Let Down Sex

Hi.

Not posted on here for a while so thought I'd quickly share my shameful attempt at sex last night. This is 100% true and hope you enjoy!

So, for one reason or another my wife and myself were both up for sex at the same time last night. This doesn't happen very often at all (I wish it was even less to be honest) and the last time we did have sex was approximately 4 to 5 months ago.

We went to bed early, we had the usual routine starting with me turning my wife on with my fingers and then my toungue. I always ask my wife to press my head into hers as I find this a real turn on. My wife knows I like a bit of verbal SPH so was calling me tiny and little man all the time, this really got me going!

When I came back up, my wife started to play with my now raging erection, I'd made comment a couple of times that I wished I was sat watching another man pleasure her much better than what I was, so I'd got the whole cuckold thing in my head all the time. I had to tell her to stop, as just her touching me got me close to cuming!

After a bit more playing with her, she laid on her side with her back to me and told me to do her from behind, so she opening her legs and guided me in. It took about 15 to 20 seconds to enter her and get comfortable, which is when I started to thrust. After about two thrusts I popped out, to which I got a tut and a sigh, she pushed me back in and I started again. This time I stayed in until I finished (yeah go me!) A grand total of three thrusts later! It was in total just about 45 seconds worth of sex, certainly less than a minute! 45 seconds after 4-5 months!

What I'm ashamed to admit to my wife is though is the comment of "You never have?" made it all worth it for me! How she hasn't strayed is beyond me, she should because this is pretty much par for the course as far as my performance is concerned!

Well for the rest of the night, after my wife had fell askeep, all I could do was fantasize about her getting a real cock with staying power and being made to either watch or listen in my bedside panties and chastity! A couple of hours later I was so turned on I nipped into the bathroom and wanked myself silly, and trust me that didn't last much longer either!

Now I've been sat at work all day planning what I'm going to do tonight, straight into my CB6000, punish myself by watching some cuckold porn and not being able to touch myself then I'll hopefully drum up enough courage to ask whether I can use one of her vibrators on her whilst locked up with my knickers on!

Damn I wish she would cuckold me but I just can't see it happening, for you guys how have I am so jealous!

Thanks for reading!

Why do you say that? Have you even explored this with her? Have you brought it up? Or even hinted at it?
cuckold - Pronunciation - kuk-uhld - noun 1) The husband of an unfaithful wife. 2) A husband whose wife has sex with others. NOTE - It does NOT say: Sexually confused, submissive, humiliated, sissified, crossdresser, cocksucker, or piss drinker

Yes, I bring it up almost every time we have sex! holiday I've commented 'I bet like a bit of that' etc and when we've talked about fantasies I've made it clear I want to watch her! I've got her as far as watching cuckold porn with me but I know her and her limits.

Bear in mind that some cuck content can seem extreme from the female perspective. My wife hates cuck porn with the sissy, cross dressing hubbies, etc. But she enjoyed flicks that had a Hotwife or "cheating wife" theme... a few of the "Screw My Wife" series... some voyeur stuff (hubby watching his wife get laid)... and some light MFM stuff.

Your setup is perfect though. Sex as you described probably isn't satisfying her. You're hinting that you want to see her with other men. You're watching cuck porn together, and you know her limits. In order to move it forward you need to start pushing her limits.... but you do it GENTLY. You NUDGE the idea forward, and be careful not to push. Use baby steps. If you hit resistance then you back off for a week or two, then try easing into it again.

The idea is to start a slow transition from hinting about it... to talking honestly about it... to fantasizing together about it... then planning it... and finally doing it. It takes months, a buttload of patience and honest communication. But it can be done.
cuckold - Pronunciation - kuk-uhld - noun 1) The husband of an unfaithful wife. 2) A husband whose wife has sex with others. NOTE - It does NOT say: Sexually confused, submissive, humiliated, sissified, crossdresser, cocksucker, or piss drinker