WHATs happening to me?

so i ahve been cuckolded and inc hastity for a long time now. My wife had for years still let me service her orally every morning (calld it her "wake up call").. But in the last couple months she has denied me that as well, and in fact rarely do I see her witout her clothes on.

So this morning she decided to go to Charleston for the weeekend shopping and after she left, I fround myself looking thru her lengerie... nearly crying abouit her I do not get to see her in them anymore... and then I HAD THE URGE TO WEAR them.

I have NEVER done anything like that, or had any urges to cross dress, but I have to confess, I am wearing a pair of her sexy [panties under my suit at work today. I am hoping the chastity device does not stretch them or damage them to the point that she notices when she returns sunday

I have to admit it is exciting having something sexy of hers on my body all day. add to that the exitement of being in the Chasity device, which already keeps me horny 24/7 (I always feel ike it is my wifes strong but sexy hands holding my (her) balls alkl day , and it may be a long weekend.