hello everyone. Ive been on this forum sharing a little of my story lately and wanted to give a update on whats been up. Nothing too crazy but definitely took some good steps.
So one day the other week we had a talk saying how im not ready for this and things like that. One thing lead to another and i was comcincing her to just "talk" to someone and try to find a guy she will be comfortable with i told her i wanted to be really picky about the guy i pick.
She said she did want someone closer so that when she is in the mood she wouldnt have to wait that long. So i send her a couple guys ive had on back up for this and they satart talking a bit. Just getting friendly. And i tell her i wanna find more for her to pick from so now i have a meet me account and a grindr account to find bulls for her. I usually screen through them to make sure they arent a dick or rude and then if they seem cool to me k give them her snapchat. Any bbc gets her snapchat automatically in the first message.
And also she let me loom on her snapchat after she posted a sexy selfie and i seen the whole screen with inbox messages and i love it lmao.
Today before work i was jacking off (so much lately ) and she was putting on her make up and said im a sick fuck and to keep it in my pants.
She haa been getting a little better at talking down to me and calling me bitch boy alot. She does like that and i really think she can flourish into this position very very nicely and can have so much fun. Were trying to just start with some small steps and build up the excitement.
The first thing i have planned to do is , i have a co worker (bbc) gonna come over sometime (he has no clue) and my wife said she is down to try to walk around the house in some booty shorts with her ass cheeks hanging out a little the whole time hes there or bending over to get stuff or whatever. Hopefully she can send me to the storw and they can have a quickie and i will act like i am stupid and have no clue , all while i will comtinue to work next to him everyday (that he shows up) and do my job and most pf his job so he can sit down more , and i love it!
I really wanna hear from you guys about this because im in a really pivotal moment with all this and it can really go any direction and its so exciting and interested and i love it.