I had always had fantasies of being a sissy, but was never bold enough to fulfil them.
Well last weekend I did something very bold indeed.
I prepared myself for what was going to be a sissy adventure, and my first one at that. I went to victorias secret and bought 2 pink bra and panties one light one dark, got a sports bra for future use, got a pink collar from a pet store, and some stockings. I also got some manicure.
I went to the bathroom and shaved my entire body, my stomach, chest, pubes, thighs, face (obviously).
I put on my light pink bra and panties and stockings, and my collar. I wore a jacket and jeans on top of them just to cover up my sissy self. It was 5:30 AM Saturday morning and I was on a mission to go to my workplace and serve a female colleague of mine without her knowing it.
Where I work she is the only female, and get this the only female (outside of my family) that I actually have any contact with, because I am a pathetic sissy and I can't attract women like a real man can. Sissies like me should be punished for being sissies
A beautiful woman like her should be served and treated like a queen, and it's a shame that my other male colleagues don't treat her this way, but that's because they are REAL men. It's up to sissies like myself to make sure that women like her get the service and devotion they require.
Since she is the only woman at the office she has a bathroom all to herself, so I took it upon myself to clean her bathroom voluntarily. So I stripped out of my man clothes to signify my transition into a sissy. There I was in my full sissy glory with my victoria secret panties and bra and stockings. I got on all fours and started cleaning the floor with a wet towel. I put in all my effort to make sure that she got the cleanest bathroom possible, the more painful it was the more humiliating and thus more erotic. At that moment I had wished that she could have seen me, so that she can laugh at me and taunt me as I lower myself in her heavenly servitude.
If you think my voluntary *********** was over there is more. See the bathroom wasn't very clean, as it wasn't very well maintained and a little old as well so there was a lot of dirt and dried up cement in small little crevices and cracks. The towel was not enough...So I lowered my panties down and grabbed the toothbrush that I had inserted in my ass before I came
. The same toothbrush that had been fucking me while I was driving
. No doubt it was an intoxicating moment that filled me with erotic energy. I proceeded to clean with my toothbrush and it took a lot of effort and I broke sweat several times. But I was finally done with the floors at least.
I grabbed my phone and scrolled through my imaginary mistress' facebook pictures. I could at least pretend like she was watching this pathetic sissy serve her needs.
But in my desperate attempt to prove how far I would go, how far I was willing to humiliate and degrade myself. I decided to do something else. I chose a picture of her that I thought was the hottest and placed it on top of the toilet tank. I lifted the toilet seat cover and cleaned her toilet seat...but can you guess how I cleaned it? With my tongue...I stuck my tongue out and cleaned every inch of her toilet seat. I am even more pathetic than her toilet seat because at least the toilet seat gets to touch her ass, I could never touch her ass, this was as good as it was going to get for me. I felt the dirt on my tongue and at this moment my head was *********** with erotic ***********. I had done something so filthy and dirty, that I was actually proud of myself because I proved that I could be a sissy.
When I was done in the bathroom I went to her cubicle and cleaned her desk thoroughly. After that I went home and stayed in my sissy apparel while I reflected on an amazing sissy adventure. I took pics of myself in my sissy clothes for you guys to enjoy.
While I realize this may not be such a big deal for many of you, but for me it was my first sissy experience. I would love to know more ideas of how I can humiliate myself for this woman without her knowing