Homo conditioning

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I only look at gay porn and exclusively fantasize about sucking Cock. I have absolutely no interest in my spouse sexually. Don't even look at women when we're out, only concentrate on the Men. I absolutely love my transformation. Never would have thought that I could be so very turned on exclusively by Men and the thought of making love to Cocks. I now go into adult book stores and very openly look at gay magazines and watch gay movies in the booths. I am now proud to have other guys assume that I am gay and to see me looking at all of the gay porn. My spouse does not know that I now consider myself to be 110% homosexual, but she does know that I prefer masturbation over sex with her and that I prefer Cock over pussy. She's OK with it because she doesn't have to feel guilty about her long term affair with her ex-husband. He and I are very good friends ... if you know what I mean.

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I have been conditioning myself for years now.
I have not turned gay.
I have started servicing men with my mouth at ABS booths.
The last guy I was doing wanted to kiss me. I just couldn't do it.
Nothing about kissing a guy is attractive to me. Sometimes when talking to a woman I want to just lean in and kiss her.

I also do not care for the smell of men. Women smell wonderful to me, but not men.
How do other people feel about the smell of men and women?

When at the booths sucking I do not get hard. I do not want guys fondling me.
I do want them to put their hands on the back of my head and ***** me to go deeper.
Sucking cock makes me feel feminine, humiliated and debased. All things I love.
My wife stopped having sex with me years ago. This is the only sex I get.

I have conditioned myself to be a sissy cocksucker.

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justin mathewson

That is exactly how we started. I can't say how it will work out for you, but I know where it led for me: My sexual fantasy life is no completely dominated by cock. I think about it, I get aroused by it, I get off with it, when I wake up from a sex dream at night, even the dream was about cocks and gay sex. The nearest thing to a woman in my fantasy life now are shemales.

I'm lucky enough to have been able to integrate this with my real life too, so that sex to me now consists pretty exclusively of sucking cock, getting ass fucked, and otherwise pleasuring men and their cocks. My wife ensures my continued compliance and interest with this by keeping me in strict chastity and limiting my own orgasms to when I am straddling my male blow-up doll. (It may sound counterintuitive, but my enthusiasm with real gay partners is increased by the fact that I don't get off, only they do. A quirk of some sort?)

I don't mean this as a cautionary tale, by the way. I love my life - and my sex life - now and the journey was a thrill beyond belief. I never thought I'd end up like this, but I wouldn't trade a single humiliating, degrading, anxious, frustrating moment of the ride!

Good luck to you both with wherever your relationship takes you,
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

No, no, no my friend ... this is by no means a quirk.

I have the very same feelings that you describe. It's an overwhelming thrill and honor for me to please a Man sexually for the sole purpose of His orgasm and satisfaction. I derive ALL of my pleasure and satisfaction from His orgasm. When I make love to a Man's Penis, I don't think about myself at all. I don't achieve an erection even when my chastity cage is removed. At most, I infrequently experience just a little bit of pre-cum.

I'm no psychiatrist so I don't claim to understand it, but sex to me now is exclusively about Men and their pleasure. It has got to have something to do with me not considering myself to me a man. I am a male, but I never refer to myself as a man. I consider myself to be a wimp and a sissy so maybe psychologically there is a need to be submissive to and to honor Real Men. There is no doubt in my mind that I have turned completely gay and that I am now a card carrying homosexual. Heck, I remember 10-15 years ago if I was in an adult book store, I would have to wait until the 'coast was clear' before I would sneak a peek at a gay magazine or quickly go into a gay movie booth. Hell, today I ONLY go directly to the gay magazine and DVD sections and I leave the door to the gay movie booth open for all the Men to see me. I am TOTALLY PROUD of my homosexuality and I really and truly want the Real Men to see me for who I really have become. So far I have admitted my homosexuality to two of my closest long time male friends and to my spouse's ex-husband. Over the next several years I look forward to completely coming out to our friends, family, and co-workers.

Back to pleasing Men and denying myself pleasure. My spouse and I have been married for over 27 years. I am proud to say (and so is she and her ex) that I have not had penetrative sex with her for over 20 years. Back in the day, I considered myself to be heterosexual or at least bi. I can somewhat recall that my primary motivation for 'making love' to my spouse was to ultimately have an orgasm. I did what I needed to do for her to make her happy to get on with my agenda of cuming. I'm no expert (hahaha) on this subject, but I don't sense that Real Men treat love making with a woman in the same way that I did. When I watch my spouse's ex really make love, His goal always seems to be my spouse's total pleasure. This seems to be what excites Him and what brings Him pleasure. I see myself doing the very same thing when I'm with a Man. My total focus is on His pleasure and enjoyment. When I'm having sex with a Man, it is completely different from what I remember about sex with my spouse. With a Man, I no longer have an agenda that includes an orgasm for me. It is all about His satisfaction and sexual release. My reward is His pleasure and ultimately a mouthful of His tasty cum.

Today, sex to me is all about Men and Cock. I think about it, dream about it, fantasize about it, act upon it, and LOVE it.


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For the cuckold hubbies that either have homosexual desires or have actively begun the transition from hetero sex to homo sex, how did you get started?


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I'm sure I stated this before.
In my youth, in the late 70s and early 80s I started going to porn theaters and ABS.
Porn films featured not just naked ladies, but also men fucking them.
Fit men with huge cocks.
The "climax" of all porn flicks is the cum shot.
So I had been starring at big cocks and cum for years before I even starting thinking about how much I wanted one in my mouth.

And to be honest, there was always some old man who wanted to join me. Occasionally things happened.

My conditioning started when I was 19 years old. Gay sex with me on the bottom is the only thing that makes me cum. I Worship BBC