Sissification - latest chap. (pics) "THE ITEM"

I want to be someones sissy, my 2nd wife wouldn't even consider this way of life, but I fantazise about me being cuckolded and me being able to suck the bull juices from her. I would love to service a bull and allow a couple to use me. I am not into pain but just about anything else would be my pleasure in accomodating your needs. I have attached a couple of photies as a teaser, and episodes of my 1st marriage

"About Me" follows on in this thread
michelle - how I long for the life again

I am very serious about this - I live in the Uk , If you post then maybe we can exchange details. I am longing to obey you
michelle - how I long for the life again

Sissyuseme,
I 'm sure that some sensible lady will come along & permit you to fluff her bull to absolute hardness & allow you push his hard cock into her pussy, she may even allow you the enjoyment of licking his cock as it pumps in & out, before ordering you to clean them both.
David

Dearest John, If only that could be true - I await in anticipation
michelle - how I long for the life again

Perhaps I should explain about myself.
I am in my 2nd marriage, and happily so, but I miss the life I had with my first wife.

In the beginning we were happy with 3sums, MMF & FFM, but I very quickly learnt that I thoroughly enjoyed what were classed as sloppy seconds. The feeling i got as I entered her wet pussy was almost
un-describable. BUT I wanted more, I wanted her to come to me, with cum juices flowing from her and to rub my hands around her pussy and her butt and then enter her and for her to tell me what had happened.

A little after these events I sensed she was getting bored with the 3sums and I thought it was because we were just getting a little older (24 & 25) and also we were busy getting on with our careers.
We decided to have a humdinger of a party one weekend, just to let our hair down (& secretly I was hoping for a 3sum with a girl I quite fancied), the night drew on & I became a little the worse for wear. I don't remember going to bed but I will always remember waking up!!

The dawn was just breaking and my wife was rubbing my lips with her finger, it was salty and the aroma was intoxicating. I licked my lips and wanted more. She took my hand and guided it between her legs and up her inner thighs. She was soaking wet - my hand was led to her waiting pussy - her lips were wet and I could feel the juices flowing from her pussy. I was aching to be inside her, but she laid herself onto the bed and started to push my head down to her cum filled pussy. I was lapping - licking - sucking ; it was simply adorable. She started to cum again and I could feel the flow of warmer juices.

(had to get changed while I write this)

I was hard, extremly hard and wanted to be deep inside that wet & used pussy - but that is when she stopped me!
She said, that she knew thats how I wanted her but there was to be NO MORE 3sums and that I COULD have a wet used pussy whenever the opportunity arose in the future. BUT definitely no MMF's or MFF's.

What happened next?? you will have to wait till later
michelle - how I long for the life again

It turned out to be an enjoyable "breakfast" as she let me enter her soaking wet pussy, it certainly didn't take long to shoot my cum juice deep inside her and she told me to go back down there with my tongue and lick those even more mixed juices from her.

We showered, dressed and carried on with what I thought was a normal day. HOW WRONG I WAS !!!!

Over a cup of coffee later, she explained how I was to get a wet,used pussy for me to lap on. She said that although I was adequately endowed, and my tongue was magical and found all the right spots; I had become predictable & boring. She now wanted other men to service her and that I could reap the rewards.

She was at pains to assure me that I was still her husband & that she loved me - she just wanted more without me being there during the event & that she didn't want an affair.

I was, as you can probably understand, a little surprised (& hurt) that I didn't measure up anymore, and although I insisted that I could spice things up - the answer was NO!
michelle - how I long for the life again

Where in the U.K and how did you learn to speak french?

I am trying to learn at the moment.

