Heartless wives

Edited double post.

Anne is seeing Mark on Wednesday, "just for lunch".

I have heard that before. I think I'll be relaxing alone on Wednesday night.

I told her she should invite him here and make love to him in our bed. I don't think she will but we will see.

More caps. "Little things" has elements of truth in it.

Little things

Truth not fantasy

You choose

Your worst enemy

'Your worst enemy' is super hot! I love that scenario My wife used to flirt heavily with this guy I hated that worked in her office. She never took it to the next level, but would tease me about it a lot.
Do you consider Mark your "enemy"? I know you said he used to fuck your wife some years back...
Thanks so much for sharing with us Paul, your caps are incredible!

Thank you! Super hot as always. I love your captions and your story
Blog:
http://sexcustomer.blogspot.ca/?zx=556172733a827965

Paul,

Thank you for sharing your evolving adventure with us. Your yearnings and hopes seem very similar to my own and many of you r captions have almost been taken from life for me. (Yes, I've made a list like that for my wife too on more than one occasion. Also, like so many others, I love "The Selfish Bitch" and I even called the same Sara on Niteflirt a few times a few years back.) I wish you nothing but the best of luck in achieving your aims.

In my own case, I've encountered one of the same challenges: My wife and I get into the fantasy of her moving on and start to make it real, but she has always pulled back from it when it starts getting too serious. To address this, we've now agreed that instead she is simply going to look for someone who really does it for her. She has a strong drive to feel again the kind of head-over-heels, swooning feelings you can only get when a romantic relationship is new. I believe that when she is in that state, she will more easily be able to overcome her own hesitations about letting the ultimate abandonment fantasy play itself out; that she would become more passive about letting it happen. (The problem now is that she fights it out of a very developed sense of duty and propriety.)

We can't make her unlearn the fantasy and thus "never see it coming," but by proceeding without the explicit goal-driven agenda we can crate a situation where she can turn a blind eye to it or suppress her consciousness enough to let her guard down. The early, earnest, serious, and post-orgasm talks about possible consequences long over with now, neither of us mentions the possibility or dwells on it. The idea is to let it fade to as far back of her mind as we can so that she isn't torn-up about it until, as it were, it is too late. (That is, until she has already allowed herself to form such an emotional attachment to another that she is able to overcome any cognitive dismisterance that the re-emergence of the prospect engenders.)

I have no idea if this will work, but I'll keep you posted. In the meantime, my sincerest best of luck to you in your own endeavor.

P.S. Lest I be ungrateful; another thousand thanks for your always awesome captions. I really liked "Try and Remember," "Change of Plan," "Reality," "Truth Not Fantasy, "Wants to Talk," and "Your Worst Enemy." And I LOVED "You Choose." You are truly a public treasure!
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

OMG, "You choose" may very well be the hottest caption ever.

Date switched to next week for various reamisters. Anne will see Mark next Wednesday.

Here are four impregnation caps. Not usually big into the whole black/white thing but found these nice pictures.

Paul.

Still so selfish

Witness

Wants to talk

Set her up

Paul

Does your wife read this thread.
It might go a long way to convince her to spend time unprotected with Mark
and totally cut your off.

Paul

Does your wife read this thread.
It might go a long way to convince her to spend time unprotected with Mark
and totally cut your off.

She has an account here but hasn't been on for a long time. I might get her to come on and read all this. I'll see.

Anne left about a few hours ago to go and see Mark. She's determined to just see him for lunch. She'll text me. I would guess I'll be relaxing alone tonight but we'll see.

Last week I thought she might be bored with this all being so one sided so I decided to try and tie her up and fuck her. We used to switch all the time so I know how much it turns her on.

It lasted about ten minutes. Then she told me to stop. I untied her, she tied me up, beat my thighs, sat across my face, ***d my nipples as usual. Eventually she sat on top of me and came while she slapped my face over and over. Hard. It was kind of scary.

Turns out she isn't bored with it being one sided like she used to be. She says likes me being miserable even more than she likes that stuff.

I won't do it again. I guess that part of our sex life is finally over and I just have to accept that.

It is difficult sometimes. Last week all I could think about was how nice it would be for her to go down on me. Totally inappropriate. I did tell her but she just laughed.

Before she left this morning. She beat my ass with the cable until I started sobbing. Then she touched me a little. I felt so guilty, like it was something I shouldn't be getting. I asked her to ask Mark if he was OK if she still touched me and she said he would ask him today. She didn't let me make my little mess. She just left to be with a real man.

Here are four captions.

Another month

What the fuck

Your mistake

Hunger

I know there are some people on here who don't agree with this aspect of what Anne does but I will talk about it anyway. For a long time Anne has had me look at guys when I touch myself. Actually, only when I finally make my little mess.

