Cuck in the closet

Well I met up with two old friends from board and one new on. Its always nice to meet your old friends and chat about anything thats happened in the cuck world. Pleasantly suprised to meet a new pal too..................nice chap.
He just walked into the pub, immediately recognised me from the description I gave him and sat down to have a beer.
2 seconds later he was walking over to the table opposite as he had just seen someone he knew.
(small place London)
Anyway..............a pleasant evening and as usual I drank too much and Carla (who popped in to say hello) told me off.

It was just a social meet.
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Today is like any other day
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Because of my connections with another message board and forum more akin to BDSM/Fetish. I have got to know quite a number of subbies, dommes etc.
I was pleasantly suprised to get an email late last night from a lovely young lady introducing herself.
She has only just taken up the art of domination and is being trained by a beautiful lady who works on the South Coast.
To cut a long story short. I have been asked if I would like to assist by being a subby..................in doing so. This very pretty young lady would be learning the ropes (sorry for the pun)

I must admit I am more into the sexual side of fetsih play and not very good at being a dungeon plaything. Pain is not my idea of presentation................unless its the pain of frustration etc.

Thankfully the style of domination this particular young lady is going into is very much geared to the more sensual and erotic. So it was with interest that I replied to her introduction and we have spoken this afternoon with the blessing of her mistress trainer.

It would appear that she has a client not adverse to the torments of cuckolding who has a real and very particular fantasy.
He wishes to be restrained in such a manner that he is unable to move and to...................well............lets just say feel the exquisite torment of being frustrated for a long period of time. Edging is what he wants.................brought close but denied. Brought close........but denied.....so on and so forth.
I have experienced this myself so know just how achingly torturous edging play is.

My own part in this would be another restrained slave used by the young lady as her oral pleasure giver.
Its already been explained I will be tied to the bed spread-eagled fashion and from time to time the young apprentice mistress will make me worship her orally. Something the other slave will never be permitted to do.

Its also been explained that I too will be teased mercilessly but at the end of the session.......only I will be permitted the sweet relief that comes with being a good oral slave.
The other slave will be denied fully.

As both slaves will be masked I don't see I can refuse. Especially as she spoke softly down the phone to me,
"I enjoy teasing very much and it is a big turn on for me to *** in this sensual way. If you are as good an oral slave as you say you are.......then I shall look forward to you making me cum three or four times. It will be a very relaxed and easy session and as yet I have no need to suggest a time limit, although I would think perhaps 3 to 4 hours would give my other slave the *** he dreams of.

A suitable day/date/time is to be arranged.

I have to ask the question.................its strangely related to cuckolding in a funny way.......don't you think.

She is rather lovely.
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Sounds like an exciting session. You should definitely do it.

I'm still thinking about it.
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Still thinking about it............................
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I was talking to someone recently about women who tease/dominate/torment etc. It was amazing to think of how many different things (little things) that can turn a cuck/dom/presentation scenario into something incredibly special.

As many people on this board like the idea of a black man fucking a girl in front of them...be it their wife, G/F, partner or just virtual. There are I suspect just as many who don't find this sexy at all.
Thats ok....cucking is not just about that one particular aspect. Its about anything and everything that gives the players what they want.
Thats sounds so paradoxical does'nt it.
Is'nt it what the cuck wants but never gets thats so fucking sexy.

I love beautiful women. I always have done. So if a beautiful, sexy, incredibly hot girl is a cuckoldress...............oh how heavenly that is. For me there are a million things that turn me on.
One of them being what I call the 'Ignoring Me'................fantasy.

Imagine worshipping someone so stunning. Yet she just allows you to get on with it so to speak as she lies back ignoring you. Perhaps picking up her mobile phone to check her texts or even make a call.
Its happened to me and its so redy frustrating.

Like this girl for instance.
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Just messing around with some ideas.
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And some more.
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it all sounds deliciously frustrating...hope your session works out and you can let us know how it went..

I will as soon as a convenient date has been found.
Its been a lovely morning/afternoon. My friend Mistress Rose called me to ask for some advise about a certain legal matter and as soon as I has finished talking my friend Carolina rang to ask me a favour.
carolina is famous for the small intimate (under the bed) parties I have been too.
It was so lovely talking to two such beautiful women and better still..................being able to help them.


