Honour system

Hi all, as you probably gathered from my previous posts, i'm usually locked 24/7 and only allowed a release on the 1st of each month.
well 1st of sept my wife fancied a change, and said i was to be locked in this cricketers protector, we've had it a while, it's very comfortable, being padded around the edges, keeps your cock well and truly flacid, and isn't noticeable in normal clothing, I am wearing it 24/7.
The only problem is, i have to unlock it to pee, so although wifey has put a lock on it, she gave me the key for when i want to pee ( i still need to sit to pee )and so i am on the honour system for a month.
Omg this is the hardest thing i've had to do, at least when you're locked in a cb *** you cant touch and cant get out, but with this i'm wanting to feel my cock and wank all the time, in 6 days i haven't wanked yet but it's becoming harder and harder not to. Dont know what the consequences would be if i did and owned up to her.
I just wish there was some way of peeing without unlocking and releasing the protector, the honour system is so hard when you've been totally locked for so long.