Penectomy meds available?

I been fantasizing about taking a med that would keep my private flaccid. I want to be able to crave it but not get hard. Does any one know of a over the counter med that would do that?

Try finasterid 1 or 5 mg.
It will lower your DHT.
If necessary you can add androcur 50 or 100 mg

Hi...maybe a non-medical approach would be to put yourself into a chastity device? My wife keeps me caged and locked pretty much 24/7 and it's been so long now then when I do get released (more and more rarely) despite the joy and anticipation of being free and allowed to orgasm my tiny clit doesn't get hard anymore. A semi erection is the best I can hope for.