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I have now been properly instructed on proper posting etiquette and what does and does not belong in each individual forum. With that said for years I have posted majority of my content in the Ultimate Cuckold forum and a lot of it belonged here. Now I will keep my wife's cum filled pussy and her lover's big cock in the Ultimate Cuckold forum and my patheticness here.

With that said I wanted to start this post so I have one thread where I can share with everyone living life as a sissy babygirl who also happens to be a cuckold. That is right, underneath my clothes I am nothing but a pathetic baby girl. On September 30th of last year another man's cock entered my wife's hungry pussy and I have been wearing diapers ever since. Not once in awhile, not once a week, every second of everyday now for over eight months. The day I officially became my wife's cuckold was the day I made the choice to no longer live life as a man both on the inside and underneath my clothes.

How did I reach this pathetic existence that makes me so happy you may ask? I guess it started from being mentally ****** as an older ***** by my **********. To save the boring details she used humilation to both punish me and to make me lesser than everyone else. In some Freudian way that was the beginning of my sexual yearning to be humilated and yes diapers often were the source of those desires.

Fast forwarding to my current marriage our sexual relationship changed after my wife became pregnant with our *****. Before that we shared an exceptionally sexually charged lifestyle fucking all the time. I introduced her to anal sex and she was instantly addicted. Then I was dominant both in real life and in the bedroom. It did not matter that my cock was small because it fit into her ass perfectly and she litterally would cum as I fucked her dirty little butt. Her pussy on the other hand was not built for someone that is endowed like I am. It is a perfect pussy but God made sculpted it in a way that big cocks most definately belong inside of it. To begin with my wife has absolutely no sensitivity in her little clit. Rubbing and sucking on it is no different than me rubbing and sucking on her elbow. She could sit on my tiny wee wee and grind herself to oblivion and still never feel a thing on her disconnected clitoris. Most husbands that are not well endowed use oral sex as their saving grace to pleasure their wives. With my wife eating her pussy is simply annoying to her. At the time I found this as a challenge. My little cock was always hard and willing to try and make her cum through normal everyday fucking. I was dominant and full of sexual energy but fuck after fuck proved that my cock was never going to satisfy her pussy. Each and everytime I failed it dropped my sexual confidence down a peg until I eventually succumbed to the realization that I was never going to be able to make my wife orgasm in any traditional sense. My options were to fuck her in the ass or to use a large dildo to get her off. Still sex was great, my little cock was hard, and I lasted longer than 10 seconds.

Then the impossible happened. She got pregnant despite being told that she could not have *****ren ever again. We had fucked three times a day for almost two years never caring about where my load ended up which was almost always inside of her pussy.

Once she was pregnant it became the beginning of the end of our sex life. Just like most woman can orgasm by stimulating their clitoris she was suppose to be exceptionally nice and and horny during her pregnancy right? Wrong. She became so sick that she wanted absolutely nothing to do with me sexually. We litterally went from fucking three times a day to having absolutely no sex at all ever. Somewhere during this sexual hiatus my thoughts began wandering to diapers. They had been my sexual outlet in the past and since I was not able to fuck my wife why not right? The thing is mommies to be do not find their husbands wearing diapers attractive and my wife made it very clear she would never accept me in them.

My mind was in a whirlwind of confusion and sexual frustration and the solution at the time for what every reason was wearing woman's panties filled with maxipads. I think in reality it was just a close substitute to the diapers I wanted to wear. As I wore panties more and more I soon began to change on the inside. I started to desire the *********** of wearing panties. What was simple black cotton Hanes Her Way briefs soon became silky pink panties trimmed in lace. Before long my Always Overnight Maxipads were replaced with two, thicker Tena Overnight incontinence pads designed for woman of course. I began to spray my pads with feminine deodorant spray and the feminine smell became addictive to my sexual senses. To make a long story short I was turning into a complete sissy and it progressed to a complete lifestyle change. Before long I was actually wearing tampons.

My wife hated all this about me of course and seriously resented me for what I had become. I fully expected her to leave me but for whatever reason she never did. At the end of the day she hated my lifestyle change but she was madly in love with me and wanted our marriage to work.

The next few years we went back and forth trying to identify our sexual life. I would try to muster up that sexual confidence that I so vigoursly once exuded but I was met with failure after failure. Pregnancy had brought my wife hemroids so fucking her delicious ass was no longer a source of pleasure for both of us. Her pussy was now stretched even more and I honestly could barely even feel her on the few occasions I did fuck her. Everyday I felt more and more like a sissy and less of a man. Before long my useless wee wee could not even get hard and if it did I would always prematurely ejaculate. Our sex life became me humping my used wet diaper while I fucked her with the biggest dildos money could buy.

