********** to another man

I am perhaps a little less "cuck" than the norm around here, but elements of cuck-ness are woven into my desire to see my wife submit to another man.

My wife is an unknowing cuckoldress in the sense that she sees me as another cock in the room but sometimes little things give her the perfect chance to humiliate me for getting her started fucking other guys.

For instance, at our favorite ABS they have a "VIP" room with loungie kind of seating and a lot of space. When you rent this room you tell the clerk what video you want to watch on the wide screen tv and he puts it on for you.

My wife doesn't like porn, and I knew she would be happy enough without it, but how can I tell the clerk I want to rent the video room but not watch a video? So I got one I would like - a cute amateur girl getting gang banged.

What I forgot to mention is that I had rented the room at my wife's instruction. Her latest favorite stud texted my wife to tell her to meet him there. He loves only having to pay for an arcade ticket to have a place to ravage her. You're probably wondering why I don't pick up his admission fee, but that is because he is always late. Rox will have dressed herself to the erotic nines for him, and way too sexy for her to be hanging around under the bright flourescent lighting in the shop racks, so we always start in the hetero theater, a large dark room with easy chair seating for about 20 and projected videos on the screen at the front of the room. Dressed the way she dresses for him means a line of men follow in her wake as walk from the well-lit storefront to the private access areas and into the theater.

She'll use this as a way to get in character (believe it or not my wife in vanilla life is modest and pure) by putting on a show and more for the live audience who are always most attentive. By "and more" I mean audience participation. The cocks are out almost immediately and as soon as they size up the situation the men begin to approach my wife with their hardons visible to show her what they have and to see if she is interested. She pretty much always is. Rox really appreciates the wide spectrum of cocks, size, shape, thickness, length, shortness, whatever makes it special as long as they are hard. And she, like most women I think, enjoys being the center of attention, being groped by as many men as can get their hands on her. So she and the men around her have a grope fest until Marcus shows up, comes in enjoy's Rox's play until Rox notices him and leaves a bunch of temporarily unhappy men as she lets everyone know who she really came there for.

Anyway, there we were in the VIP room, my wife getting cozy on the sectional couch with Marcus - Marcus left the door to the room wide open so a bunch of the followers are gathered around to watch the show from just outside. The video I picked came on and at first I didn't think Rox was paying it any mind. She had Marcus' cock out and was stroking and appreciating it when suddenly she blurted out "what is this awful video?" Marcus and she made derogatory banter about it until my wife gestured in my direction and said so I am sure all the men watching from outside the door could hear also "HE picked it out." and they had a good laugh.... so moments like that I feel cucked as hell. Here is a pic of her and Marcus as they were ridiculing my choice of video.

I understand that. That little frisson of excitement that shoots through your body, leaving certain areas tingling, being the butt of humi1iation does that to a cuck sometimes. It's that strange mixture of pain and pleasure, akin to cuckold angst, you hate it but cannot live without it. I think Rox and Marcus and very well suited, and despite your protestations to the contrary, you are a born cuckold.