tae
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I've been on this site for a while and finally decided to post my story. It's a little similar to the last one that was just posted, but with the ages reversed and with a sad ending. Sorry it's kind of long...I hope some of you find it to be worth the read.
I've always know I don't have a big dick. 5.5" length is average to low average depending on where you get your information. 4.5" in girth is on the thin side. I lost my virginity when I was 20 to a girl who was already very experienced. I've always been interested in slutty girls. This one, however, became pretty prudish while she was with me. We didn't really do anything kinky in bed, or if we did, I would have to try to convince her for a long time before hand. She knew I wanted to try different things, especially group sex and she would have none of that. I just got a flat out no, that will never happen.
For a the first 6 months or so of us being together, after I would ask her, she would tell me that my dick was about average. That pretty much all the guys she had been with were about the same size as me, she hadn't ever been with anyone with a really big one. She did however have no problem telling me about being with the one guy who had a tiny penis, which she said was about 3". She said she almost laughed when she saw it and was never with that guy again. I found out from a friend that her first boyfriend was supposedly super hung and brought it up with her. After extreme pressure from me and much assuring her that I wouldn't feel bad to hear the answer, she told me that her first boyfriend's cock was 9.5" long and a good girth and she measured herself. She described it as "unreal". I knew from early in our relationship, that she didn't like giving blowjobs because this guy apparently made her give blowjobs to him every time they were together. She claimed to not think the size made any difference, which I had to believe because she always stuck to her story.
We had sex all the time and she didn't ever tell me anything other than I was awesome in bed. I obviously couldn't make her cum with penetration, but seemed to be sufficiently good enough with my tongue. Some cuckolds brownie went down on my part that I won't get into and we ended up splitting up. I broke her heart and still feel really bad about it since she was an awesome girl and I loved her. We would probably still be together if I wasn't such an idiot.
Anyway, after we broke up she turned into a huge slut and told me all about it when we talked, which she knew I loved because I was always open with the fact that I wanted her to fuck another guy. She fucked this one guy, which was apparently the best sexual experience of her life, who had a dick, from her description, probably about 8-9 inches long but about the same around as well. She said she felt hollow after two hours of fucking him. She also attempted to give him a blowjob, something she never does when she first meets a guy, but just ended up licking it all over since it was too thick to fit in her mouth. She said that it took him a lot of struggling to put on a Trojan Magnum because it was too small, to give you an idea. She also got wet when they fucked, which never happened with me. She was always dry as a bone. She also finally ended up admitting to me that I had a "really small penis", in those words. I said "Come on, it's not REALLY small," and her answer was "Yeah, it is really small. It's really, really small." I was the second smallest she had ever been with, out of something like 20 guys, right next to Mr. Three Inch. She said most guys are considerably bigger than me and that sex with a cock that fills her up is amazing.
Normally, this would have really fucked me up to hear all this. But by chance, I had already met a girl and fallen in love again. I'm really not the kind of guy for this to happen to, I just got really lucky. Or so I thought. As soon as I met this girl, I felt that this was the one. It was almost like love at first sight. And she seemed to like me too. So we started dating and had a great time. She was a bit boring in bed, but told me she was open to kinky stuff like group sex and certain fantasies which most people might find disgusting. She also squirted like a porn star as many times as I wanted, which I found to be extremely hot. She had been with a few guys before, but not as many as my first ex girlfriend. She was really nice and smart and beautiful and we were really happy together for almost 11 months.
This whole time, I had been trying to set up a threesome with us and another guy. Which she claimed to be interested in. But something would always be wrong with the situation and it would never end up happening. So I just kept trying. Finally, after having been together for about 10 months, I was out at work (I work nights sometimes) and decided to give her a call on a break to see what was up. There was no answer, which was unusual. She usually answered my calls. So I tried again a couple hours later and got through. She was out at a bar with an old fuck friend who she had been completely head over heals obsessed with for over a year. I was pissed that she didn't tell me before meeting with him and hung up.
I had been bugging her about this guy for a while, saying that she should fuck him. She always said maybe, she might. We would fantasize about her being with him while we were fucking and it was always hot. She told me one time that he had a 12" cock, but then said later that she was just trying to turn me on. So I don't know the complete truth about how big it was.
I guess I should mention ages here. At the time, I was 23, my girlfriend 25 and her friend was something like 33. She had previously been very interested in this guy, but he wouldn't even date her, let alone commit to her. So she decided that he wasn't good for her and broke of the fuck from the fuck friend relationship. Although she did continue to see him as friends. He had a serious long term girlfriend by this point, but when she told me that they were out together without any before hand planning, I knew something had happened.
The next day I got a call from her from work. I immediately asked if they fooled around. She said yes. I asked her if they fucked. She said a reluctant yes. I was super horny and upset at the same time and got into asking her more details, although she couldn't give me full answers as she was at work with other people around. She mostly gave one word answers. I'll try to write out how our conversations went, since I found it to be really hot.