No - 2nd wife not into this at all - so what would be the point.
That's why I need a couple to use me, or a bull that I can service.
michelle - how I long for the life again

Anyway to carry on with my first marraige

Our sex life dwindled somewhat over the next couple of weeks, with excuses of "headache" - "don't want to" - & finally " I want some REAL sex".
Three weeks after the party she told me she was going out with the girls on Friday evening, Hen night for **** in the office & that she would obviously be home late.
I knew one of the girls was getting married in two weeks as we had an invite for the Evening reception, so didn't think much about it.
Friday arrived, she went out, midnight passed & so I went to bed. Shortly after I heard the door open & close; footsteps up the stairs and my wife entered the bedroom. I asked if she had enjoyed the evening & her reply was "You Bet!" She came over to the bed and said "Are you horny, little man? Put your hand between my legs, I've got a present for you"
Her inner thighs were wet, her panties very moist - she told me to remove her panties and to suck the gusset. I slowly removed her panties as she stood before me & as I started to lower them I could see her trimmed bush glistening with cum juice. I started to put my hand onto her wet pussy - she slapped it away and told me to carry on with what I had been told to do.
With her panties removed & the wet gusset in my mouth she asked me if I was enjoying the taste of her man she had let cum inside her. I was ecstatic - it tasted wonderful. She then told me to kneel before her and clean her wet pussy - properly & to make sure all the juices were gone from her & down my throat.
I was hooked. All I wanted from now on was the feel & taste of her wet used pussy.
After I had cleaned her she allowed me to mount her whilst she told me all that her evening's lover had done to her & what she had done to him.
She explained that as I had cleaned her, I was like a fresh piece of meat (her words) and that she would rate my performance against the real man she had fucked that evening.
How did I rate?? (find out later)
michelle - how I long for the life again

How did I rate?
Not very well; she explained that my tongue was infinitely more exciting than my cock. "Youv'e got plenty of length, but it's not a patch on what I've enjoyed this evening and your tongue is the only thing worthy of my cunt. You will have to do better or that cock of yours will rarely feel my insides"
Inwardly I was seething BUT I had been excited by her telling me what had happened that evening. She kissed me goodnight and we fell into a dream.

I awoke early and tried to analyse what had occured the night before, my overall conclusions were
1/ I had enjoyed the thought of my wife with a bull
2/ I had thoroughly enjoyed lapping the cum juices from her
BUT
3/ I had missed the feel of a soaking wet,cum filled pussy around my cock

These were things I would have to dicuss with her later. But would she react funnily or even allow me to discuss this with her?????????????????
michelle - how I long for the life again

So, how did I feel? What would the conversation entail?

When she came down for breakfast it was as if nothing had happened the night before, she made herself a cup of tea & some toast; sat down & said "Good morning love"
GOOD BLOODY MORNING?? - she went on to say "Did you enjoy?"
Now was the time for the talk - I replied that I had enjoyed lapping her but had missed the wet,used pusssy. I added that I enjoyed her telling me about her playsex.
"It's not playsex - it's for real" was her reply. I said that I didn't really want to be a cuck all of the time as I enjoyed making love to her, but was quite willing for her to have her nights out. She replied with " We will see"

A week passed and she came home from work on the Friday & said that she was out for the night (No "girls night out" excuse this time) and that I should stay up to clean her when she got home.
When she came home (which was 2.00 in the morning) she came up to me kissed me & placed my hand between her legs - YES she was wet, her panties were wet and she was HOT!
She sat on the sofa with her legs apart and told me to get busy.
I removed her panties and waas about to put them in my mouth, when she said "No, I want you to put them on"
I quickly removed my trousers and briefs and slipped her wet panties on. The wetness was just fantastic rubbing against my balls and crotch.
My mouth went down to her waiting pussy and I sucked furiously, my tongue probing, and sucking on her clitoris. I heard her moans which excited me even more.
BUT again she said " Now I'm clean, stick your piece of worthless meat inside"
I guessed from this that she just wanted to humiliate me & that this was part of her game.
I entered her, rode her & came in her. She didn't seem to rise to the event and there certainly wasn't any gasps or oohs.
When I had finished she said her "Goodnights" and in passing " You can remove my panties now, have a suck & sniff and then wash them" & that was the end of that episode.
michelle - how I long for the life again

WHAT HAPPENED NEXT?

Over the next couple of months the events were much the same, mainly Friday evenings and with much the same endings. What was different was the gradual decline in our lovemaking, until it eventually stopped unless she had been with one of her bulls; and then she stopped me entering her pussy at all (unless is was my tongue).

It had been about 2 months after the complete cessation that I found it very difficult not to have my "worthless piece of meat" inside that wet used pussy. I needed to feel it's wetness & warmth around my cock.

