My first cuckold experience

It happened a couple of years ago. My girlfriend Lena and I had been together for about 10 years and was for the most a happy couple, but our sex life had been a little slow the previous months. I was 30 then and she was 28, and our friends had started to buy houses and start there family life. We had not.

We was invited to a friends 30 years birthday at his parents summer residence, which was located by the sea at the east coast of Jutland (in Denmark). It was a big party, with family, new and old friends, people from his work and some neighbours. I guess there were more than 100 invited. The party was in a big tent in the garden and for those who wanted to stay overnight it was possible to camp on the neighbours lawn. Most of our friends brought there tents.

We also brought our tent and after 1� hour public transportation and a little walk, we arrived at the party late afternoon on a perfect summer day.

The party was a lot of fun and around midnight the wine and the takes had done there job. People started to dance, and since I am not a great dancer I placed my self at were I could small talk and have look at the dance floor.

Lena who loves to dance, enjoyed her self and I loved to look at her moving her sexy body on the dance floor. She made me proud.

I of course got more and more takes and I started to notice that she had danced a lot with one particular guy, my friends tennis partner.

I asked Lena if she wanted to join me for bed, but she had so much fun that she said no. I waited a while and got more takes and even more jealous. I asked her again and she still didn�t want to join me for bed. We a had a minor discussion and went takes and angry to the tent alone.

I woke up early in the morning, dry in my mouth and I needed to pee. The sun had rised, the music had stopped playing from the tent and Lena wasn�t laying beside. I went out of the tent to pee, there was no one around and the camp side was quiet. I had a quick look around, but Lena was not there.

Back in the tent I started to worry. Not for Lena�s safety, I knew she was all right, but for the embarrassment I would feel when all the others wake up for breakfast and would I sit there all alone not knowing were my girlfriends was.
And my friends would look at each other with that special look in there eyes indicating that she is just getting laid, and at the same time they would tell me that I don�t have to worry and that she probably just have gone for a walk at the beach.
Then she arrives to the breakfast table and a couple of minutes later my friends tennis partner arrives. They don�t look at each other, but everyone at the table is thinking the same as me and the conversation turns awkward.

Thinking all these paranoid thoughts made me horny and I started to wank my self in my relaxing bag. For a while I hoped that Lena wouldn�t be back before I had cummed.
But suddenly I could hear her fumbling with the tents zipper and before I knew it she was back beside me.
I was both angry, worried and horny and I didn�t know what feeling to respond to. I chose to make a pass on here , so I started to kiss and hug her and I moved her hand down in my relaxing bag so she could feel my rock hard cock.. She avoided my attempt to have sex and said she was tired and wanted to relax. I begged her to wank me of and she gave me a impassionate hand job. I had the sense of another man in my nose drills and I was picturing my naked Lena riding the tennis partners big cock in his tent trying to avoid making noises. I suddenly I had Cum allover in my relaxing bag.

The next morning�

very hot start. Do you have a little cock that would drive here to a real man?

Yeah I have a little cock, and unfortunatly most women prefer cocks bigger than mine.

The next morning there was a big breakfast table in the party tent, which people joined as they woke up. We sat down with our friends, and I tried to figure out if anything had happened, after I went to relax, between my Lena and the tennis partner. But nobody mentioned a thing and nobody tried to avoid talking to me or Lena. Everything seemed normal, so I started to relax and to blame my self for being paranoid.

But then the tennis partner entered the tent and sat down at our end of the table. I could immediately feel that Lena got tense. She started to talk with a faster pace and she laughed a bit louder than she normal woulf do. I shot down in jealousy and I dont think I said a word during the rest of the breakfast, and when the tennis partner (Allan) and Lena started to small talk I left the table and went to pack our tent and gear.

When I was nearly finished Lena came back from the breakfast. She said she did not want to take the public bus back home and that we had been offered seats in Allan�s car (the tennis partner). I argued that we had to keep Peter, Niels and Marie company at the bus trip and it would be on polite and selffish not to join them.

She insisted and said that she would drive with him alone if I wanted to take the public bus. So before I knew of it, our tent and gear was in his trunk and I was seated in the back seat right behind Lena.

