Getting scared - CuckoldPlace.com

I have been my wife's cuckold for over seven years. In short I was given two choices Get a divorce or accept living as her cuckold slave husband. I am now in my sixties while my wife is in her mid-forties. When our ******** moved out, there was a complete transformation in my wife. I am her slave. She moved me out of her bedroom years ago. She is a completely liberated woman.
As we grew in the cuckold lifestyle, my wife introduced me to chastity training. We tried several devices and lately I have been wearing the CD6000. She is so sexually selfish that her mantra is "Orgasms are for me only." I go months at a time before being allowed to cum. On New Years Eve I was informed that 2014 was going to be a turning point. She was tired of playing the game, that it was time for my chastity to be TOTALLY real.
In April, my wife took me to a tatoo shop, where I was introduced to the lady owned. I was cleaned up and my wife informed me that I was going to get a Prince Albert piercing and that that plastic chastity device of mine would have to go. As the lady of the shop was preparing me I was astonished to hear them talking about preparing me for a permanent chastity device. Permanent got my attention. The lady even helped my wife take the proper measurements for my new device. When my wife asked her if she knew of other women placing their husbands in permanent chastity, she gave my wife the phone numbers of two other of her customers. "Oh yes. Mrs. Herrin hasn't allowed her husband an orgasm in three years." she said "Mrs. Herrin is a firm believer in male chastity. You really need to call and talk to her." "She is so into male chastity, that she is a professional "keyholder" on the side. Every few months she comes in with some guy and has me pierce
his cock for a chastity device. She must hold the key to four or five guys, maybe more."
The piercing didn't hurt as much as I thought it would. I have been healing now for 4 months.
Now I'm getting scared. I've gone long periods of time being locked up, but it was plastic, if I got desperate I could always get out. My wife keeps talking about how wonderful it will be when I'm finally locked with my new device. My wife did call Mrs. Herrin and has visited with her at her home on a couple of occasions. Mrs. Herrin even helped her pick out the new metal device.

My wife is serious. This thing costs over $400.