I secretly found myself a girlfriend for companionship (& sex) which actually was a friend of ours before we had married and had recently divorced ( She knew that I had always fancied her and it turned out to be extremley enjoyable) ( I digress - that's a completely different story and nothing to with being cucked)

What I did realise by this liamister was that I would still like to enter my WIFE after she had been with another man that had shot his seed deep inside her.

I spoke to my angel about my desires and her compromise was that I could watch her and as reward for her bull seeding her in our house, I might, occasionaly, be allowed to put my "w.p.of meat" inside.

The spare room was tidied and made fit for use, a small double bed was purchased and I looked forward to it being used to entertain her bulls. I asked her where I should sit to watch the events, or should we make a spy-hole to allow me to watch. She looked at me and laughed --- "This room is for you, you stupid man, you can jerk yourself off to your hearts desire, but not around me. You will be allowed into the master bedroom when I decide." She added that she would obviously have to consult with her bulls if I could watch. As she put it some would but a lot wouldn't.

SO, I awaited the first encounter with baited breath and consoled myself with the possibility that I might have her wet, used pussy.
michelle - how I long for the life again

FIRST TIME IN OUR BED

She rang me to say she was coming home with a friend and that I was to make sure I was in bed out of the way. I wouldn't be allowed to view but I could listen to her and her bull enjoying themselves.

I dutifully carried out her instructions and heard them come into the house. I heard them talking downstairs and then their footsteps up to the bedroom. There was lots of ooh's & aah's, gasps & groans, which went on for a couple of hours; interspersed with moments of quiteness. After the last series of groans, their bedroom door opened and the bathroom door close - water rushing and after a brief spell the sound of his voice - "Your sissy did a good job of not disturbing us, perhaps next time he should see what a real man can do" ; it had been pitched loud enough for me to hear of course.

There was the sound of receeding footsteps and the front door closing, then my bedroom door opened and she stood before me naked, dishevelled and wet - very wet.

My reward was wonderful to taste and swallow, and she allowed me to enter her wet pussy whilst it was still oozing cum juices.

She said I had been good and obeyed her instructions and she had hoped I had heard how she had enjoyed her real man.

As she left me to return to our bed, she said, "Next time you will be there watching, but there will be conditions"

At that she closed my door and went to bed.
michelle - how I long for the life again

THE BEGINNING OF SISSIFICATION/

The following day I found an excuse to be out of the house for a few hours and went to see **** (the girlfriend I have mentioned before). She was pleased to see me and I enjoyed being in her company. We had a couple of takes & made love that afternoon.

BUT unfortunately, for us, I could only visualize my wife & her lovers, and as exciting as my girlfriend was, I felt deflated after the event.
***** asked me what was wrong, as I seemed a little distant, but I couldn't tell her the truth and made up some feeble excuse about work.

We went downstairs, I had a take and I apologised to her. Inwardly I was thinking this was going to have to stop. I I didn't want to use this adorable woman as a sexual substitute and she needed to get on with her life.

She sensed my feelings and said that she would be there for me if I needed her.
We kissed, said our goodbyes and I closed the door.

As I drove away I thought to myself that I loved ****, but my love for my new life was inexplicably stronger.

I began to feel elated and a stirring in my loins drove me home faster.

When I arrived home, my wife was preparing an early evening meal, she asked me if I had enjoyed the afternoon - I replied not really, conversation boring down at the bar and the football on the tv had been a lousy draw.
I added that I was looking forward to a relaxing evening in front of the tv, with a couple of beers & maybe a meaningful talk on where we went from here.
"Not tonight honey, I'm off out tonight. Need some time on my own"

Meal over - change - & out she went.

I turned on the tv, got a beer out of the fridge and ............................
........................................................I needed some sort of relief!

I went up to the bedroom, stripped and put on her her used panties from the night before. I wandered into the master bedroom (This word now seemed to have a new meaning) and rummaged through the drawers until I found her undies. I put on stockings, suspenders and placed a negligee around me. I lay on the bed, my thoughts were of her lying there with her bull pleasuring her. I must have dozed off, as I was woken by the sound of the front door closing. SHIT!! She called up, Damn! what would I do? I made a dash for the bathroom - - TOO LATE. " What have you been up to?" she said.