The conversation between Lena and Allan flowed easily and I felt lonely at the back seat. Half way home Allan asked if any one needed to visit a restroom ? I said no, but both Allan and Lena could use a pee. So we made a pit stop at the next gas station, and Allan asked me to stay and watch for the car.

I waited for about 5-7 minutes and I started to wonder why it took them both so long time to visit the toilet. The toilets was at the back side of the building, so I couldn�t see if there was any queue. I started to imagine them together in the handicap toilet, kissing and hugging and Lena going down on her knees to blow him of.

As the night before I started to get both worried, angry and horny at the same time, and not to know which feeling to respond to. But before I knew it I was rubbing my rock hard cock from the outside of my shorts and started to hope that they wouldn�t be back, before I had finished my self.

After 10-15 minutes (I don�t know) Allan appeared from behind the building and went in to gas stations supermarket. A minute later Lena was back in the car. I asked her why it had taken her so long and she explained that there only was one toilet and there had been a line for it.

Even though I wanted that explanation to be true, I was somehow disappointed. I was so horny at that moment and I needed relief.
I told her that I needed to go to the rest room to take a pee. (That way I could both control her one toilet explanation and finish my wank). She started to argue for, that we soon was back home and that I have had plenty of time to visit the toilet. Then Allan was back in the car with takes for all and a DVD he had bought for his Sunday entertainment. And before I knew it, we was back on the road.

They started to talk about the movie Allan (Dogville, by Lars von Trier) had bought. Allan asked me if I have seen the movie, I told him I had and explained that I thought I was highly overrated and boring. But it of course was a matter of taste.
Lena remembered that I had been to the movies alone with Niels and Marie, because she had been sick that evening, and she have not had the opportunity to see the movie afterwards.
Allan said that we were welcome to join him and watch the movie at his place. And maybe have some pizza and stuff.
Lena was enthusiastic by the idea and accepted the invitation immediately. Then she turned to me, and suggested I didn�t join them, since I didn�t like the movie. Check mate.
Soon after I stood alone at the sidewalk, outside our apartment, watching Allan�s car disappear down the road with my Lena inside it.

In the evening�

Very hot story! Please continue

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In the evening I started to worry if she would ever come home again. I blamed my self for have pushed her in to the arms of another man. It was I who had introduced to dirty talk about her fucking with another man, when we were having sex.. It was also I who continuous had asked her if she ever longed for a bigger cock than mine and it was also I who had permitted her to have an affair if she wanted to.

By the time she have gotten more and more in to my little fantasy and she had started to enjoy it as must as I do. But all this was mostly dirty talk meant for fantasy only or at most as a possibility in a distant future.. In real life it felt real scary, even though it maked me feel so horny.

I spend my waiting time being angry at her, being mad at my self, worrying and wanking (and not allow my self to cum). The first couple of hours I was real angry and disappointed in her. By the time I had calculated her being back from the movie and she didn�t show up I started to worry and to blame my self. So the next hour I spend tidying up the apartment, cooking her favourit dinner and did all could to make her feel loved. But she did not show up. The rest of the evening I wanked and worried.

It got late and I was tired from the party the night before, so I went to bed. Around midnight I heard the key in the front door and Lena coming home. She went to the bathroom making ready for bed. I could hear her brush her teeth and pull the toilet. Soon she would be back besides me and I would show her all my love with some passionate sex.. Then I could hear her taking a shower�

Smack� a fist I the face�she had fucked him.

When she finally came in bed (naked as usual), I pretended to relax with my back turned to her. She started to read a book before going to relax. I turned to her and cuttled up to her as a relaxy cute puppy. She did not react and continued to read. She smelled of soap, her skin was so soft and all I wanted was to have her right now. I kissed her breast and pressed my horny little cock up against her body. No reaction. I started to move my free hand down to her pussy, but I was stopped. She removed my hand from her body and continued to read.

