I want my 3somes back

A while back the Mrs and I used to play with a black football player but after a year or so, things went bad with James and Betty put a stop to all my fun. I posted that story here sometime ago. Anyway for the last couple of years I have been trying to think of a way to get back into it. So I started to hit the chat rooms looking for a replacement for James. My thought was if I conspired with the right guy, he could seduce her back into it. So it was that I found Scott and he agreed to meet me at an open house I had on the market. I told him the story I posted here and he asked if had sucked James. I had admitted that was my fantasy but James was so straight that I never tried. To my delight, scott said that he had no problem with my desire, in fact he said that story has me so hot, I will give you your fantasy right now, as he pulled out his black cock. He saw my hesitation and said well if you want my help with your wife, you will have to help me now. I was shaking inside, part desire part fear that prospective home buyer might pop in. But the housing market was in the crapper, I had not even got one phone call on this property. And I had sucked a cock before, but always after being on takesen party binge. I wasn't gay, those other times I was just taken advantage of when I was too takes to know what I was doing. But this, stone cold sober in the middle of the day and I wanted to drop to my knees. What in the hell was wrong with me?