MrsBlackBlowupDoll
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DaisyMaid: So now what do I do? I caused my wife to accept me as a transgendered sissy. Now She threatens to expose me and because I have no balls I retreat to my sissy room and wear my maids dress and fantasize about having sex with a woman. That will never happen. Now what...I am expected to act like a female. I'm not sure I see the problem. You presumably wanted her to accept yours a sissy and she has. You are living the life! Let's face it, for sissies like us, fantasies about sex with women are probably better than actual sex with (disappointed) women would be. (Think of the stress!) So be happy and joyful! What I don't quite understand is that you are expected to act as a female, but afraid of being exposed. How does that work? Are you only expected to act female at home? Or are do you act female in public, but trust in the masculine dress to protect you? You wear a maids uniform to jerk off, do you provide domestic service to your wife as well - cooking, cleaning, etc.? Perhaps we can provide more useful suggestions if you can give us a better idea of what you are worried about, afraid of, desiring, or concerned about. Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.
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steyraug96
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Hi, Daisy, Two things: One, you wanted this in the first place.... Two, start changing your fantasies. You wanted a female role? Now play the female role in those fantasies. When you're fantasizing, think about touching her breasts, think about kissing her, think about licking her clit, and think of how she'll love your oral skills... And how, when she reciprocates, you get warmer and warmer... But just like a woman, on your back, legs spread, her tongue licking your clit... And rub that same way. If you get even a tinge of swelling, slap the boi parts, or ice them down.
You can think about helping your girlfriend get ready for a man, as well, and getting him ready for her, and maybe you, too.
I'd also suggest a chastity device to stop erections, and sissy ******. You can still have sex, obviously - as a woman, as you wanted. As you've been accepted.
What you might need to do now is, top from the bottom, and get her to "decide" to do what you wanted... Want her to still have a man in her life? Rail against it! Complain that she's seeing you as a girl, and not as the man you REALLY are... Until she actually brings her boyfriends home and they make you see you're a woman, too... Best option you have.
BTW, also, chastity will mean an inability to get an erection, but shouldn't mean an end to masturbation. You should still be masturbating - like a girl, with something inserted. Maybe you can persuade your wife to be your mistress and train you..?
Lastly, as MrsBlackBlowupDoll asks - what is the issue, basically? How is this difficult? Where are you masculine? Will your exposure hurt her more than you...?
-Dianna
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