�Was it a good movie� I broke the silence. �Yes we both enjoyed it a lot��Silence
�Why did you come back so late?� ��We both fell a relax, in the middle of a second movie��Silence
�Did you fuck him?��Silence
�Do you think my cock is to small��.Silence
She lay her book down and pushed me of her. �Yes, I did fuck him and Yes your cock is to small�
And she continued �Why do you think we don�t make love any more?��Silence�.�I will tell you then, I long for a real man with a big cock, and not a wimp who wants other men to do his job. You are pathetic�
I was shocked �Do you want to leave me?� she looked at me �No, you maked me fucking pregnant last time you fucked me�and Yes, if I was strongly considering to leave you before I found out I was fucking pregnant� and then she started to cry.
It is hard to say I was happy, but I was. And my cock turned rock hard again.
�Was he good?� I took her hand a lead it down to my cock and hoped she would take the invitation to somehow make peace.
She started to wank me.
�Was he good?� I asked again. This time she answered �Yep, so good and hard and big. Much better than you� I tried to make her sit on my cock to ride me to cum. She made resistance but continued to wank me and tell me about what she have done with Allan.
I tried again to make her ride my cock. �Forget it Martin. My pussy is not for you any more. And till my pregnancy is visible I am going to fuck with my Allan�god I miss him�It is strange how quick you can get used to a big cock between your legs��she started to laugh��but what do you know�fuck it is so tiny compared to Allan�s ���Does the other guys newer laugh at you when you shower after football?�
Then I came.
The next day...

did it excite you when she compared your tiny cock to Allan's? what happened the next day?
joguy

The next day at the breakfast table (and the first day of our 3 weeks summer holiday), nobody mentioned what happened the day before and nobody mentioned last nights conversation.
Lena being pregnant should be a great thing and I was of course excited about it, but the fact that Lena was considering to leave me was disturbing.. Under these circumstances I didn�t feel that happy.

We finished the breakfast without talking to each other and the rest of the day we did our best to avoid each others company. That day I did a lot of thinking, and at dinner time I was ready to talk.

I told her that I loved very much and that I was happy that she was pregnant. I also told her that it had hurt a to see her being attracted to Allan (I did not mention that I was turned on by thinking about them together) and that I missed very much to have make passionate love to her without all our usual dirty about her being with big cocked men.

She listened in silence and when I had finished, she started to talk. She told me that she also loved me and that she also was happy being pregnant and that she was sure I would be a good man. And then she explained that she for a long time had considered leaving me because that she no longer got turned on by me sexual and that she had started to look at me as the small cocked wimp from our dirty talk�.she paused� and then said �When I look at you naked I cant help thinking of you in the shower, after soccer training, with your tiny cock and your boyish body and then I picture all the other men with there normal sized to well hung cocks, all with muscular and well trained bodies���and do you know what?��I shook my head��I would love to fuck any of them, before I would fuck you��she continued� �Last summer when we where at the beach with our friends, I started to feel ashamed over you. I realised that you had nothing to show in your swimming trousers�.Fuck it looked stupid when the guys where around�and when you guys where out swimming one of other girls asked if I never had troubles finding your cock when we had sex�and then they laughed�fuck it was embarrassing�

I got over behind her chair and started to kiss her neck and told her that I was sorry. Beside the offense I was very turned on and all I wanted was some passionate sex with my Lena, with or without dirty talk.
Lena sensed my lust and she asked me to stop kissing her neck and go back to my chair so we could finish our little talk.
She looked me in the eyes and said �Martin I think you are the sweetest man on earth and you are my dearest friend, but lets face it you are a wimp and if you should be honest to me I guarantee you would prefer I have sex with Allan or other men and give you a wank know and then, rather than we have no sex and you steel your self a wank when I am out of the door�am I right?�

Fuck�of course she was redy right�so I nodded.
She smiled and said �come over here Martin and lets see if I can find your tiny one�I think I owe you a wank�
That was my best wank ever�she made me tell who of my soccer friends that have the biggest cock (Which is Peter from my high school years, and I DON�T like him, a real bully to me) and then she started to dirty talk about here being pregnant in the ninth month, with a big and beautiful belly, that I was supposed to protect. And she would invite Peter to fuck her as often as he liked the last month and hopefully he would fuck her in to labour. Then he should drive her to the hospital with a cum dripping cunt and I was first aloud to arrive to the hospital when it would be clear to the doctors and nurses, that my Lena had fucked around behind my back.

