I thought it is about time to tell my life story as Teri all 100% true

My life started out as a CD getting married to Dee under my male clothes I had on my panties and a bra with painted toe nails. You see Dee knew I was a bi crossdresser when she married me but I was more of an excuse for her to have guy friends over without people thinking anything ill of her. I spent our wedding night on the couch while she was in her bedroom with a man ( his name was Jim ) and she had been doing him for years. He loved the thought of fucking her on our wedding night and Dee wanted to start the marriage off right. I was called into the bedroom several times that night to clean both of them and to suck him hard again for her. This is the way life went on for years with many lovers and I had gotten more and more femme. She started to date Carl and things were getting serious ( Carl was my bestfriend from High School ) Dee became pregnant after # years of marriage. It was Carl's young but I went on the birth certificate as the man. Dee and Carl both knew it was his young because at that time I had not been with Dee sexually in 4 years. I had become more femme and Dee liked it I was getting to girly for her husband. We started to tell her friends and family the truth about me and then my family and friends found out the truth also. We became 2 girls living together with a small young and everyone knew it and it was excepted by most. Dee was still seeing other guys and even started fucking her ex husband. I had boyfriends that were comming to the house and spending the night with me as well. This went on for about 5 years until Dee started dating John. John was a real man and he was fine with fucking Dee. He came to our house alot and spent the night with Dee. He would really give it to her good because I could hear the moaning and screaming coming from her room. John didn't like the fact that she was married to a fag like me and later on he wanted her to divorce me. Things got very serious between them and Dee feel in love with John. So she gave in and divorced me for him. John did not want a fag in the house with her and I am now in my own apartment living my life as a female and they are now happly married to each other. If you have any questions I am going to try to keep this thread alive so ask away. It is all true and Dee has made me into a female for life. Oh and because I am living as a female I have changed my name to Teri leigh it was easier to change everything to Teri because my male name was Terry. I use to go by Teresa when I was married to Dee.

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It sounds delightful. It is funny how our lives are often shaped by those we meet. Thank you for sharing.

Since you invited questions, I am most curious about the process by which you started to come out to friends and family about you femme nature and the way your marriage worked. It also sounds like you kind of lost control of that process at some point. I would love to have a blow-by-blow of the whole long ordeal of going public with friends and family.
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

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Teri, for whatever it's worth, I think you are very attractive and would really enjoy spending time with a girl like you. You are a gem in your own special way.

It is kind of funny how I started to come out. I remember Dee was seeing Carl and we were at the five years olds !st birthday party ( it is his flower ) everyone was there alot of her friends her family and my family. I guess Dee got wrapped up in the minute and when Carl showed up she put a big wet one on him. That got it all started. Alot of people seen her kiss Carl and it was a french kiss when she relised what she was doing she tried to stop. At the time nobody said anything but as the party went on her girlfriends had cornered her in the kitchen or someplace else and asked her what the hell was going on. By this time Dee had enough of hiding everything and she told them that Carl had been her lover for years. They asked if I knew about it and Dee told them yes and I was a sissy cuckold to her. They asked her what that was and she told them I liked to dress in femme clothes and have sex with men. They could not believe it but they had their suspisions because the other girls had a feeling I was gay not very macho. From then on the rumors started Dee had me show my panties and bra to Kim and Shari two of her bestfriends but everyone at the party had heard about it. Her brother had got mad and left the party. After most of the guest left when the party was over 3 of her friends stayed Kim and her husband Shari and her husband a friend Jean she is single and of course Carl and Dee. We fixed a fire and got some chairs out and was doing some takeing. The girls brought up the subject of her and Carl so they all started talking about it and it was out in the air. The husbands just looked at me with a smerk on their faces. Dee asked them if they wanted to go for a night swim everyone was for it. They had all brought their swim suits and we dressed for the pool. Dee had me wear a white bikini and me her and Carl all changed together in her room. We all went for a night swim and I have my belly pierced the girls all told Dee that I looked so girly in my bikini with my navel pierced. We went swimming for about an hour then we went back to the fire and had more takes. Dee made me keep the bikini on like the other girls. When we went to the fire Kim & Shari were sitting on their husbands lap so Dee just sat in Carls lap. I spent the evening like the other watching Dee and Carl kissing and touching. When it came time for everyone to leave I give the girls a hug and a kiss goodbye so did Dee. When everyone had gone Dee and Carl went to her room. I went to my room I changed into panties and a nightie and lay in bed. I could hear them in Dee's bedroom making love but I just feel arelax. That is how I was outted to everyone and I have been happy ever since that Day and soo has Dee.

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Thank you; a wonderful story!