I just stood ther - I must have looked pathetic; wearing her undies, scurrying from the bedroom.

" You look kinda different" she said " Come downstairs as you are and we will have nightcap"

I was gobsmacked and couldn't comprehend what was happening.

As we sat on the sofa, she asked me why I was wearing her undies; I was feeling embarrased and felt pretty stupid sat in front of her dressed as I was.
I replied that wearing her wet panties before had aroused me and as she had gone out for the evening, I felt the desire to wear her undies and think about her with another man. I couldn't explain it properly.
We talked about things for awhile and ALL I wanted to do at that moment was feel between her thighs - lap her wetness and put on her newly wet panties.
She looked into my eyes and I guess she guessed what I was thinking. She took my hand, placed it on her knee. My hand travelled up her inner thighs and found her panties. NOTHING and I don't mean no panties, I mean dryness.
She pulled away and laughed at me; "Sissy boy wanted my wetness didn't he? Well not tonight, it was just a night out with the girls" She added that having found me dressed as I was, had added something to her repertoire and that tomorrow we would be going shopping together.
So--- another take - another kiss - another restless night!
michelle - how I long for the life again

Shopping trip

Tape measure instead of breakfast - in the car - off to the mall.

She had decided that I should have my own undies and some accessories, so here we were at the shops.

Undergarments first. We looked at panties, bras, sets, camisoles. She picked some panties for me at first and then she asked me what I liked. I said this & that and she took them from the rails and put them up against me. She agreed with my choices and checked the sizes.

The panties & bras were not too much of a problem - 36b and size 10 ,
but I found it a problem with the bra&panty sets, The 36b was ok but they seemed to come with size 12 panties. I was a little annoyed as I had seen two I liked.
My wife said that I would have to ask an assitant - I caught the eye of a youngish girl and asked for her help & advice. She said that wouldn't be a problem, but eyeing my wife's figure she asked if I had got it right. My wife replied " There for him, not me".
I could have died! I was red with embarrassment & just wanted to get out of there as quickly as possible.
I think the assitant was just as embarrassed, as she quickly made herself scarce.
Shopping trolley filled with panties, bras, two camisoles and a couple of bra&panty sets we went to the checkout.
Paid for, bagged, out of shop - I started to breathe a little easier. Time to go home now!

Oh no -- Lingerie shop for bespoke items. 2 bodices, 1 corset, 2 Teddies, suspenders and silk stockings.

Shoe shop - the most awkward because I had to try these on. Then a overgarment shop for some blouses and skirts. I made a joke that perhaps we should visit the sex shop next for a nurses and maids outfit. BIG MISTAKE -" This is sissification NOT titilation"

At this point the shopping trip was over.

When we arrived home all my new clothes were hung or placed in drawers in my room. I was actually quite aroused by now and wanted to try my new clothes. My wife forbade it for now as there were a couple of small things that needed doing first, and she would be doing that later
michelle - how I long for the life again

Naked waiting
michelle - how I long for the life again

COUPLE OF SMALL THINGS...

My wifes "couple of small things entailed:-

1/ Purchasing my new work undies and disposing of my briefs - Pantyhose & plain panties was what I was going to wear from now on to work althugh occasionaly I would be allowed to wear stockings.

2/ When she returned from her shopping trip to purchase the above, she got me to shave my nether regions.

3/ I had to dress in my new undies and negligee for the remainder of the evening

4/ She announced that she had invited a guest round for the evening & that I was to remain dressed as I was.

So, I thought, I was to be displayed as her effeminate for her bull this evening. Was I going to be allowed to watch? Would I be lapping her wet used pussy?? Was I about to be subjected to her bull???

The doorbell rang and she told me to answer it - Big gulp from me ( What if it wasn't who she was expecting? )

I answered the door - I NEARLY DIED!! - it was **** (my now ex girlfriend) She was as aghast as I was .

My wifes voice called "Come in ****"

This was offense of the utmost - My wife asked **** if she wanted a take and then told me to stand in the corner of the room.
She explained to ****, that she had been aware of my secret daliance but wanted to show **** what I was really like. The glass left ****'s hand & travelled towards me, her words were like daggers. She called us two of the most perverted wankers she had ever met. She stormed out of the house. That was the last I ever saw of ****.