As soon as Lena had made me cum, she washed her hands and left to visit Allan.

When Lena was back home�

More please!

that was a hot hand job! can't wait to hear more!
joguy

When Lena was back home from Allan�s place, just before midnight, I was still up.
I had prepared for a cup of tea and some cookies, and I had hoped for a nice talk and some television before bedtime. But she just kissed me on the my cheek and told me she was exhausted and wanted to go right to bed.
�By the way, I am going to the beach tomorrow. And I am going to spend the night, with Allan and a couple he know, in their holiday house�
I was disappointed, and explained that I had hoped we had could do something together the next day, but she just continued
�I have some dirty underwear I would like to bring, and you would be a darling if you would hand wash it before you go bed, so it ready for me for tomorrow �
She smiled her sweetest smile and I accepted her request.
�You would also be a darling, If you did my packing, so I can be ready for an early start. Would you?� I noded.
�I will go to bed and write you a list. You can sneak in and take the list from the bed table, when you have finished hand washing my underwear���and don�t wake me. I want to have a good long relax�
I promised to be quite, so she get as much relax as possible.
�When I think of it, I guess it would be best if you relax on the couch to night. I don�t want to feel your eager little penis touching my back�that would spoil my relax, wouldn�t it?�
I protested, but she got her will.
�You can wake me up at 8 o�clock , Allan pick me up at 9, so if you make me my breakfast it will give me plenty of time�
She kissed me goodnight (on the cheek) and I grabbed her hand and stopped her leaving for bed. I looked her in her eyes and told her that I Loved her. She looked just looked me back and smiled.
Then it bursted out of me.
�May I wank?�
I could see she did some heavy thinking. Then she squeezed my hand and said with her sweetest voice.
�No my dear, you may not� ��but maybe I will take care of you before I leave tomorrow, so you better do your job properly�
She licked with her tongue in my ear, while she told me the last part.
No need to tell. that I was rock hard and that I was very committed to my little job�
The next morning...

The next morning I got up early and woke up Lena at 8 o�clock as I was told to. And I prepared her breakfast while she was showering. We didn�t talk while she was eating her favourit breakfast, scramred eggs, orange marmalade, toast and tea, and meanwhile I quitly packed her toilet gear.
She took her time eating the breakfast and the clock got desperately close 9. I don�t know if she wanted to tease me or if she simply had forgotten her promise to wank me.

Ten to nine I broke the silence and asked her if she was satisfied with everything. She looked up from the paper she was reading, and said.
�oh I forgot, come over here my little friend so I can keep my promise�
She unbuttoned my jeans, and started to wank me.
�Do you know that Allan makes jokes about your tiny cock�
I shook my head.
�He does, and he tease me for have chosen a boyfriend with such a under sized penis as yours ���I am afraid that I will start to laugh, if I ever allow you to enter my pussy again�
�Yesterday Allan brought me a bag of carrots from his refrigerator. He asked me to pick a carrot at the same size as your erected penis. I had to choose the smallest carrot in the bag and I even had to Make Allan cut some of it off, so it could match your size���Allan washed the carrot in hot water and asked me to enter the carrot in my pussy. We had just had a good fuck and do you know what?�
I feared I knew the answer �You couldn�t feel it?� I whispered.
�You are absolutely right. I couldn�t feel it, and it was so funny that we both started to laugh�

A car hunked its horn from outside the window, and Lena immediately let go of my cock.
�It must be Allan, his early� she said.
�Please finish me� I begged
But Lena was already out in the hallway, putting her shoes, ready to leave with Allan.
She returned to the kitchen to say goodbye.
I must have looked real miserable, because without any more begging, she aloud me to wank my self. She even suggested that I took a look out through the window, because she then would make sure I had something to watch.
When she was out of the door, I hurried to the window from where I had a good view to the street down below.
So hidden behind the curtain, I wanked my self while I watched Lena and Allan welcome each other with kiss and hugs. When they were inside the car, they continued. And from my position behind the curtain, I could see Lena and Allan deep kissing at the front seat and I was sure I could see that Lena was rubbing Allans erected cock from the outside og his jeans.
Then I spurted my cum, and a moment later they were gone.

In the afternoon�

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