Embarrassed by a girl I had a crush on

I have always had a crush on this girl. A few weeks ago I realized flirting with her was a waste of time because she knows more about me then I thought. I was happy when she asked me to go to the casino with her although it was bad timing, I didn't have any money. She said that's fine, I could go and watch. On the way there she started fiddling with her bra. Then she handed me her purse and said to hold it. We walked down the street with me holding her purse and she kept playing with her bra saying stuff like, you know how a bra digs in right here and don't you hate it when your bra straps fall down or get twisted. We got to the casino and she said to hold her purse while she went to the bathroom. I was supposed to go in and get her favorite machine. She never once took her purse. I held it and watched with no money but then I realized she didn't need her purse. Her money was in her pocket. When I mentioned it she laughed and said she only brought it for me and even put a pair of panties in it for me to put on. I said I can't carry a purse to the men's room. She said of course not, use the ladies room, I know you like going in there. She said if I did it there was some money in her wallet in "my" purse I could have. I didn't have the nerve to do it. Every time I've seen her since I have actually asked to carry her purse. She says one of these times we will both carry one so it's obvious it's mine and she will see to it that I use the ladies room with her.