Cuckolded I think I am

Hi guys i think my wife is cuckolding me. She has never admitted to it but i have a few clues. We have been married for many years and whilst i think sex has been good I think she is less than impressed. I am not well endowed less than 4" erect so i cannot reach the parts larger **cks can. Lately i have also failed to get an erection even though i feel aroused. I have managed to bring my wife to climax with my tongue though. Things went along like that for a while with my wife being supportive saying i must be tired and its not my fault. That was soon to change. We went on a small vacation to Marakech, it was hot there and mywife dressed in a range of light summer dresses or shorts and revealing tops. One day we decided to go to the local market to veiw the produce. It was pretty crowded and the local men took a liking to my wife, a few of surrounded usthey kept grabbing her breasts,butt and pussy through her dress, She squealed, but didnt put up too much of a fight so they carried on getting more and more daring. I made strong objections and when in with arms flying. The men all dark skinned cosed rank and soon manage to seperate me from my wife. I was pushed to the ground and i could hear her in the distance squealing and laughing, by the time i got to my feet she was gone. I wandered around aimlesly looking for her for 2 hrs walking through the streets i foud myself back at the market and there she was. Looking rather dissheveled and flushed but grinning from ear to ear.
I asked her what had happend but she wouldnt say, insted she wanted to go back to the hotel for sex. I couldnt perform as usual so i went down on her. Straight way i noticed her pussy was wide and open, leaking a viscous fluid. She powerd my head down and said "lap it all up tiny" I complied of course making her climax i put it down to that she was really aroused. All through the holiday she kept wanting to go back to the market which i thouht was strange, but nothing else happened.. Life back home didnt quite go back to normal, she kept demanding more and more oral servicing when i came home from work and strange there was that same creamy slightly bitter viscous fluid again sometimes quite a lot usually from deep in her wide open pussy. I still managed to make her cum not always. when i wanted sex from she laughs says "play with your usless dicklet yourself" which i do off course.
She seems to spend a lot of time shopping as well, more than usual, but just comes back with more sexy clothes which i never see her wear??? When i have been out with her she always makes wide eyes and smiles at large black men, wiggling her butt as she walks (im usually behind her). If i ask "do you know him" she says something like "No of course not, not yet anyways" " I am just being friendly". (funny she never was before).
She told me the other day she is going away for a weekend with one of her old gf, I am not a suspicious permister and I believe her??
What do you think I will be interested in your comments even if they are bad

Thanks for the reply DYNAPRO you must have permisternel experience of this What do you think I should do now? is there a pattern? maybe I should wait untill after her weekend away with her gf??

There is no doubt in my mind you are being cuckolded. The question to ask yourself is if you are OK with this. I think the fact that you are on this forum suggests you are. Either way, I recommed a long talk with her. Tell her your suspicions about Marrakesh and her behaviour since. Then tell her how you feel honestly. If it is that you can�t handle it and want it to stop, say so. If it is that you are scared and don�t know if you can handle it, but also turned on, tell her that. If it is that you love it, tell her so. Whatever the circumstance, your bottom line needs to be that you want complete honesty between you and that is the only way forward.
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