I looked at my wife and was about to say something but she quickly retorted with " You do as I say from now on"

There was to be no wet used pussy or any other pussy this evening.

What it had done was lay the foundations for the events of the future.
michelle - how I long for the life again

ENJOY not DESTROY

My wife left the room & I sat that wondering what had occured earlier. I was dumbfounded that my wife could have done such a thing.

The idea of this lifestyle was for our mutual enjoyment, It was not too hurt others or ourselves.

This needed to be resolved now before anybody else got hurt.

I went upstairs & undressed. I put on my trousers and shirt (briefless - I didn't have any now) and went back to the lounge. She was sat on the sofa, take in hand, and was a about to say something when she saw how I was dressed.

"Stop, we need to have a serious talk about where we are going with all of this"

I explained that I was very happy with her having sex with any other, but this is our game, our way of life and that we should treat it as such.
I told her that I couldn't believe how cruel she had been earlier with ****, and that if she was going to take it too such extremes, then maybe we should stop before it was too late.

We spent till the early hours of the morning reviewing the situation and laying down some basic ground rules.

When we did go to bed we went as man & wife, but we knew that soon we would be enjoying ourselves again.
Until then we would talk to each other, learn from our mistakes and look forward to the future - it did happen again - & again - enjoyably
michelle - how I long for the life again

MUTUAL ENJOYMENT

I felt it was necessary to be honest with each other, and explained to her that my desires were:
1 - Feeling her wet,used pussy around my cock
2 - Wearing her wet panties after she had been with her bull
3 - Licking her wet pussy and sucking the cum juices from her
4 - "Spying" on her when she was with another man
5 - Wearing female undies and occasionally female attire
6 - Knowing she was going out to be serviced and awaiting her arrival back home.

I asked what her desires were and her reply was:
1 - Knowing she could go out to be serviced
2 - Having a certain amount of power over me
3 - Looking forward to me cleaning her pussy
4 - If at home being serviced, then for me to be in the bedroom with them occasionally

She wanted to know more about the "spying" - I showed her the spyhole already fitted. I was half expecting a mini-rage, but she agreed to it, on the onecondition that she was to be aware that I was going to spy and that I didn't make any noise.

I asked her about "Having a certain amount of power over me" - It turned out to be quite simple.
1 - She would dictate when I could wear my undies (Which turned out to be most times)
2 - If I was present in the bedroom and she asked me do something, I was to do it.

I was a little perturbed with the latter, but she assured me it wouldn't be anything gross

It was also decided that the spare room was just that.

SO - The ground rules were set, We could get on with "The Life".

I asked her when she would be going out again, and with a wink she said "How about to-morrow?"
michelle - how I long for the life again

TOMORROW


We both got home from work and set about an early evening meal, something quick & simple, showered and then she got herself ready for going out. ( She had phoned me at work to say she had arranged to go out)

When she had dressed, which was highly provocative, she asked me if I wanted to get dressed and that she would help me.

We were both dressed in sexy underwear - stockings etc,etc. - it was then that she asked me to drive her to her date and to pick her up later.

This was different - and I was a little nervous leaving the confines of our house dressed like I was. But a pair of jeans & sweatshirt hid my undergarments.

I drove her to the meeting place, she kissed me and said that she would give me a ring when she was ready, "It won't be late, and I'll be wet for you"

The hours passed and the phone rang, "Pick me up in 30 minutes, and be ready for me"

When I arrived she was waiting in his car, I saw her lean over and give him a kiss and she walked over to our car. As he drove away he lowered his window and spoke to me, Thanks for the use of your wife - hope you enjoy, he then called to her that he awaited her call.

"Don't you think he's nice? He has a wonderful cock and he has made me really hot & wet,just for you"

I started the car and she told me to turn it off, "It's nice & secluded here, just right for you to have your reward while it's still warm & very wet"

It was awkward in the back seat but as she spread her legs for me the sweet aroma of freshly fucked pussy drowned my sense's.
My hands felt her inner thighs and kept exploring until I found her gorgeous wet pussy. My mouth went down onto her and the juices never tasted better. I licked furiously and "drank" of her mixed cum juices.
My cock was aching to be inside her, but she wanted to go home for that.
She kissed me and said that we should get home as soon as possible so that she could take my length inside her.

