I'm a good looking man that is personable and I have been professionally and financially successful. I have owned, run and managed companies with hundreds of employees. I'm in good shape, exercise regularly and have lots of energy (including sexual energy). I have a small cock and have never made any woman orgasm by using my 'little thing'.
Recently I licked my wife's pussy for over an hour without success. Typically I can make her cum with my fingers and my tongue. I felt like a complete failure. I stopped at my favorite adult book store one my way home from work tonight. The goal was to suck as much cock as I could. I'm allowed to suck cock only if I use a 'rubber'. This limits the guys that I can service, but keeps it safe. I am an exceptional cock sucker (much better than the wife – more than one of her bulls has said so). I was worshiping a small to medium cock (five or so inches and not real thick) through the glory hole. He came into my both and soon became rock hard, continually moaned, and proceeded to skull fuck me for about fifteen minutes. This included lots of deep throating to where I could hardly breathe. We left the door open and others watched as he pulled out and cock slapped my face regularly. As he got really, really hard and started to pulse, I knew he was about to cum. From my knees I looked him strait in the eyes and realized that I had the power to make him cum wildly above expectations. Clearly this is what I want to do with a woman and most of all with my wife, but I realize I will never be able to. On my knees is how I redeem myself. The thought of kissing a man or any type of romantic relationship with a man repulses me. But I will gladly go to town on just about any clean cock, and that is exactly what I did with the eight and a half inch thick cock that slid through the glory hole a next.......
P.S. I love to cross dress. Any other small dick sissy bitches agree with my assessment?