I thought it is about time to tell my life story as Teri all 100% true

Went to the spa to check it out and it was great. I got a membership it cost $10 amonth and I signed up for 3 months. They gave me a locker with a lock. I asked them if they had female showers and they told me everyone uses the same shower it is a all male gym for gaymen. I worked out on a treadmill and a stepper for about an hour. There were about 6 or 7 other gurls like me on other machines and about 10 guys. After my workout I headed for a shower. The shower was one big room with like 20 shower heads in it. I got undressed grabbed a towel and headed for the shower. I was taking a shower when a goodlooking black guy came in to shower next to me. I was trying not to look at his package but he was hard and he had a nice cock. He asked me if I liked what I saw and I said yeah you like what you see. He said yeah it makes me hard LOL. He leaned in to kiss me then he pushed me to my knees. He started to fuck me in the mouth and I said but what if someone comes in. He said just suck nobody cares this is a sex club we are all here for this. I was sucking his cock and in walked 2 other black guys that wanted their cocks sucked too. I was on my knees sucking 3 cocks when they raised me up and started sucking my tits and rubbing my sissy clit. They were kinda rough but I like being manhandled. They moved me to the sauna and put me on my knees bent me over and filled my mouth and my ass. I will be going back Teri

What a lovely time, Teri!

xoxoxo

Christine

It was a blast I was fucked by 3 thick cocks and had all 3 in my mouth. They reallyseem to like to use lil sissies like me there. The oneguy loved my tanlines, belly ring and my tramp stamp he said it was like fucking a real female. Teri

I am so excited finally spring is here I got out my short shorts, my bikinis and my flip flops. I dressed in apair of my shorts a bikini top and flip flops and went to a bookstore the other day. The guys loved it I went into a booth and guys were fighting to get into the other booth and feed me. I sucked like 10 cocks when finally someone opened my door and it was this black hunk. I motioned for him to come in still on my knees he took out his cock which was like 9 inches and thick. I started to suck on him and he got as hard as a rock he told me he wanted to fuck me so he opened the door and with me still on my knees he bent me over lined his cock up with my hole and started fucking me. About 5 other guys were watching and telling him to give it to the bitch good. He fucked me for about 20 minutes and then he said I'm going to cum he told me to turn around and he blew his nuts in my face. After he was done he told me I was a good fuck and he wanted to know if he could get my number and call sometime. I said sure and gave him my # with that he stoodup and said next I'm done with her. I sucked and got fucked by every cock in the store even the clerk put his cock in my mouth. 2 days later he called me and wanted to know if I was up for some fun. I asked him what he had in mind. He said him and a friend were interested in using my mouth and ass. I asked what his friend looked like and he told me he is white goodlooking and had a thick 8 inch cock for me. He told me not to worry about it I suck cock thru a whole and dont worry what the guys looklike. I told him sure I'm for it. We made plans for them to be there at 8pm. I got in the shower shaved my whole body and just left a landing strip above my sissyclit I put on my body spray to smell good for them, lotioned up and put on shorts a nice top,pink panties with a matching bra and my flip flops. I put in a tape of a T-gurl getting teamed by 2 guys. I sat on the couch watching the tape and my clit was getting hard thinking of what they were going to do to me.

