Valentine's day for a sissy cuck

Although i am divorced and alone now, i can reflect upon Valentine's Days gone past when married to a Woman who came out of the closet and is now a Dkye, full time, and share with you some of my details.

I was told to make sure i'd leave Her gifts on the kitchen counter next to Her coffee mug, She's be going out tonight, not sure if get home before i went to bed and wanted to make sure everyone saw my thoughtfulness.

i would get phone calls from a Lesbian nightclub, having a good time honey, oh how i wish you were here, but you just wouldn't fit in ya know.

Another call, are you touching yourself down there giggles from her friends in the background]. i don't want you doing that, i might want some if i get home later. Make sure you are wearing your cute nightie, you know the one i said you look cute in, i want you preretty and having girly dreams of me. She stayed out and didn't return for 2 days.

So, what sort of Valentine's Day do you sissy cucks have planned?
Home alone like me, aaaaahhhhhhhh!
sissy cindy

I spent Valentine's Day alone with only my right hand for comfort. I reflected on how I am not a real man and thought of all the hot women enjoying romantic meals and great sex with their boyfriends and husbands.
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i was working and back to my home alone as well, just like you, right hand for a lover. My nightie to keep me warm.

My wifey is spending this weekend with her boyfriend/lover,,three days of bliss for them. And I'm spending the better part of the time dressed like a good sissy fag hubby.

While mine was out, enjoying at first males, and later and moreover females, and a happy lesbian sex life, and the fact that she preffered to keep my in the dark, pretty much most times, as a part of her power trip, the waiting was difficult.
Some cell phone calls i'd get, from places she'd say she was, which she wasn't, were about my being a good girl, not touching myself, (which she realy didn't care if i did or not, as long as she had her completely satisfying sex life, little mattered), being lady-like, sitting like a girl when i peed, and her wishing me pleasant sissy dreams dressed in my nightie and panties like a good girl. i'd often snuggle up with pillows, i have cylinder shaped pillow that i still snuggle up to when i need to hold something, in lieu of someone, as i am alone, like the sissy i am. Sometimes, she's leave a large teddy bear on the bed, most ofen one with feminine accents, something you'd see as a girl bear, for me to snuggle with. Real Women and men get each other, sissies get dolls and pillows.

I lovethe idea of sissies sharing their bed's with dollies and cute feminine teddie bears.
Being a sissy maid is so much fun!

Valentine's Day is coming up again.
What plans has She made and do they include or exclude you?

ill be spending it with my righthand doing what it always does,and dreaming of being a cuck wannabee,with panties and baby doll nity on

I have been a lonley sissy for most of my life. I've spent many many lonely Valantines days alone. I know that this Valantines day i will be alone with my computer like a lonely loser. It is ok now I know that woman don't want me and never will. I understand that I am not man enough to get a woman and I don't desurve the pleasures that a woman can give a realman. I am not a realman I submit to men and woman. I am too sumbissive to attract a woman. I am a sissy crossdresser and a wanna be cock sucker now. I deniy my self orgasm. I used to have a blowup doll and I would go weeks between orgasms then i would jump up on my sexy blond bigtited naughty nurse blowup doll. I would try and get some sex practice with her and as soon as I put my sissy penis in I would feel an emeadiate reflex to cumm. I would try to stop all motion so as avoid the early orgasm but even just the feeling of being inside of a mock pussy would become over too overwellming and I would try to pull out to stop the orgasm but that very motion of oulling out would send me over the edge and I would end up creamping the top of my plastic blowupdolls pussy. I do not want to cum in my bloupdolls pussy because only real men can cumm in a pussy not little boys that have prematue ejaculations with a plastic blowupdoll.

My Goddess Erica

My Valintines Day Pics

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Spjw6xC7 - As a sister sissy for most of my life, I share your feelings, your loneliness, and the pain that comes from the loneliness that we as sissies experience, and as sissies we must endure. I too am too submissive to attract or keep a woman. my sissy clittie unsatisfying, and unpleasing, my tongue and fingers are my sex organs, like a Lesbian, my sissy juice, usless, unproductive and unwated, i sincerely wish i was born free of my useless sissy penis and had a real pussy instead.

In my life, for example, there is a beautiful woman who is becoming onto me of late, she is demanding that I see her on February 13, as she is boarding a plane to spend time with friends out of town on February 14.