Have you every meet the perfect woman that you just instantly knew she would make a perfect cuckoldress? This was how I felt when I met my wife. She had an inner slut in her, a whore begging to come out and be used. She just had that look and that attitude. When I shared with her about me being a cuckold in the past it seemed to sexually excite her particularly the thought of me eating her used pussy after another man had filled her pussy full of cum. Despite this she made it perfectly clear that she could not and would not ever cheat on me. She loved me too much and her morals simply would not allow her to do so. Despite that I always dreamed and fantasized about her cuckolding me.

As we continued our miserable and dysfunctional sexual life I started wearing diapers more and more. Eventually I told my wife that I was going to start wearing diapers permanently but never actually follwed through with it. She grew more and more sexually frustrated. Sexually I needed a Mommy and sexually she needed a man. She would change my diapers and I imagine it was like a slap in the face everytime she pulled my used diaper down. She was faced with the reality of that situation. Not only was her husband not a man and a premature ejaculator, and impotent and not endowed. He was litteraly a babygirl in pink disposable diapers. Your normal woman would have left running. Yet she accepted what I had become and sacrificed her sexual being to stay with me.

Then one day out of the blue her ex-boyfriend contacted her needing some pussy. I can only imagine what she must have felt reading the message. I am sure there was a slight tingle in her loins and her panties probably started getting damp. A real man asking to fuck her. I am sure instantly thoughts of his massive cock rushed back into her head.

Now most pathetic bitches like me would see this as the beginning of the end of their marriage. A real man with a big cock wants to fuck a neglected and extremely sexually frustrated wife. For us, it was exactly what the doctor ordered. The relationship her ex and her shared was completely sexual. She owned him and completely used his big cock when ever her pussy was hungry. She would litterally fuck him and leave. No emotions or feelings involved...it was all about fucking. Emotionally they had nothing in common and she despised most of his beliefs. If I was about to become a cuckold I was very confident she would never leave me for him. I did know that she really needed his dick though. As soon as he contacted her she shared the message with me immediately. She told me that she would never fuck him but that she would lead him on a little if I would like to tease and excite me. Part of me believes she wanted him in her pussy as soon as he sent that message. How could she not have? Once my wife started flirting a little bit with her ex-boyfriend her sexual energy drastically heightened. Her panties grew wet and I know her thoughts shifted to being ravished long and hard by him. We spent the week discussing their flirtations and as the week came to the end the distinct possibility of me becoming her cuckold seemed more like a possibility.

Of course at this point the emotional roller coaster sets in. The what if factor creeps into your mind. I mean most husbands who are sexually inadequate would be worried but atleast they are generally still men. I was a complete sissy in a pink princess diapers and a Disney Princess dress. Why would a sane wife stay with a husband like that over a real man. Then I realized whatever happens is what I deserve. My wife had been sexually deprived for to long. A woman has needs and clearly I knew she needed to be fucked. If this was what she wanted then she truly deserved it.

I became her cuckold. I decided then that I was not man enough to satisfy my wife and that I belonged in my pink diapers permanently. The next morning after cuckolding me she was like a new woman. After being fucked all night and cumming so hard that her lips went numb. As I pulled down her soaking wet panties I was greeted to what a pussy should look like after a real man has fucked it. It was red and puffy, beaten up so to speak. She was so stretched the Diva Cup she had inserted into her pussy to save the creampie her lover left inside of her was practically falling out. I remeber as I pulled it out of her ****** pussy her lover's cum instantly started dripping out. My mouth knew what to do. This is what I deserved...eating another man's sperm from my wife's sacred pussy. We were both hooked.

So for now she is no longer with her lover but there has been some contact. I remain in diapers permanently and at this point I am basically diaper dependant. Yes I am so pathetic that I unpotty trained myself. I tried to be a man twice for about an hour each time. Once resulted in me sitting like a girl on the potty all night before we went out for dinner. My wife had me back in diapers before we left. The next time I actually wet my pants and my wife simply said you need to get a diaper on.

Sex between us now is completely non-existent. She is not my Mommy or lover, just a disatisfied wife again. She has nothing to do with my diapering and has not ******** chastity in months. She does not even supervise me humping my diapers anymore. Generally I ***** in a differnt bed anyway just in case my diaper leaks. Really I got what I wanted which was to be denied permenently and to remain pussy free the rest of my life. When she was fucking her boyfriend she was very playful and treated me like the little girl I wanted to be. She changed my diapers daily and I think for her it was the first time her husband in diapers was really no big deal because she had a real cock to fuck whenever she wanted. Much easier wiping down my pathetic wee wee when it means absolutely nothing to her except an inconvience. She also locked my wee wee up into a Holy Trainer V3, short cage....pink of course. She even wore the key when she fucked her lover. He was turned off by it of course as he does not have a kinky bone in his body. Yet at the end of the day he had a massive cock, that is curved and hits my wife's G-spot perfectly. His cock was meant for my wife's pussy. The put in comparison I have given my wife exactly one orgasm vaginally while fucking her in almost 10 years of being together. Her lover on the hand makes her cream almost every fuck session.

I will keep my diapered life in this post from here forward.