We arrived home and we entered the bedroom she handed me her wet panties and asked me if I wanted to wear them. Not this evening - I just wanted more of her pussy in my mouth and my throbbing cock deep inside her.

As we made love she told me of all the things they had done this evening, I don't remember much of what she said, as half way through telling me,my cock exploded and I had the most wonderful orgasm. As my cum juices started to flow she gasped and I could feel her inner warmth flowing around my cock.

It was a wonderful evening, I was so satisfied and with a kiss she said "We will definitely have to give ourselves more sessions like that"
michelle - how I long for the life again

Great story, I hope there is more.
cocksucking wannabe cuckold

very good, please keep going with this great story!

Wow....if that's real it's absolutely perfect, divine ! If not, FUCKING AWESOME STORY MATE !

Thankyou very much for your comments, the 3 of you.
I'm glad you are enjoying the re-collections (99% is true - where I have forgotten a couple of the details, I have expanded. But as you are all aware when this happens to you, you are able to picture it as if it was yesterday)
I shall eventually get to where I am today, but am grateful to all who are reading this.
michelle - how I long for the life again

OUT OF CONTEXT- 2months later

I shall go back & fill in some of the details of earlier episodes, but for now we are 2 months down the road and I had to go away for a seminar for a week

I packed my bag and my wife helped me pick out my undies along with some new items she had purchased for me.
We said our goodbyes, I knew she would use the time to her advantage & was a little jealous, after all I would be missing my "rewards".

She phoned me that evening to make sure I had arrived ok, and said that she wasn't doing anything but having an early night, "On my own" she added.

The following day my mind was with my wife and I couldn't really concentrate on this drivel, my hand went to my leg and I could feel that wonderful feel of nylon. My panties felt a little constricted and all I could see in my mind was ny wife lying there being pleasured.
The end of the day came & couple of us went to the bar for a welcome take. That consumed it was wash & change ready for dinner & a session at the bar.

I showered and as I was getting ready for dinner my wife phoned; she was off out tonight for a meal and that she was bringing him back home with her to stay the night. She said that she would make sure she stained a pair of panties for me and added " Make sure you are dressed in your undies when you go to bed, and imagine my wetness"
IMAGINE HER WETNESS!! - I wanted her wetness.

Downstairs, dinner, stifled conversation (God how boring some of these delegates were!) - into the bar. I needed a session this evening. I wasn't jealous or annoyed - just very frustrated!.

There I was stockings & panties on under my slacks, my cock straining, listening to some of the most inane rubbish and occasionaly, some jackass making crude jokes that we were supposed to laugh at. What a tosser!!
The next 3 hours was like an eternity, I wanted to ring her, find out what she was doing, was she wet yet, had she enjoyed it, did she wish I was there for my reward.
I was slowly becoming excited when a waiter came over and said there was a phonecall for me at reception, would I take it there or should they transfer it to my room. I said I would take it at reception.

WHAT A MISTAKE; I should have said my goodnights and gone upstairs.

As I answered the phone my wife said "Hi sissy. listen to this"
I could hear a squellching sound, (thats the best I can explain it), and some ooohs a little distant from the phone, then her voice telling me that she had been using her fingers on her wet pussy and that she was fingering herself for me. She said her fingers were dripping with cum juice and she was putting on her panties and making sure they were heavily stained awaiting my return.
She added that he wasn't staying the night and had left a few minutes ago.
She said her goodnights and that she would ring me tomorrow.

BLOODY HELL - I was horny as hell and wished I had taken the call upstairs so I could have had my cock in my hand.

I did excuse myself from the others & went to my room and tried to visualise my wifes words. I was as hard as a rock, horny as hell and wishing I was at home. My only consolation was that she had phoned me and that I had heard how wet she was. Roll on the end of this exasparating week!
michelle - how I long for the life again

BACK TO AFTER TOMORROW

"Out of context" was because my 2nd wife is away to her sisters this weekend and as I am writing my recollections, that escapade popped into my head.
Sorry.
Will continue properly tomorrow.