It seems to me that as a sissy, we're the ones who are only good enough to be seen on the day before or day after such a day as Valentine's Day.
Thanks Hallmark for inventing this and a bunch of other usueless phoney Holidays!

It is upsetting and difficult to realize, even more difficult to accept, that we are of a lesser classification than a real man or woman would be. We can easily play the role of a woman's platonic lesbian best friend, a feminine bedroom snuggle buddie, or occasional massuse, or even pussy licker or the one listens and helps to calm and soothe her emotions, but that's the best we can hope to be.

As much as this is who we are, it is difficult to accept and the loneliness we experience, can be a times completely devastating rendering us to tears.

At the moment and as for me this year, like the misterg states, i am , alone again naturally. I'm planning on buying myself some flowers, may be some chocolate, taking a scented bubble bath, putting on my bra, panties, and a pink negligee, and feeling my sissiness, before going to bed alone as usual, and rubbing my clittie to completion and falling arelax.
naughtywife006 - U R a pretty sissy, nice pics!!!!

sissycindylynn yes i live the life of a sissy who sees young couples and understants that it is somehing that i tryed to acheave but never could. i now understand that the reamister i could never get a woman is because it was not meant to be. i was meant to be a lonely sissy that never gets a woman like it or not thats the way it is has always been and will always be.

The best ting i can hope to do is become ass feminine as i can out of respect for the unatainable goddess in honor of her i strive to become like her she is my totem my mistress.

I would love to spend Valentines day with Terisa as her wife watches. Let me know we could have Valentines day sissy sex.

what are all you sissy losers doing now for valentines day?

Right now i'm about to begin a sissy worship masturbation session with my Goddes Erica.

Tell us what all you sissy lossers are doing on the big day for real man and real woman

Am i the only lonely sissy loser jerking it on V day?

No, me too, a lonely sissy, dressing up and rubbing my clittie, dreaming of worshiping some Woman.
Today, i heard from a Woman who likes me, She's in AZ, i am in NYC, 2000 miles away.
Another Lady i know, who told me She loves me over the phone recently, i saw last night, She was hopping a plane to LA early this monring, so it's clear, i was good enough to be there for Her on the 13th with gifts i gave Her, She had nothing for me, where as on the 14th, She has other plans. She also recently had a birthday, i offered to take Her out and make a party for Her, She told me She had other plans, She was having dinner with Her ex husband, sort of like being cucked without really being cucked!?!?!?! Seems i am not good enough to actually even be cucked, a sort of cucking is the best i can get.
Although, i am powerd to come to terms with it, it seems i'll be alone forever at this point and i had better get used to it.
i sort of feel like some strieght Woman's best GF, who is bi or gay, good enough for the day before or the day after, not the day of the event.
i am beginning to feel like those old gay bachelors who lived alone years ago, who never came out of the closet, i should be collecting cats for company, oh how i ache to be a Woman's sissy!!!
It's a shame i love pussy and don't like cock, but that's just me!

i feel the same way i always end up caught in the friends zone where we get to hag out together and she treats me like anther woman or a faget. Any advances i make to get with her are laughed off or explained away by her saying you know where just friends and that is all we will ever be but your a nice guy and by the way i left my money at home would you mind paying for the takes or the coffie or will you can you please do me a really big favor or can watch my purse so I can go dance ect... lets go for a walk together lets work out together. Hay im really board or I had a fight with my BF. Or I have to go to the DMV and it is going to be so boring can you cumm with me and keep me company so im not bored.

Oh your so funny your so sweet your a nice guy.

All the wile these woman know that we are like in love with them and ach to make love to them and are lonely.

Its a fact that woman get off on useing lonley horny guys that desire them
and that these woman get off on the desperation that they can bring on the guy as we always hold on to the hope that if i try harder to let her know that i like her that she will like me too.

Am I right or wrong?

Dead on the money Spjw6xC7!
I might be easier on us if they told us we were their special sissy and dressed us appropriately, and let us know, in no uncertain terms, we were their sissy GF.
There's one I've been around lately, who has actually siad to me I don't even try, OK, lets see, I email her, she responds if she feels like it, text messages on the phone, same, phone calls not answered, and I got the thrill of seeing her on Feburary 13th, yeah, it's me. She spent her birthday with her ex husband. NICE!

Well sissies, any plans for this year?

Well sissies, any plans for this year?