Some Caps of Who We Are

LOL, No Drac. I do not. Here's another kind of implant........

OMG now thats an implant i would love to have xxxxx/oooo

Fabulous as always, dear.

xoxoxo

Christine

more implants i would luv

I've never understood why I'm so turned on by these ideas. You know, to be perceived as less than another man. For a woman to get turned on by my offense. To be subjegated to them. To be chaste and not permitted to experience a bodily function at the whims of others. To be sissified and willingly be treated like another gender. To be a slave. To be used for the sexual delight of a man or woman. To see for myself that my little penis is not nearly as capable of pleasure as the cock of a real man. To be convinced myself that I'm not as good as he is as a lover and also be resigned to it; to accept it; to take pleasure in it. To be fucked without regard for my own pleasure. To prepare them for each other. To clean up after them. To serve them by doing housework for them. Why are those things so appealing to me? Seems like they shouldn't but they're all my mind thinks of when I'm in that zone. Why?

I wonder if she did have a regular boyfriend, if they were in love, would I feel threatened or turned on as I do now? Would I be turned on by feeling threatened? Is that ok?

I wonder if I were to be a man's fuck toy, if he treated me with disdain, maybe even harmed me in a controlled way, would I like it? Would I fear him or be turned on by him or be turned on because of the fear? Would I come to crave him, his touch, his cock, his fuck or would I be embarassed and feel a sense of permisteral conflict (like I've done something I'm not supposed to do)? Why do I want a man to see my penis as much smaller, significantly inferior to his own cock and feel power from it? Why do I want to transfer that power to him and let him feel it? The picture above, the third on the right, see those tiny encased balls hanging from her legs? I can feel it in my heart, that feeling of being turned on at the idea that I'm that sissy, that her man's cock actually enjoys filling my sissy pussy, that I actually want to feel him shoot his jets of sperm into me and that he actually feels the power transfer from it....and so do I. Why do I feel that way? Why am I ok with that idea? Why do I crave it?

I wonder if she preferred me as a submissive would I feel submissive? I wonder if she actually wanted me to wear panties and hose and skirts and makeup, would I? Would she think I'm low, not respectable or would she respect me as she does other women? What if it made her feel closer to me, more in love with me? I imagine if it did, it wouldn't be the same kind of love she has for me now; she sees me as a man and that means something to her. It's masculinity, it's hard and calculating. It's muscular (well, as much as I can be anyway), it's powerful and decisive and controlling and safe. She doesn't have to be all she can be all the time because she trusts that I do and I can take care of her so she doesn't have to do it herself. But, would she not see that or feel that same way if she saw me as a permister that is more like her? Why do I actually want her to feel that way?? Why do I want her to see me on my knees in girly clothes sucking her lover's powerful cock or being soundly fucked and humiliated and subjegated to a powerful man that has already claimed her?

Seems like these thoughts are contrary to what I should have. Yet I have them anyway. Alsmost feels like a duality inside me. Is it self discovery? Curiosity for things I haven't yet experienced? Would I like them if i did actually experience them? If they were so ingrained in my life as their are in HSS' would I want them to stay as I imagine I would now or would I want them to change and go back to "normal"? Would I ever get used to her thinking less of me than she does now? Is it just all so hot because it's taboo and I haven't experienced it or is it because a part of me is crying out to live as it should? I can't tell.

Can you?

Fantastic caps HS xxx
a36a sissy cuck to my wife

Maybe you are thinking too much, Mr. Drac. Sometimes things just happen. The more they happen, the more natural it gets. But it does take 3 people........

I'll take on a few of your questions. I suspect you can infer what the rest of my answers would be, based on those.

To your first question, the answer to both parts is "yes." Yes, you would feel threatened, and also yes, you would be turned on. Those feelings can co-exist.

Second item: Perhaps not, but maybe. I don't get turned on by feeling threatened, but you might, if it reminded you about what felt threatening.

Last one: Yes, of course it's okay. And suppose it's "not okay"? What does that mean? What would you do about it?

xoxoxo

Christine

Here are some I hope you like

I wasn't really asking those questions to get answers...just sharing my internal dialogue. But thank you for helping me think about them differently

Last 4

HSS, I just *love* the first one in msg #1261.

xoxoxo

Christine

Busted

I love that one too. She is such a pretty girl. And her cock is just the right size for a sissy. Mine is quite small too, although not that small. I am working on it though! (What's it matter anyway - I'm locked up!) I just find tiny little penises much more attractive and appropriate on sissies, people like me. Actually, on second look, she is about the same size as me!

MMM wow those are some SEXY girls H.S.S. and great caps my little clitty sprang up and i agree with you a tiny little clitty looks so much better on us xxxx/ooooo And i luv the look of a big bull sliding into them showing the diffrence between a real cock and a sissy clitty
thank you Angel
luv ya
Tara

Of Tara, you look so scrumptious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

last for today

Wait....is that an actual pic of u chatt??

That is Chatt.Tara. She is so pretty!

Post 1261

wow, they are SOOOO hot !! Specially the 1st one from the left !!

good morning

Thank you for the lovely picture, Tara! xoxoxoxo

(mmm, now what caption would be good with her picture...)

Christine

OMG!!! I Had no idea!!!! Now I want to have sex with you Chat!

MMM good morning H.SS. luv it
And Thankyou Drac and Bpop
And that could happen Drac i am still looking for my first exp xxxxx/oo
Luv Ya all
Tara

For you, Tara......

For you Christine

For you Drac

a few more

last ones

Why thank you for the grea caps H.S.s. Wow what a good morning Giggles my clitty is luvin them xxxx/ooo You have been a busy girl and it is very much ENJOYED
xxxx/ooo Big lick sucks and kisses
luv ya
Tara

thanks, beautiful!