Oh man, what can I say. I found a daddy a few months back and I'm having a rough time. I need to talk to someone about it and really don't know who to turn too.
I guess I'll give you a brief history on how I got here so you can make sense of it with me.
It started out gradual. we met online and I was locking myself for the first couple weeks on a trust basis with him. I admit that I cheated often and at the time he did not know but I have since admitted to it to him. The most I can go without cumming is 3 days. I was supposed to be locked for 7 days the first week but I cheated twice in that time. It wasn't till the 4th week when i decided I trusted him and met up with him and actually handed him the keys that things got "Real."
I had a lock that came with 3 keys not the normal 2. I thought I was being slick by keeping one, but he gave me his own lock and actually made me take the one I had on off right there at the mall. He made me take a photo of the new lock on in the bathroom as proof.
He said he was going to keep me locked for 7 days again, but when the 7th day came he got me to admit I cheated. He said he could tell by the size of the loads I was sending him and after I admitted it he then admitted to me he wasn't actually sure if I cheated or not, but because I did he wasnt going to unlock me. He said I need to make up for the time missed, so he made it two weeks before release and then 3 weeks after that. I'm now on phase 2 of our agreement. I don't get release untill I suck his cock. We both agreed to this, it is totally consensual but I'm still scared to do it. I really want to do it, but my ego is in the way. It's been just over 5 weeks with no cumming and I'm getting desperate.
Daddy is very understading and is not putting any pressure on me at all, he has even given me permission to play with my ass to take some of the edge off whenever I please. Only rule is that I have to tell him I'm going to do it, how, for how long, and a bunch of other details.
Oh man, it already feels good to type this out to all of you. I'm getting desperate to cum though, and I dont want to say I'm looking for encouragement, but honestly I think that is what Im doing. I'm very descreet in real life so I obvioulsy cant go to friends or family about this. Daddy's friends all know about our situation though and they've been supportive of me, but they're obviously looking out for their friends best interest too.
(not me in the picture, but most relevant photo I had on hand)