How did it go from there? I assume that the word got around to those not at the party. Were there awkward conversations? (Based on my own experience, I imagine that some folks talked to you direct on this topic, bypassing Dee.) How did things develop there after with Dee's brother? What about parents (your and hers,) do they know? How did they find out? Did they confirm? What about workmates and colleagues? Please, tell us all the grueling, humiliating details.
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

From that point on I was outted people would ask me alot of questions and I was honest with them I told them that I was truly a female caught in a males body. They asked me why I got married and I told them I really loved Dee butdidn't want to have sex with her so she had boyfriends. Dee's man and brother didn't take it well and told her she should divorce me and marry a real man. Dee liked the arrangment we had I work from home so I did the dishes did the laundry and all the housework even got to were I would wear a bikini to mow the lawn. Dee's man talks to us but he calls me the fag or the heshe her bother doesn't speak to me but tells her she needs to find a man not a queer. Her lady is very supportive of me she loves me to death. Dee's parents are divorced. She has 2 sisters and they love the fact that I am a sissy and we both love cock. They girl talk with me and Dee both and they love it when she finds a new lover. I told my parents and have not had a problem they both are very supportive but my dad is also a straight CD and likes to dress to have sex with my lady. I live in a small town and everyone knows about me it is great to do your grocery shopping in a skirt flipflops with your toes painted. I get some looks when I go into public but for the most part nobdy says anything to me.

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Thank you for sharing. Your true story, I am sure will benefit some others who are a female trapped in a male body that are here. And I am sure there are some other transgendered individuals here. The real world can be very judgmental.

I have only one question, and no judgement either way. Are you considering going through surgical sexual reassignment?

Again thanks for sharing.

No I am not planning on SRS but I am going to get implants and I am going on hormones. I have my belley button pierced and I want a tramp stamp on my lower back.

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Hi T
Thanks for sharing xx/oo and its good to see you back and posting sweetie i look forward to seeing and hearing about your progress big sweet kisses
xxxx/ooo
Tara

Thanks Tara I am a single girl living my life as a female know and I am doing a tell all so if you or anyone else has any questions just ask away. Teri

Good luck on as much of the transformation as you are going to do. You are already an attractive female. I am sure the next steps will only improve on that. Given that I have read much of your and your ex's adventures here, I am convinced that you, unlike many here, will do the hormones under medical supervision.

So go gal go, live it!

I also have more pics of Dee if anyone is interested in seeing them.

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Would love to see pics of your tramp stamp. I want to make my sissy hubby get one too.

I have not gotton my tramp stamp yet but when I get it I will post pics of it. I believe every sissy male should get a tramp stamp and a belly ring no questions asked. Teri Leigh

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Hey sweetie luv the pics and your up dates xxxx/ooo congrats on going thru with dreams
You re an insperation to a lot of us xx/oo
Do you have a steady guy ? i hope you keep the thread going i look forward to seeing your progress and hearing about you new life big hugs and kisses for now
your sister
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I have 3 guys that I am seeing from time to time but nothing serious

Darn, I knew I forgot something and maybe I missed it. Do you still were the chastity device? Now that you are not the cuckold third and out on your own as a female, I wonder if it is a thing of the past.

Yes I still wear my cage it helps me stay soft when I am with a guy. I no longer have a keyholder but I just put the key in my jewlery box. When I start my hormone treatment I hope that I will not be able to get those freaking hardons. They say that started hormones will make the penis smaller and stay soft. That is what most gurls like me want. My landlord ( who new what I was when I rented the apt ) is a goodlooking 66 yr old man. He has been hitting on me and this weekend we came to agree that a couple of times a month I give him head and a shot of ass he will knock some money off of my rent. I kinda feel like a whore selling my body for money but a gurl has to do what a gurl has to do. Well last night he collected for the first time and he may only be 7 inches long but he is thick. He has good staminia for a 66 yr old man and fucked me for 45 minutes and he was good. I think I am going to like staying here. I included some pics of me I captioned I hope you all like them. Teri

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I've had the same experience here in the big city. I don't always dress in public, but it is pretty frequent at this point. Like you, I get my share of stares, or quick gapes (followed by averted eyes or whispering) but not that many comments. I live in an area with a lot of LGBT and folks living what are called "alternative lifestyles," but the number of people who sometimes go to the supermarket or the laundromat in a maid's uniform seems to be limited to me. (Actually, I get more negative comment and disapproving stares from men who wear their gayness on their sleeves than I do from gay or straight men who are more conventional in dress and demeanor or from women of any kind.)

Early on it was a combination of agony and extreme titillation to go out en femme. These days it is more mild. I can still feel embarrassment and dread, and pride, joy, or excitement, depending on my mood, the moment, etc. But sometimes, I just half forget how I'm dressed as my mind wanders. It just isn't always such an all-consuming experience, either negative or positive, anymore. One thing that hasn't change is that I am still quick to feel vulnerable when out dressed in this manner. Sometimes I can forget it, as I say, but it doesn't take much to remind me of how transgressive I am being and that can make me feel exposed (in a bad way.)



Is this the same permister then, or has Dee's second marriage since broken up?

