me who was in charge. She took the cock out of my ass and told me to fuck her. I was still hard (never happened before), with some pre-cum on my stomach. She said, "Fuck me with that skirt on, bitch." She then told me to keep fucking, harder, "why cant you do it harder?" and then the ultimate:
"Baby, I'm about to cum"
"Don't you fucking dare cum, you slut. You're not allowed."
I tried to stop, but I wasn't man enough. It started dribbling out and I apologized profusely. She looked at me with disdain and made me keep fucking with the short stump left. The sensitivity of my cock *******ed me and finally I begged to stop. And then:
"I haven't cum yet."
"But baby, I can't get it up."
"So? Fuck me with the real cock."
I had to get the cock that she fucked me with and fuck her with it - but I couldn't strap it on (though I want to - that would really be emasculating). Instead, I had to fuck her manually as she rode it for 20 minutes. At the end, I was told to clean up but leave every toy around the house for the maintenance workers to see the next day.
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MrsBlackBlowupDoll
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#4 · Edited by: MrsBlackBlowupDoll
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Your relationship is developing into a really hot one, but it will not necessarily lead to cuckolding. But it could, if both of you are interested. Your own interest seems manifest since you are on this board, as for hers, you would know better than us. But don't assume that because she is getting into S&M and enjoying some powerd gay and powerd fem games in the safety of the relationship and the privacy of the bedroom, that she'll be up for it. In fact, I'm not sure it increases the odds one whit.
As for you, you were still hard after she fucked you, weren't you? Even after you had stopped enjoying the scene and begged her to stop and she choose instead to show real dominance and not let you top from below, you were rigid. So hard, that you couldn't control yourself once you put it in her. It seems clear to me that you like being made to suck cock, wear skirts, and get fucked up the ass. Have you considered the very real possibility that you really are the little pansy faggot she is play acting you are?
I notice that you said that it never happened before that you were still hard after butt-fucking. Maybe it was the skirt? Why not find out, by asking her to take your crossdressing further so you can see if you really like it. I bet you don't even get your cock in her before it blows! Of course, it is also true that sometimes it take a bit of getting used to being butt fucked. But I can tell you that once you have that breakthrough moment, (and maybe this was yours) you'll be craving it more each time.
I suggest telling her in all candidness about your observations - that you were still hard this time, etc. Tell her you want her to take the dressing up and the dressing you down verbal use even further, that you want her to make you her little sissy bitch. After all, don't you it owe it to yourself to find out and don't you owe to her the honest view of just what a laughable partner you are?
If that all goes well, you still get off on it and she doesn't put on the breaks, tell her about you cuckold fantasies. By then, she may be wanting some more conventional loving anyway and finding it hard to see you in that role anymore. (Think about it. The images of you sucking plastic cock, munching carpet, and exploding cum in your frilly panties too seared into her brain and flashing through her mind every time she tries to take you seriously as a man when it comes to sex. How could that not permanently change you sexual magnetism for her?)
In fact, I suggest you tell her as well how much you want to really suck cock and pleasure men. It may not be true, but don't you owe to her to fan her lust that way, even at the risk of living the lie of having her believe you're a closet case for the rest of you life? You know you want her to think that....
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