christiano
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I should say up front that I am not, to my knowledge a cuckold. My wife cut me off from any form of sex with her three years ago but is not interested in other men (or women) either. So sex for me has become a secret, solo affair with this site providing much of the stimulation. I have always been submissive and find femdom a huge turn on.
In the absence of a real world mistress I have determined that I will not allow myself to cum in the month of September. To make it more interesting, I will still tease myself with femdom porn and masturbate, but no cumming is allowed. This will be a challenge because I usually cum four or five times a week. To add just a little more spice, I intend to always end my on-line self-teasing by looking at pictures and videos of women masturbating to orgasm - such as those on this wonderful site [url=jillbabyjill.tumblr.com][/url]. This will rub it in - "look what we are having that you can't have loser!"
I have made it 11 days so far without giving in to temptation but I am perpetually horny.
Wish me luck in my suffering
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christiano
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Anyone else set themselves challenges like this?
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christiano
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...or can anyone point me to a particularly good site that shows women getting themselves off without the need for us inferior males?
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christiano
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Nearly 500 views but no replies. Anybody care to comment? Please? Halfway to my target now but getting hornier by the day.
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dingdong
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I like teasing and femdom porn also... i use pornhub
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christiano
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Thanks for taking the time to reply. Here is a clip that has been adding to my frustration. I love the blonde's cold-hearted cruelty.
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christiano
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and here is one of the lovely ladies from jillbabyjill . I imagine her flaunting her pleasure inches from my face.
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kennyboy82
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christiano: I imagine her flaunting her pleasure inches from my face. This is an unusual form of self denial, but whatever it takes I guess. I can visualise Jill sitting on your chest, just below your throat, so you see really close up, and smell the aromas of hot, female, aroused cunt, as well as hear the wetness as she frots her clit inches away from your open mouth. You should be locked in a very small cock cage during your self denial period to complete the picture though.
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SheDatesHeWaits
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christiano: My wife cut me off from any form of sex with her three years ago That's grounds for divorce in many states. If you've tried to talk to her about this issue, and get nowhere, maybe you should think about trading her in for a wife with a libido. cuckold - Pronunciation - kuk-uhld - noun 1) The husband of an unfaithful wife. 2) A husband whose wife has sex with others. NOTE - It does NOT say: Sexually confused, submissive, humiliated, sissified, crossdresser, cocksucker, or piss drinker
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christiano
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kennyboy82- many thanks for your reply - exactly how I imagined it too. Here is another 'in your face' post from the site.
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christiano
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SheDatesHeWaits. Thanks for your thoughts. We have a ***** who I could not bear to be parted from so I am hanging in hoping to one day talk my wife round to reintroducing intimacy into our relationship.
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christiano
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Another 'in your face' view of a sexy woman enjoying what is denied to me. The hyperlink is visible to registered members only!
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christiano
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Does anyone know of other videos like this one, where a girl masturbates right in the face of a man?
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I'd love to find one where she does it sitting on his chest.
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christiano
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We have a friend coming to stay for two nights next week. This means that I will have to vacate the spare room for our guest and move back into my wife's bed. She ****** naked and I am already so horny it will be so frustrating but she has forbidden me any sort of relief and gets angry if I raise the topic.
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sn1_etr
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christiano Why do you stay with your wife? No sex of any form? While I am not allowed penetration I give my wife oral and she gives me hand jobs (no reciprocation orally).
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christiano
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Hi sn1_etr.
Hope that one day things will improve Because I love her Because we are a family of 3, not 2.
I would very happily settle for the arrangement you have.
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christiano
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More jilling to add to my frustration... Enjoy
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SheDatesHeWaits
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#18 · Edited by: SheDatesHeWaits
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I'm not sure what this thread accomplishes. christiano's wife cut him off. There's no cuckolding involved, or any sexual interaction between them at all. Rather than address the issue, he instead chooses an unusual form of self denial and exacerbates his frustration by purposely viewing pornography. It's actually a form of self-imposed masochism. cuckold - Pronunciation - kuk-uhld - noun 1) The husband of an unfaithful wife. 2) A husband whose wife has sex with others. NOTE - It does NOT say: Sexually confused, submissive, humiliated, sissified, crossdresser, cocksucker, or piss drinker
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christiano
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Hi SheDatesHeWaits
I plead guilty to masochism but I suspect that is not an unusual characteristic of readers of this forum. I have always loved Femdom and to me cuckolding is one aspect of that but not one I've ever experienced in real life.
Cut off by my wife I had become lazy and selfish and would masturbate whenever I got the opportunity. In denying myself orgasm for an extended period I hope to achieve two things. In the short term, I am getting the masochistic thrill that those teased and denied get to experience, though in my case I have to use my imagination and will power rather than having a mistress control when I cum. Not cumming is making me even more desperate for my wife's touch and encourages me to try everything I can to win her over. Since I have been in self-denial I have given her more hugs and kisses and perhaps over the course of one month or two, this may bring us close enough that she will allow some more intimate contact between us.
In this hope, I have decided to extend the period of self denial until the end of the first week in November. We are on holiday that week so we should have plenty of opportunities to get intimate if I have managed to get her to warm to the idea at all in the meantime.
So I am trying to 'address the issue' in my way - my wife has previously refused to consult a marriage guidance service. When November 9th arrives I should know whether my wife and I have rekindled some level of love life or whether I am condemned to a life where my only sex is with my right hand.
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christiano
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So our guest has arrived and my wife and I are sharing a bed for 2 nights. I get up early to go to work so I have to go to bed first. When my wife came to bed about two hours later I woke up as she slipped into bed without putting the lights on. She put her arms around me and said 'just a cuddle'. It was so nice to have her arms around me in bed again even though she had put on a t-shirt so her large breasts were covered. Having not cum for three and a half weeks I was fully erect in seconds but I did not want to risk spoiling the moment so I made sure not to bump my cock against her. We cuddled for ten minutes and then she indicated she wanted to go to *****. I turned onto my stomach and eventually fall asleep despite the raging hard-on she had given me.
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