I admit...I'm a faggot

Never had a homosexual experience , but have masturbated myriad times since I was in my early 20's until now fantasizing about sucking certain individuals' cocks ( mostly black but not exclusively , and older than myself w/o exception ) , or getting off watching internet porn starring bears and twinks mostly .

As soon as I get off , I swear to myself I could / would never actually go THROUGH with worshipping another man's cock , but the fantasy inexorably returns .

I'm in Japan , and I generally don't find Japanese men very stimulating , if you get my drift . Although there is a stong , dominant and stockily built sushi chef in the neighboring town that I've been somewhat attracted to for a while now . One strong handshake of his would crush my hand into broken bones . He is hairy , too , I find that a turn on as well .

I have been fortunate to fulfill most of my other fantasies ( dominatrix , asian foot fetish , black woman , etc..) , but I fear this one will remain buried in my imagination .

Well... me too. Most of us who are interested in this forum are.
Being a sissy maid is so much fun!

I'm a FAGGOT...

what I don't understand is if y'all are gay then why aren't you spending your time on the web sites that have been designed specifically for people who are gay? I mean why waste your time and energies on sites that are not specifically tailored to the gay man? not that I really care I'm just curious

Speaking a sissy fag myself, kevinthecuckold, I would say that it is because for the people on this thread their conversion and/or acceptance and/or transformation into fags is intimately bound-up in their cuckold h-u-m-i-l-i-a-t-i-o-n. At least that seems pretty self-evident to me when I read the posts.

I am curious whether any of my fellow sissy cucks have moved to a place where they also peruse gay-male porn (including websites) not explicitly connected to cuckolding. I know I do now - which I never would have believed possible about myself just a few years ago - anyone else?
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

Hubby is exclusively gay. Very early in the marriage I conditioned him (her) to only get sexually aroused at the sight of Men. Damn, it worked and worked well.

my wife wanted to see me suck cock, then made me dress up and now, after a little hesitation I'm only available for cock. I worship them, sucking them, seeing them spurt their lovely, hot spunk is wonderful.

I'll let most boys spurt into my panties and wear their cum with excitement. Cock is it, for this little sissy faggot

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I'm a faggot too, just took awhile, used gay porn and powerd bi to accept it, conect1812@hot..

I love being a sissy cocksucker fag. I told my wife before we got married that I love wearing women clothes and sucking cocks. Ever sence that day we dress up together at home and she finds other real men to have sex with ( mostly my best friend he took over my sex part of the marriage). Its good with me he gets to use my wife and me as he wants and I'm loving it

Wow cockslut. That is some set up you have. Was it gradual or was it an immediate thing..."Honey I love wearing women's clothes." "OK dear. Thats fine. We'll dress together if and only if you find me a nice cock I can get off on."
Nothing makes a man feel better than pleasing or being pleased by a woman. Try it...you might like it.

I've been sucking cock since I was 10 yrs. old when my best friend and I used to suck one another. I ran away when I was 12 and rode a bus to OKC and got picked up at the bus station by a couple of older guys, late 50's and 60's. They took me to their home, fed me, cleaned me up and cared for me. We finally got to playing around and one of them got my legs on each side of him while he was jacking and sucking my little cock and the other one gently moved my head till I was lips to head with his cock. I just opened my mouth and let it slip into my throat, I was sucking his cock and felt some salve being wiped on my love hole and then felt a dick pop into my asshole, it stretched me some. but after a stroke or two, I relaxed and took a dick into me from each end. A huge load of cum flooded my throat and my ass at the same time and that is when I knew I was a cockslut for life. I stayed with them for nearly 3 months, every night just one or both of them or their friends were either fucking my ass or sticking their cock in my mouth, I loved that life, I would have one guy's cock in my ass, one tickling my lips and some CD in panties and heels sucking on my nipples and tonguing my neck and ears. Then sometimes it would get really exciting and the CD would take a crack at my pussy, that was my favorite time. I just got bored and went out one afternoon to a Video Store, snuck in and was really getting my load of cocks and cum and met some other older guys and spent the next few months as their "house boy", translate that to cumslut for them and their friends. I was never used, worryed or obligate, I just have always loved the male cock and it is such a nice fit in my mouth. Now, I have a Mistress and she has her "friends" use me as they wish. I don't mind and I would far rather suck a cock or get fucked by one than even try to act a MAN with my little clitty. I adore older grandpa's and their beautiful older cocks, I also love chubby older men. I guess my cravings are a result of having had a lot of older cock when I was beginning to suck and ride that rod.
I've been sucking cock since I was 10 yrs. old when my best friend and I used to suck one another. If you want a gloryhole blow-job or your lady wants a slave to abuse, I am your sucker and clean-up sissy.