Me: Did you guys fool around?
Her: Yes.
Me: Did you fuck?
Her:.............yes.
Me: Was it fun?
Her: Yeah, it was fun.
Me: Did you suck his cock?
Her: Only for a bit.
Me: Was it big?
Her: Yeah.
Me: How big?
Her: Maybe about 8 or 9.
Me: Did you like that?
Her: Yeah.
So I did this for a while more but decided that I just wanted to hear all the details when she got home. I was upset because we had decided together that if she were ever to do this, I would have to know it was happening before hand. She didn't mention anything to me before the call when I spoke to her after it happened and they were out takeing. So I was kind of pissed. I really suspect that they had something going the whole time we were together but can't be sure, I found bit of evidence here and there. I really think they were.
So when she got home I found out the evening went like this. She had called him from work to see if he wanted to do something, as she knew I was working all night. He came over to her place for dinner and she had bought a bottle of wine, which to me suggests that she had this planned all along. They drank the wine, and she's pretty small so she was a little takes. They ended up dancing alone in her appartment, just for fun. This turned her on immensely. After a while of this, she couldn't take it anymore and told him to come with her and lead him down the hall.
Once in her bedroom, she said "Alright, this is what we're going to do. I'm super horny and I'm going to take off my clothes and you're going to watch me masturbate." To which he readily agreed. She stripped off all her clothes and got on her bed. He started taking off his clothes too, with no protest from her. She started rubbing herself on her bed, but he got on the bed with her and rubbed her pussy with his hand for her. She said she squirted a few times. She reached over and started stroking his dick, which she said was a good 8 inches, although I have no idea how accurate that is. It could have been bigger, this guy is about 6'5". At one point she said she sucked his dick a bit.
I have no idea how accurate any of this information is, for reamisters I will explain later. But the story of the evening continues. She ends up giving him a hand job until he cums all over the place, including on her tits (which are a huge real 34D on her skinny 5'3" frame). Once they had both came, they thought "Oh no, what have we done? We're both in relationships." They put their clothes back on and continued to hang out in the living room, pretending nothing happened. They ended up dancing some more, only this time they both lost control. He threw her on the couch. They were making out. They both hurried to rip of their pants and fucked for a few minutes until he came.
At this part of the story I asked if they used a condom, to which she told me they did. She said that he had one in his pants and they used that one. Although, if you look at what happened, do you really think that a condom was involved in that explosion of lust? I don't. But she wouldn't tell me otherwise, so that's all I can believe.
I was very happy at how detailed her story was and found it to be really hot. We had sex right after she was finished telling it during which I fisted her and she squirted more than I had ever seen before. It was better than most porn star female ejaculations I've seen with the obvious exeption of Cytheria and only a couple others. Damn I miss that. We then had sex and both ended up cumming at the same time, which didn't happen often. So the sex after this happened was amazing. We agreed that any more playing with this guy would happen with me there, as I wanted to watch. She seemed okay with this idea.
I forgave her and we continued on as normal for a week or so. She had gone to work one day and left me in her apartment alone. I woke up and was about to leave but decided to eat something first. I sat down at the kitchen table and opened a book that happened to be sitting there. I was flipping thought it, it was some old school book of hers or something. I don't know how, maybe it was fate, but I stumred across a journal entry, marked from the previous weekend. This wasn't a journal, but had this and a couple other journal entries in it randomly.
She had gone to meet with him and a few friends on another night I was working, after the sex had happened. She didn't tell me about this. She wrote in her journal that she had to go behind my back to meet with him because she thought I would be upset. I was really not mentioned at all besides that mention in this entry. The entry was all about him. How fucking him had made her obsessed with him again. How bad she wanted to be with him and how she loved their secret sex meeting. How good he was in bed and how hot he was. How she felt like she was betraying him by telling me all the details, which she didn't like doing and only did because she felt like she had to. For a couple pages.
Needless to say, I picked up all my things that I had left at her place and went home. When she got back from work, I went back to her place to return all her things and told her it was over. I thought our relationship was stronger than that, but I guess I was wrong. Live and learn.
This has been a hard lesmister for me though. It happened about four months ago now and I still think about her every day. I was really in love with her and thought that we could be together for a long time. I know now that she wasn't the right one for me, but I wanted her to be that one so badly. It really hurts.
I thought I would give advise to people in a similar situation, since I'm really hurt and wouldn't want anyone else to feel this way. I'm not going to pursue a relationship with someone where she is fucking other guys until we've been together for at least 2 years without any of that. Or possibly until we're married. I was fairly sure that this girl was the right one for me and that she thought the same of me, but it just wasn't true. Sexy guy with big cock wins out. Less than a year is not enough of a commitment and connection to last through that. Especially someone she had already fallen for and was dying to fuck.
Hopefully I'll find the right girl someday. I think I'm looking more for a hotwife than to be a cuckold. Although other's stories definitely turn me on. Maybe I'll be into it when I'm older. I like fucking way too much to give it up at 23.
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