At about 7:45 I heard a car pull up infront of my apt. I looked out my window and it was them. I was checking out his friend and he was a goodlooking guy. They knocked on my apt door I opened the door and the black guy said hi I'm Jeff from the bookstore and this is my friend James. I said come in make yourselves at home. Jeff said oh we will I lead them to the couch and they were watching the movie I asked them if they wanted a glass of tea and they booth said yes please. I went into the kitchen and poured them 2 glasses of tea. I brought them the tea and they both thanked me. I sat on the couch between them and Jeff asked so how did it go the other day at the bookstore. I told him well thanks to you I had to fuck everyone in the store before I could leave but I enjoyed his cock most. He just laughed. James asked me if I sucked like the gurl in the movie. I told him I think I am good I try hard. With that he undid his shorts pulled out a 8 thick cock and said show me hon. I started to suck softly on him and Jeffs hands were all over me he said stand up and take your clothes off. I stopped sucking on James stood and removed my clothes. James said wow I love the tanlines and the belly ring. Jeff said turn around and show us that ass. I turned around bent over and could feel both guys playing with my cheecks. Jeff said I love your tramp stamp is it real. I said yes I try to be as girly as I can. James said that can't be to hard with a dick that small. I said I don't call it a dick its a sissyclit to me. He asked if it gets hard I told him sometimes but less and less with the hormones. James took my head and lowered it to his cock and said suck it babe. I got on my knees and was doing my job when Jeff got behind me and started fucking me. I looked up a James and said god your cock taste good and you are one goodlooking man. We were in this position for about 15 minutes and James said oh god I going to cumJeff said cum in her mouth dude and with that he let loose of one of the biggest loads this gurl has ever tried to swallow. It was running down my chin as I tried to swallow every drop. Then about 5 minutes later it was Jeffs turn he pumped his load right up my girly ass. We rested for a few and I said there you go James my clit is hard and he said **** its even small hard. Jeff asked if he could use the batroom to clean up because he didnt want to go ATM (Ass To Mouth )on me. He went to the bathroom and James had me bend over the arm of the couch for him. He started to fuck my used hole but god he knew what he was doing he fucked me silly. Jeff came out of the bathroom and wasted no time he fucked my mouth as James fucked my sissyhole. 20 minutes later Jeff put his warm load in my mouth and James filled my asspussy. We rested and talked I gave my # to James ( I hope he calls ) Jeff is ok with that so I know have 2 new friends. Teri

Great to hear from you, Teri!

With a couple of months in between, no mention of Dave, and talk about your apartment, does that mean that you've moved on in your life from him?

Just wondering.

Thanks again for your update, sweetie!

xoxoxo

Christine

Good to see you back and enjoying your life. Like bpop, and I am sure some of your other followers, I would like some of the details or living and vanilla arraingement of you yours. Keep us current please. You have become much more than a sissy cunt and an available face hole to many of us.

Yes me and Dave have split he has another T-gurl that is yonger than myself living with him now. She and I are goodfriends and I have told her what to epect from Dave. I serviced alot of men during my contract with Dave and he has helped me come out as a woman. There are no hard feelings between me and Dave or his new gurl. I am a nurse so I dont worry to much about my money I do fine paying my rent and bills. At work they knew I was gong thru my change from male to female. They however do not allow me to change my clothes in the womans lockeroom. I use the mens lockeroom and tho it is great seeing those cocks I dont like taking off my scrubs in front of co-workers. They see my bras and panties when I take a shower they see my small breast my bellyring my lowerback tattoo and my tanlines everything femme. The guys do not make fun of me but they do strare at me and that makes me uncomfortable. Oh well nobody said being a woman would be easy. Dave still lets me come over and tan and because of him I am thinking about SRS so I can have my own pussy. Teri
PS. Ask any questions

Thank you, Teri! Love you, babe.

xoxoxo

Christine

Teri,

On SRS, ask yourself the following - in the core of your being, are you a man or a woman?

All the rest if periferal to this. There are "prices" to pay, as you know, with either way you proceed. If you do go for SRS know that some of those "cocks" will loose interest in you. You are "just another woman" (boy am I going to get flamed for that) instead of "something different." The kink factor is gone.

On SRS, the process is not easy, but as a nurse you already know that. Last time I looked at it, there were two possibilities - one involved the ONLY the removal of the male sex organs. The second involved the construction of a usable vagina. Both might involve brest augmentation. That vaginal reconstruction is where the real need for quality comes in. And quality normally means cost. There are some good centers here in the states and also some good places outside the states. Each of those requires research so you get a quality surgeon and not a butchered surgury.

Okay, before I bore the majority of people here to death I will wish you luck in whatever decision you make.