As recompense here's two pics.
michelle - how I long for the life again

Looking forward to the rest of it!!
cocksucking wannabe cuckold

Before OUT OF CONTEXT

It had been a great turn on driving my mistress to her date and the afterwards was fantastic. I suggested to her that perhaps that was the way to go for some of her dates.
"Hmmm? could be exciting and sometimes it could be a little humiliating for you, depending on my bull's way of mind" was her reply. " But I did like the way you was spoken too last time"

The next two days were spent in each others company, I had been allowed to service her pussy with my tongue but no hands or cock. I had enjoyed licking & sucking that beautiful pussy but I needed it to be full of someone elses seed, to see those cum juices flowing from her and to feel that fluidy warmth filling my mouth.

At breakfast on the 3rd day after the "drive date" she said that she was feeling very randy & wanted another man to fill her pussy and that she would be home a little later this evening as she would stop at a bar on her way home in the hope of picking a suitable bull to pleasure her that evening. She said that she would be bringing him home to "*uck the arse off her" and that, if the house was cleaned and the ironing completed before she got home, I could hide in the cupboard to watch her being pleasured.

I got home from work early and set about my tasks. I really wanted to watch her with a total stranger that she had picked up at some bar.

I waited impatiently for her return and was looking forward to tasting those wet juices from her pussy.

The phone rang, two rings, then nothing then one ring - she was on her way home.
I sat in my hidey hole eagerly awaiting her return.

I heard the front door open/close, footsteps up the stairs. The bedroom light went on, two people standing before me in our bedroom, he embraced her - kissed her - lifted her onto the bed. The mouths were interlocked, his hands were fondling her breasts, her hands were travelling down his body and between his legs. I watched her fondle his crotch - rubbing - stroking. They started to undress each other, as he removed her panties his mouth fell upon her pussy. I could see his tongue lapping her, he was sucking and his tongue was probing. She mummred something and he moved his body round so that his huge member was just above her mouth. Her tounge was licking the end of his cock , then it was licking his entire length. her mouth opened and it slid onto it , she was sucking - licking - her mouth engulfed his manhood. His body arched and I knew he was unleashing his seed deep inside her mouth. She gasped and moaned with her lips slightly opening from around his cock and her body shook as she orgasmed with his tongue deep inside her.

I was so, so jealous a wet pussy and ( which surprised me) a wet, huge, suckable looking cock.
I was totally taken aback with my feelings; I wanted his cock as well.

The guy she had brought home was an adonis - fair hair, a lovely physique that wasn't musclebound and a gorgeous cock.
How could I be feeling like this?????

I was embarrased with myself, I had never considered myself as "gay", but I couldn't ignore what was happening to me.

They made love and etc, etc, but I was just gazing at his cock, I wanted it as well.

They finished - kissed - dressed - he left and I was in a daze.

My mistress opened the door, she took one look at me and said " Are you alright love, you look unwell?"

"I'm fine, and thank you for letting me gaze upon your pleasuring"

She took my hand and led me into the bedroom. She spoke to me ( I didn't really hear her) " Yes" was my reply and then I remember having her wet panties close to my sissy clit.

My mouth was upon her wetness - I lapped - I sucked - I kissed her pussy lips. My sissy clit entered her, it was wet, it was warm, it was divine - BUT

That cock was lovely, divine, sensual, and at that moment more overpowering than my need for her wet used pussy.

I was at a loss at my feelings at that moment and had a very restless relax.

I would have to re-assess this feeling in the morning. Should I discuss this with my mistress????
michelle - how I long for the life again

WHY HIS COCK??

I awoke wondering why I had these feelings for the man she had brought home last night and not any other in the past.

Had I fancied him? If I did why? If the occasion arose would I?

I decided not to mention it to my mistress, but to wait until the next pleasuring session and see if I still had these desires, and, more importantly, if I had these desires with other men.

Had I started to become a real sissy, in that I wanted to give myself to the bulls? For them to use my sissy pussy and feel their manhood deep inside me? Did I just want to feel their manhood in my mouth and to have their cum juices "neat" - just them, no mistresses pussy juices mixed with their hot cum.
michelle - how I long for the life again