so go spend your time on gay porn sites why are you wasting it here?

I'm gay and impotent around pussy and love it!

what I don't understand is if y'all are straight then why aren't you spending your time on the web sites that have been designed specifically for people who are straight? I mean why waste your time and energies on sites that are not specifically tailored to the straight man?

Why would a straight man want to see an other man fuck his wife?
Is he turned on by the sight of the other mans cock?
Can we really call that man straight?

not that I really care I'm just curious...

My wife is rather odd. She knows I am bi and that I suck cock on the side. She just demands that I don't tell her about it. I guess no wife wants to know her hubby has sucked about 70 guys during their 35 year marriage. I can't stop. I just love kneeling and being called a faggot while a guy shoots his load in my mouth. I am impotent now and wife is content with masturbating while I kiss her ass.

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I admit that I am a sissy faggot too. I love to get on my knee's for all Men, (in my pretty, lacy, frilly panties), and suck Their Cocks, to a creamy completion. I will suck any color Cocks, Black, and White, I love it so much. I agree that there should be a place in this site, for all of us faggot cocksuckers, so that everyone can see what faggots we all are, and humiliate, and degrade us, as we all deserve it. Love and Kisses, babydollsissy!!!
We both love, and worship, The Big, Black Cock!!!

so who cares

i was a Dom Bull Master but am now being trained to be a submissive sissy bitch. It is hard adapting to my "New" role and i am embarrassed to say and admit that i want this more than i want to be a "Real Man"

The people who read this thread, apparently including you Kevin.

If you are so annoyed and offended by this topic, why do you repeatedly visit a thread straightforwardly entitled "I admit..I'm a faggot," in a "Sissy and Chastity" forum? Could it be that there is something that you are struggling with and not yet man enough to admit Kevin? I mean the mark of the truly comfortable straight man is indifference to gays, not the censorious homophobia of the s-c-a-r-e-d and conflicted. Perhaps there is a reason you come to this thread all the time, instead of spending your valuable time on the site's many other forums and/or this forum's many other threads? Is there something that draws you here? Somethings deep down that compels you? That is stronger than you? Like the little school boy who likes the girl and so pushes her and taunts her because he can't bring himself to kiss her? Maybe you have something you want to admit to us all?

It is really about the only reason I can think of that you would take the time to come to this thread and so abusively comment on it repeatedly. No truly straight guy would bother.
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

I admit to being a Sissy Faggot, and have been powerd to admit so infront of my wife who now feminizes me and sends me on dates with men in hotel rooms. The only main rule being that i am not allowed to touch myself or be "touched" so as to reach orgasm etc..while with them. I am there purely to be used by them for THEIR pleasure.
when i return home i am powerd onto my knees and told to reveal what happened as i play with myself and come over my wifes feet (which i must later lick up ). As i am doing so she will tell me how "gay" and wimpy i am and how unmanly and pathetic i am, and how she needs "real men" to take my place.
My wife cuckolds me with a few different men and forbids me entrance to her beautiful body, i am not even allowed BJs anymore, although she will at times power me to watch her give them to other men.
I am not "attracted" to men at all, but love the feeling of offense,presentation,and degradation by having to perform sexual favours and to be "used" and "taken advantage of" by men because my wife "wants me to".
it gives her a great reamister to be unfaithful to me ( because i am a sissy faggot ) and gives her a great bit of "blackmail power" to hold over me, keep control, and in total presentation as she has photos of me doing it.
I feel vulnerable and used.......but love the feeling of real and total domination.