I want you to all take a look at my good friend Rose. I am not going to even try and caption her....................other than to say she and I have been friends for about 4 years now. We meet for lunch and have met up in London a couple of times if she comes to shop etc. It does my street cred so much good walking into a pub with her.
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Rose is a model as well as a mistress......................or did you work that out for yourself.
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Carolina sent me a picture with a message
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If that was not bad enough...........................this has just arrived.
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steven, it looks as though you have your hands...errr...tongue full. Good luck with this lot of lasses! BTW - your friend Rose is a goddess. Street cred indeed. thanks

Such incredible taunting! It's wonderful!

Has your friend Rose done domination videos at all? I could swear I've seen her in a few things, maybe English Mansion or something similar.

Sticking to the oriental theme.
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And again
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Going out later to be cucked by my friend Carolina.
As a reward for helping her with something............(obviously cannot tell you what it is) I have been invited over to her place this afternoon for a glass of wine.

She and one of the party girls will be there along with a new girl who has come along to see if she would fit in so to speak.
"Your going to be teased I think and maybe get a little reward. But I dunno if you deserve to cum or not. I am thinking about it and will let you know when you get here"
(HER WORDS NOT MINE)
She is sending me a picture of the new girl so I shall put it on here as soon as it arrives.

In the meantime...enjoy this bunch.
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Second bunch
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Alright. Just recieved an email from my party friend Carolina with a picture of the new girl who will be there this afternoon. She is really interested in working at one or two of the parties and my friend has suggested the more intimate (smaller) parties would suit her better. My friend has told her about me and has asked her if she would be ok about coming today for a kind of interview and seeing what the apartment is like etc etc.
But as an added bonus she has told this girl about me and described what happens when I go under the bed etc..........and has asked her if she would enjoy playing with me for a little while today when she is there.

My friend did not tell me what this girl said in her reply.
But I have cut and pasted my friends email to me (enjoy the pic)

"Ok baby about 3 this afternoon would be ok. Bring my favourite wine please. ******* will be here and I know you always like to see her. We are going to talk to our new girl ******** and I think it would be better if you stayed in the bedroom while we talk. So your going to be tied to the bed to keep you out of trouble while we do our talking.
Of course I have to show ******** around the apartment so she will be coming into the bedroom. I think she might want to play so if she does then thats ok.
She has never seen a CB6000 before so your little cock is not going to be stiff today baby.
Chow Bella"
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Sound like fun! Looking forward to hearing about your visit this afternoon.

Sadly did not go to plan. New girl had problems at home and called to say she would be very late. Too late for me as I had other things to do. But I have been invited back next week instead.
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How cool is this. I just got a call from the new girl who was given my number by Carolina. How sweet..she called me to aplogise for not being able to make the meeting yesterday but was actually at Carolinas right now (20 minutes ago).
It was arranged hurriedly so I could not make it to meet her.

I have been given permission to use one of her profile pics from her escort folio and as she also knows I frequent cuckoldplace she giggled and told me I could use her words if it would torment me more until I meet her properly on the next intimate party.
Its hopeless of me to actually try to remember her exact words......but it went something like this.

"I am sitting in the kitchen and Carlolina has told me all I need to know. I think the parties sound really nice and I know I will enjoy myself. I have seen your picture at Carolinas wedding so will know you" (laugh)
I like to be worshipped Steven and I love to tease so it will be lots of fun for me. I really want to see how you manage to control yourself Steven. Your going to prepare me and the other girls by worshipping our pussies...but how will your little cock feel when Carolina has trapped it in the plastic cage. I have been shown it today and we laughed about how you must feel. I really, really want to see this on you. (giggle)
"I am like most girls and love having my pussy kissed. But I am not going to let you make me cum. The other clients will be licking me as well and they get to make me cum when they fuck me. How does that make you feel when you are tied up under the bed Steven. (laughs more)
Its going to be good. For me anyway" (laugh)
See you at the party Steven.................bye"

Then Carolina came on and we talked a bit but she was giggling too much and hoped I could control myself.
She said goodbye and said,
"I don't want you wanking before the party. Need you to be bursting so we enjoy it more"
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Is'nt she so innocent looking.
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Innocent like a fox Steven. I do love her look and I am sure they are going to have fun with you. Can't wait to hear how it goes. Oh, and thanks for sharing your ongoing story and the pics.

I think your right WW....................I have looked at her other pics from the portfolio and she is super sexy.
She also does work with a male model and I sent her a text about the possibility of being cucked in a more permisteral way. I got a text back saying
"Maybe you can chauffer me one day"

Oh my oh my.
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Bank holiday tomorrow here in the UK....yippee
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Going out tonight.
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NIce. I loved all. I'm also a closet cuck I have movies to prove that