Also, in your work environment, since they make you change in the mens locker room, are you considered a man or a woman?

FantMstr

FantMstr on the inside I am a woman there is no dout about that. If I do have SRS I will get the complete operation and have a working vagina like a real woman. Married Dom as far as your statements yes it is true I will loose some of the cocks I get right now but its not that hard to give away pussy ( just ask my wife ). My sissyclit doesn't get hard very much if at all. Most guys like that thanks to the hormones I have to rub of my clit I can't hard enough to jack-off but that is fine with me because a gurl should not jack-off but rub as a form of masterbation. I am also thinking about keeping my small worthless penis and becoming a she-male but still it is a dream of mine to have a vagina so I can please men with my vagina, ass and my mouth. You are right on one aspect thou I should be allowed to use the womans lockeroom to change and shower. I am not afraid of any acts of violence because the men have been spoken to but for them it is like taking a shower with a lady. The way they look at my female body with female tanlines my belly button pieced and my girly tatoo on my lower back or when I am undressing they see me in panties and a bra and my titties are growing they are small but guys like titties. I don't think that I would have that in the ladies lockerom but management said as long as I have a penis I have to use the guys lockeroom to change and shower and we have to shower everyday both at the begining and end of our shifts. Teri

FantMstr and Married Dom, you guys are over-thinking this issue. Yes, gender surgeries are a big deal, and Teri is obviously well aware of that. She knows the issues, and I'm sure she'll do what's right for her. Seriously, she doesn't need help to know about all about the issues, whether it's the cost, the difficulties involved, the loss of some men's interest (and as we know, gaining of others).

There are plenty of non-op transsexuals out there, although most of them would prefer to never hear the term "she-male" again. For a lot of the gender community, it's considered the equivalent of the "N-word."

Teri, I'm sorry that you have to use the men's room. That really must feel a little strange to you at this point. I know it would for me. However, it's nice that the guys there don't seem to have any issues with you. You just never know when there's going to be some a**hole who's a little bit crazy.

Just my two cents on it, thanks for reading.

xoxoxo

Christine

Christine, Having worked (professionally) with transgendered issues. I sometimes do overthink and overstate. I however do not like to assume. I am sure we both know how the word assume breaks down.

With transgender individuals (who are a different as night and day from crossdressers) there are many questions and issues they have to be asked and addressed. But ultimately it comes down to the basic question I posted above. With that answered we can or can not get on with all the other details.

Be well.
FantMstr

Married Dom I kinda understand were you are coming from. If I have the surgery yes I will be female but not a Genetic Girl. I was born a sissy with a penis and alot of the guys that fuck me like the fact that I have a small soft clit . They are very much more supior than I. I love the humilation when they have me turn around so they can see and play with my small soft clit. It makes them feel more like real men and me their gurl. I am very very sub and have done alot for my men. I have let them cum in my face held my mouth open for them and let them cum in my mouth. I have eaten alot of ass and sucked alot of balls but when at work and I have to shower infront of guys it makes me wish I had a pussy so I could use the ladies shower. It is so embarrising to take showers with the guys ( not *********** ) I was in the shower yesterday and a guy asked me if I liked what I saw. Now don't get me wrong I do look just think its unfair if your attracted to cock for managment to make me shower with cock. I know for a fact that if I used the girls showers I wouldn't be checking them out ( I don't like pussy at all ). However I do like cock and can't help looking. You are right about the *********** thou I do like when guys say things like ( bring your fagott ass over here ) or get on your knees you little fag suck it sissyboi or bend over you sissybitch take it all you cunt. Things like this just make me suck harder or work my ass harder. Teri

And I thank you very much for that. I genuinely appreciate it.

xoxoxo

Christine

Teri.

Society has a lot of problems as it trys to work with gender issues. Laws and attitudes better fit black and white, not grey.

One of the ones that makes your experience pale is someone in your possition convicted of a crime. With that penis, they go in with the male offenders. That newly incarcerated inmate had better like cock dished up many ways and often.

