markantrobus
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my names mark im in my mid-thirties and live alone in southern england. It was not always like this though, i was for a while happily married, we had a mortgage lived in a nice area and life was rosey. That all changed however when julie hit 30, she suddenly insisted things werent ok and that we should embark on an "open relationship", at first i was devastated, i loved her dearly we had been wed 8 years and we were hoping to have kids some day. eventually i accepted things and though i never even looked at another woman, when she started coming home with love bites first on the front and then on the back of her neck, i must admit i did feel aroused, unfortunatley she sensed this too and had it in for me. Looking back by this stage she had stopped loving me and just used me to earn money so she could spend it on having a good time with her lovers, i feel stupid now for being such a doormat but i still loved her. All she would talk about was either Jermaine, a black teen who had never done a days work in his life and never will, or kevin another black guy but who was and still is a nightclub bouncer, needless to say he s built like the proverbial. I couldnt understand, Julie was a sweet girl who in the past would enjoy just holding hands with me, now she was a black cock loving slut. admittedly though i liked the thought. She started to treat me as a slave. After i had finished work i would come home and without so much as batting an eyelid she would be with jermaine, then at night time with kevin. this became routine Jermaine by day, Kev at night, i even had to go and collect Kev from his work, not enjoyable i can assure you picking up your wifes stud at 2am then up at 6 30 for work. At first i wasnt allowed in the bedroom at all, so all i could hear were the noises, then they got lazy i suppose and made me do the cleaning up. I had never sucked cock before never mind 8 inches of black Kev has and so wide too, it was apparrent to me then that i could never hope to satisfy Julie, perhaps only by giving her all my money, keeping the house clean and cleaning her snatch. While Kevs cock was big and thick, Jermaines was long and sleek, from the groans though i could tell she enjoyed Kevins more. When i watched my sweet julie being fucked by either i felt so pleased that my darling was being properly satisfied by a black stallion. On a rare occasion, probably when Kev wasscrewing another white wife, because Jermaine was unusually with her all day and night, after the black youngster had had enough she would call me through from the spare room where i slept, and allow me to have sloppy seconds which i was grateful for, then after i would have to go back to my room as i was not allowed to relax with her. A bombshell came one day when she announced she was pregnant, and so happy. But then she said that if i was to stay [and this was my house] i had to get a vascectomy, my jaw hit the floor, she said she would be dissapointed if the baby was mine, and that she only wanted "brown babies", so off i went, now i was a mere provider for her and Jermaine, Kevin had moved on after hearing of the pregnancy. when the baby came i was pleased he was black, and named Jermaine after his proud man. Jermaine was now the master of the house, and i was banned from sex with my wife, all i was permitted to do was clean her up. After the birth Jermaine at least started giving me some attention, i think because i had a tight virgin hole. He was a masterful fuck now i could see why my wife was so happy. He didnt like body hair though and i had to shave all over for him. Eventually they bored of me and said i had to go. We split but they had to go as i was putting my foot down as it was my house not theirs. Last i heard of julie she was in a hostel and the kid was in care, poor little guy. Ive moved area since then and while ive had sveral happy relationships since. i do secretly yearn to be a cuckold again, though this time to a mature and understanding wife. if any folks out there want to get in touch, just ask for my email address on here. Thanks for reading my own story of a crazy time in my life.
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markantrobus
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yes i was lucky, the point is though i am single now, and therefore cannot be cuckolded. I know my present girlfriend loves me enough to marry me we ve spoke of it. But if she were to give me the pleasure of taking a lover, i would draw the line at having him stay at home, think it would be better in the long term to keep it to a dirty holiday, weekend, or letting her pull a stud just on her birthday, so as to keep it as a treat for her.
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ORALBOY22
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markantrobus,
i think you may be right for you. It does take a rather special and particular kind of "masochist" to surrender completely to a wifes live-in lover and to give over all conjugal rights to her Boyfriend.
But you can be sure,they do exist. my point is,we must all think carefully who we really are and what do we want from life.
Unfortunately some mistakes do have to be made,as we learn from experience,but as a guide we should follow the path that makes us happy, as long as we hurt no one.
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