I find the whole divorce and remarriage thing to be both fascinating and exciting. Thanks for the sharing the photo of you dressed for the wedding day! Can you share details of the conversation when Dee asked for the divorce? What was the reaction of her family and yours? Of your friends? Did people know John already in your small town? Would you mind awfully giving us some details about the wedding itself? Was it at you (by then former) house or somewhere else? You attended, I gather, but did you play a role? (I see you are not dressed too formally, but then second weddings are traditionally pretty informal affairs.) Was it a small gathering, or a large event? Please don't spare any detail you feel secure in sharing (I appreciate that you probably feel the need to protect Dee and John's privacy to some extent. Having the whole town know is one thing, having the whole Internet know is another.)

Thank you for both you courage and you generosity in sharing your life with us.
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

This is Dee's 3 marriage I was her so called second husband. When we were together Dee had a relationship with her first husband and I thought they were going to get back together. That was the period of time wich Dee sat me down and asked me or more and less told me we were going to get a divorce. Then she met John and trust me he is a goodlooking guy he is hung well and he is a great guy. She started to date John and she would spent the weekends at his place and things got very serious. She told him that we were going thru a divorce and it would be final in march of 2011. She told him I was still living in the house and he had heard the stories of me being a crossdresser and a sissy. At this time I was still cleaning Dee and I loved the taste of John. when things got really serious between them John didn't want me to touch Dee or even to see her naked and she did what he said so pussy was out for me. Dee had told me that she loved me like a sis and didn't think of me as a man or her lover so she asked me to divorce and let her have a real man. I told her I fully understood because it was a man that I wanted so I could relate with that. The family on both sides thought it was a great idea that we divorce Her parents thought John was the greatest thing since sliced bread. They had a large wedding and I played no part in it. They got married in her parents church and it was a beautiful wedding. It was humilating for me to be at her wedding dressed all in female alot of her family came from upper state New York and didn't know about me. Alot of Johns family is from around her and most of them new he was stealing my wife some of the guys just laughted at me but as a gurl you just take it. Funny but I remember when me and Dee were together and we would set up guys to fuck me and they had big cocks and Dee would tell me as a gurl you have to learn to just shut up and take it and I did. Teri

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Wow sweetie You are one strong lady xxx/oooo you have been through and seen so much and you have still stayed on your path you are an insperation and a god send to so many of us xx/oo
I look forward to hearing about your new life and seeing you develope in to a wonderfull woman
BIG BIG Hugs and Kisses xxx///oooo
Tara

She has a PHD and a MD

Thank you, I was worried about the managing of meds, which ***I FEEL*** should be done by an MD.

Teri, thank you so VERY much for sharing your life with us. You are an inspiration.

xoxoxoxo

Christine

Gurls I am no insperation I just know that in my heart I am meant to be female ( Dee has helped me relise that ) A female friend of mine told me along time ago LIFE IS EASIER WHEN YOU FIGURE OUT IF YOU THE PIN OR THE CUSHION. I am a cushion for sure. I was born to have a pin put in me than to rather do the sticking. I am happy being the female me and I am sure Dee is happier with John ( A REAL MAN ).

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I think I had too much wine last night. Dee called and asked me if I wanted to have a few takes and sit by the fire outside last night. She told me it would just be her John and a friend Jim ( a ex marine ) I have played with Jim before but just quick BJ's. I said sure so I dressed in a denium skirt and a nice top and went over to my old house. Jim looked hot as we sat around a fire and had some takes. Dee and myself were takeing wine and the men beer. After about 2 hours and 2 bottles of wine Dee was rubbing all over John I guess she was horny. They rubbed and touched each other and made out for 20 miinutes while me and Jim just watched. Then Dee pulled John's cock out of his pants right there and started sucking his cock. That was the first time I had ever seen John's cock and lets just say I can see why she chose him over me. He had to of been 10 inches long and 3 thick a real peice of meat. Jim said I could put my head in his lap if I wanted too.... I unzipped Jim's pants and started sucking his cock he was not hung like John but nice at 7 and as thick. Dee and I must have sucked their cocks for 30 minutes when Jim wanted me to bend over the picnic table and lift my skirt. He pulled down my panties and entered me. I felt so full and it felt good Jim started going to town on my pussy and I was in heaven. I looked over at Dee and her and John just had smurks on their faces. John told Dee to take off her jeans and bend over the table. He worked that huge cock into her little pussy and fucked the hell out of her. We both took our guys loads. Dee and John went to their master bedroom to finish. Jim dropped his load and went home. I went to the guest room to relax and could hear John fucking that pussy for what seemed like 2 hrs. John is so big I don't see how Dee can take him but she does.

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Mmmm, nice. Good girl!

xoxoxo

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Given the relationship you and Dee had and now have, I find the mental picture of you two, now, "girlfriends" being fucked side by side on the table very nice and stimulating.

Yes we are girlfriends now. Dee has said I got what I always wanted for us to be best girlfriends. I do not get jealouse of John I am actually happy for Dee it is hard to explain but I guess I really never was her husband. After last night seeing John naked I kind of envey Dee she really has a man there and she deserves it she is a great woman.

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