so what

Wow, cuckoldedsissywimp, your life sounds very similar to my own. My wife, who has not allowed me in any of her orifices in years, keeps me in chastity. I am only allowed to come while straddling my male blow-up doll. I must be faithful to my inflatable "husband" 'till death do I part by saving my orgasms for him. However, my wife does not believe that fidelity of my own pleasure should prevent me from servicing, pleasuring, submitting to, and even worshiping other guys. As long as I am in my chastity while I do it, there is no risk of being unfaithful to Superhung.

Similarly to your own wife, mine uses my "homosexuality," (inculcated and e-n-f-o-r-c-e-d by her) as an excuse for her cuckolding me. The difference is that it is not an excuse provided for herself or me (she hardly needs one), but for others. She doesn't threaten to reveal me - she has. Most of our friends and acquaintances now believe me to be gay, to have married her in deception as a closet case, and to have neglected her due to disinterest in sex with women. I am required to never give anyone any reason to think otherwise and even to verify this story on occasion.

Our friends think she is either a saint or a fool for staying married to me, and they accept and support her open dating of and relationships with other men. Some of them even set her up and introduce her to guys sometimes. It is indescribably humiliating to have them do this in my presence, or talk openly about it in front of me, or even, on a couple of occasions, enlist my help in getting her together with someone. On the other hand, their views of me have changed inalterably. Some dislike or dismiss me. Others are more sympathetic, which is worse when they try to take pains to show that they accept me "as I am," or introduce me to guys they think I'd like.

My wife loves to taunt me about how I've been outed when I wasn't even in, about what my old friends say about me now, about how some of them try to convince her to dump me (again the sympathetic ones can be just as bad - they think it would be better for everyone if I got to my freedom to find a male life partner), about how they try to hook her up, etc. Mostly, she loves to taunt me about how I'll never get to have sex with a woman again, or even come with another human being. For the last couple of years she has been telling me that she might relent on that last part if I really become the most devotedly submissive gay-slave imaginable.

Frankly, all the years of conditioning seem to have worked. I now find I both fantasize and DREAM of cocks and gay sex. (I mean dream at night.) As my wife says, if gay sex is what I do for sex in practice, what I think of when I'm horny, what I dream about when a-s-l-e-e-p, and what my social identity is - am I not now really and truly a fag whether I wanted it or not?

So, from a sister "Sissy Faggot," thanks for sharing the fascinating and moving details of your marriage.
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

Anyone else have any experiences??

The question of why not go to 'gay' sites: The reamister is that gay sites are geared for guys who are actually really gay, guys who lust after other guys but also want a romantic connection with men. Real gay guys are not thinking about the offense of sucking cock. They are just naturally turned on by it. At this site, the stories are more often based on the idea that there is something humiliating about pleasing cock. People on this site stating, "I'm a fag" is a statement that involves offense and that's part of the excitement. If you're really just gay, want to have romantic relationships with men, that statement would not be humiliating in itself.
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I admit it, I'm a wanna be sissy gay boy. well, at least i'm bi...i want to eat pussy as much as i want to suck a man's cock. and yep, i'd swallow.

I just know that more of us cucks are faggots. Please join in.

i tell people i'm "very bi" but who am i kidding? i love cock...i am obsessed with cock...i want to live only for cock....that makes me a faggot...mmmmmmm

I think my name sounds really nice Sissy Cuckold Faggot, I am nothing more than a toy to ***** for pussy, ass and cock