Update on my wife

so i have tried to touch on the subject with her the other day and it didnt go completely well . She told me she doesnt want to talk about it and everytime i bring it up she feels pressured and stuff, which i understand. Because the last time we were going to try something i kinra skinda ruined it because i kept getting too excited and ruined the experience for her i think , but she reassured me it was cause her period. I tried to tell her i dont want her to feel pressured or uncomfortable, which i never tool into comsideration before . Becauee that was the first time i ever tried on a chastity and for a week i wore it and she made me her bitch and i loved it and she was textinf other guys and i ruined it.

This is why i wanna get asuch input to see what is going on in her head . Is she afraid to do it because of how i will act or she is just over it? And also when we were fucking earlier tlday when she was talking dirty to me she said she wanted a BBC. So i still think she thinks its really hot but i want to have the chance i can handle it and just to make babysteps instead of diving head first again.

Any input is apreciated. Thanks alot. Also i can provide more context if needed and have a couple other stories i wanna share too

Maybe the two of you could watch some hot IR porn together? I always enjoy the ones where cuck ends up doing clean up after his BBC has filled his wife with cum.
Cuck who loves a creampie.