Be well.

I know what you mean fan. I sometimes have a fantasy about being locked up and the guys having their way with my mouth and ass but what I would dislike about prison is I don't think they let us sissies wear panties, bras and other girly clothes. That I think would **** me but could you see me in a shower with prisoners with my bellyring girly tanlines and my tramp stamp. I would get raped for sure. Teri

Teri,

According to the medical/legal definitions of the terms, do you define yourself as transgendered or transexual?

When you went to court and changed your name to Teri, did you also change your sexual identity legally? Another way of asking that is what is on your driver's licence male or female.

FantMstr

Yes I changed my sex on my drivers licence to female. I am now legally aloud to yous female restrooms.

Thank you for the update, Teri!

xoxoxo

Christine

Your welcome and I forgot I am a transexual because I want to become a female not just act as one during sex. Teri

Thank you for the information Teri. I understand totally. I seem to read in your answer that West Viginia Law is a lot more lenient to the change of sex for legal purposes on state documents.

Time to delurk. I am not one for suing someone for the sake of suing. As I do not know what state you are in Teri, only you could speak to the climate for transgendered people. I would think that if you have basically transitioned to being a woman every day. Done all the paperwork that says you are a woman, then you might consider bringing this to the attention of management. After consulting a lawyer that is well versed, and competent, in fighting gender related issues.

And I totally get that you may not want to, because to be a nurse is not an easy road. And helping people who are at their worst, many times, get better. Well there is no greater feeling is there? I have known many nurses and they LOVE what they do. Now if we could only improve the quality of the Dr's but that is for another time.

I do not think it is right for you, whose mind, body and soul, are that of a woman. And if you have the paperwork to back it up, then you have a hostile workplace. So you could sue the hospital corporation, get a large settlement, then find a new hospital with a more open mind and just know that you have your retirement fund ready at a moments notice. Or they could come into the 21st century and rethink their management policies and avoid court.

This is all up to you hon. I have read this thread with the utmost of respect for your fearlessness. If I could, I would give you a hug and see the happiness that shines from your eyes in person.

Good luck!

Slowly but certain most people at work treat me like a female. I went and talked with a therapyst at work she agreed I am very femme and her reconmendation to my employer was that I be aloud to change in the ladies loocker room. I know change my clothes in the female lockeroom and use the ladies room to go to the bathroom ( there seems to be no problem with the ladies since I sit to pee and always wipe ) I like using the girls room and the girls lockeroom to change I do however look at girls breast just to wish mine were that big. Teri

I understand completely, Teri. I have a very bad case of breast envy also.

xoxoxo

Christine

LOL I dont check out the girls but I do look at their breast and wish my breast were just alittle bigger.

Oh yes, absolutely.

Of course, women check each other out all the time, dressed or not. They may not be very obvious about it, but they absolutely do it all the time.

xoxoxo

Christine

Yes they do and I have caught quite few checking me out in my panties in the lockerroom. I think they would like to suck on my small clt. That kinda grossesme out because I am not into girls I would rather be on my knees infront of a man or bent over letting him have his way with me. Im just not into a womans body and pussy almost makes me sick but I wish I had a pussy for the boys they love that stuff. I am just to much of a girl inside I remember the days of fucking my ex-wife then eating creampies that she brought home to me or if I watched a guy fuck her I was one that pussy cleaning quick then clean and fluff him but I like it straight from the pipe now. Teri

Hi Teri,

I'm surprised that the women there have been that obvious about checking you out. Being bisexual, I wouldn't have an issue with it, but I understand where you're coming from, as a straight (and trans) woman.

Ironically, I've been starting to get some breast development recently. (I'm close to an "A" now.) The part that I don't get is that I've never taken hormones, though I've certainly considered it many times. Maybe the male bits are starting to shut down from age, since I'm 62.

xoxoxo

Christine

Keep up the good work Teri. I totally agree with you babe.