I have begged her several times to let me look at girls again when I get off. She just laughs and says no. She said she didn't want me touching myself looking at girls at all. I thought that wouldn't be possible because I have to see girls to make my caps but I realised that I could just not touch myself during that. So the last time I didn't. Whenever I needed to touch myself at all I looked at a picture of a man.

This is a big step and the things she has made me do are having an effect already which freaks me out a little.
Here is a 16 part series about this. If you don't like the whole gay thing it might be an idea not to read it.

The question at the end is one I asked this morning before she left.

Changes 1

Changes 2

Changes 3

Changes 4

Parts 5 to 8

Changes 5

Changes 6

Changes 7

Changes 8

Parts 9 to 12

Changes 9

Changes 10

Changes 11

Changes 12

Parts 13 to 16

Changes 13

Changes 14

Changes 15

Changes 16

Text from Anne. Not going to be home for 5. Will be home at 8.

We'll see.

Paul.

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Paul, Paul, Paul is that what you really want?
To end up on your hands and knees in some
filthy alley or on the floor of some sex shop
while the men coming by use you for casual
anonymous sex?

Broken, emasculated...? Really...?
God I think I love her to.

Oh Paul dear you have come a long, long way
and I for one think your clearly one of the best
here...and now about those men using Anne's
sweet little pussy boy...

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I feel kind of crazy saying it but...yes. I think that is what I want. It's difficult sometimes when the permanence of some of the things we have decided really sinks in. I think the thing that makes it easier is the thought of being pushed further. The thought of being a man and not being allowed any of the things she gives to Mark is difficult. But the thought that I am truly not a man like him and that she wants me for something else is somehow easier.

Paul.

Wow, those caps were amazing as always. But consider carefully the road you are taking. Don't lose the connection that makes it work for you.

Four more

Your wife wearing his shirt

All his

Better man

Missing him

Yes, I understand exactly how you feel. When I first realized that I was actually beginning to fantasize, unprompted, about cocks it really surprised me. When I woke up from dreams and they were gay, it really shook me. All I can tell you is that it gets easier as you come to accept it.


It does feel crazy. Sometimes it feels really crazy and the regret floods in. But then the extremeness of it and the pain make you horny again and you go on, even double down. Anyway, that is how it has been for me. And yes, it is easier to be denied her favors once you've been conditioned to associate cocks and gay sex with arousal. It doesn't make it go away all together, but it gets easier.

Stay strong and stay the course my friend.

By the way, "Changes" was a great theme and a terrific series!
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

omg changes was sooo hot

Changes was amazing. I tried to make a thread because you've inspired me, but it hasn't taken off. I'll keep trying.

Always seems to double post. *edit

changes is such a THRILL! Thank you!

Paul
Your post #1,377 Posted: 24 Oct 2012 13:29
Shows that she is never going to be submissive to you again.
Your relationship may develop the way you desire with Mark or may not
I think now that if she and Mark broke up
Shortly there after she would be looking for a new MAN
dickles

Wow I just keep coming back to my Diary! Such a THRILL, so many great caps, Thank you!!

Post 1377 The caption "hunger" was both fun and stressful to consider enduring. I've seen little captioned or written on food control, but I quite like it. Knowingly causing someone the ceasless pain of hunger, how deliciously cruel. As an aside, there was a movie about fifteen years ago in which Anthony Michael Hall was held captive by his wife and denied food(don't remember much else).

Thanks for the content advisory before "changes", I gave it a look anyway.
Setting aside the gay elements, I thought it well constructed and very erotic. Sexy sexy sexy. The poses and dialogue match and flow well, all in all great work.

Thanks for sharing.

great stuff
David

Anne let me make my little mess inside her yesterday. She is so good to me. She hurt me while I did it. A lot. I begged her, as usual, to be allowed to look at girls again. No chance.

Sometimes I wish I was allowed her mouth on me but I know I am being selfish. I am going to try and offer myself to her to be beaten more this week. I know how much she enjoys it but she finds it hard to instigate it. I know I should help her but always put it off, again because of selfishness I suppose. I will try harder this week.

Here are four more caps.

Anne let me make my little mess inside her yesterday. She is so good to me. She hurt me while I did it. A lot. I begged her, as usual, to be allowed to look at girls again. No chance.

Sometimes I wish I was allowed her mouth on me but I know I am being selfish. I am going to try and offer myself to her to be beaten more this week. I know how much she enjoys it but she finds it hard to instigate it. I know I should help her but always put it off, again because of selfishness I suppose. I will try harder this week.

Here are four more caps.

Better than expected

Hard to watch

Open your eyes!

Cruel wife