I look at her as a god

Thats pretty sad dude shes gone!!!!!! Let her go and get you another bitch!

Well she came by agian yesterday. She told me that she didn't know how much longer she could keep coming over. She said that last time she felt guilty about masterbating with me and that she was scared of things going to far. She said the last thing she wanted was for something to happen between us. She could never live with herself if she screwed around on Steve. I said that I couldn't live with her not coming by and would pay her more if I had to. She said it wasn't about the money. So she let me masterbate to her accually seeing her pussy for the first time in years. She lay on the couch and allowed me to get about 5 feet from her it looked heavenly. I made it about 10 strokes and came on my stomach. She said that she probably would be by for a while and not to beg or call her because it wouldn't help. She then gave me her panties and left. I masterbated to them 2 more times after she left mainly smelling them but I did take a few licks. it smells better than I remember. I hope she comes back over I can't live with out seeing her.

She finally came by agian. I love her but I wasn't expecting to hear what I heard. She told me that the last month of not seeing me was hard on her she was wondering if I was masterbating or not when she wasn't there. But she wouldn't allow me to touch my dick. She told me that she was pregnant agian and how happy she was. She then told me that before I masterbated to her she had a question for me. I was so horny thinking about what it could be. I told her to ask away. She then said that before I ask you I want you to think long and hard what she was asking and how much it would mean to her and how happy she would be if I would do this for her. I told her not to ask my answer to her is always yes.
She said that I needed to know the question first. I said ask. What she asked me scared me but at the same time turned me on. She wanted to know if she could castrate me. She promised that it would be safe and that she knows a doctor in Mexico that would do it. She said that it would only cost me a $1500.00. I said no. She looked at me with those eyes and said I guess you don't love me as much as you claim if you did and you knew how much this would me to me you would do it. I seen the disapointment in her eyes and quickly changed my mind. Her smile was worth it. God she is perfect. She told me she would figure out a date and let me know. It was now time to masterbate to her. She pulled out a pregnancy test and took it right in front of me. When it came back possitive she put it on her belly and made me look at it on her belly until I came. She then left saying she would be back soon and she would let me know when I was going to Mexico.

Katie stoped by today. I was glad to see her but worried about the Mexico trip. She came in and set on the couch. She said that she had a surprise for me. She then asked if I wanted it or not. I said yes. So she pulled out a chasitiy belt and told me that I would be wearing this when she wasn't around until I went to Mexico to get castrated. She said that she didn't want me to be cumming with out her here and this was the only way she could control it. She looked me in the eyes and smiled as she put it on. I don't think I will ever forget the sound of that lock closing. This is not something I want but who am I to tell her I wont do it. I then paid her for her visit and she left. I didn't even get to cum and I don't know when she will be back.