Controlled and directed masturbation

Hi all

UK based cuck here. I'm wondering whether anyone else has had a similar experience to my recent new "routine" imposed by my wife and her lover.

I am kept in chastity simply because I can't be trusted not to "fiddle" with myself (as my wife says). However, both my wife and her lover agree that I can masturbate fairly regularly (certainly compared to some members of this forum). By "regularly" I mean once or twice a month. Whenever I am allowed, it is always supervised by them both. Whilst this is somewhat embarrassing for me, having to masturbate in front of them both, they clearly enjoy the spectacle of a grown, married man standing in front of them, pulling and stroking away until the climax like some naughty schoolboy.

However, it the latest twist to these sessions that I want to tell you about to see whether I am alone.

My wife's lover has "discovered" the series of video's referred to as "Cock Hero" videos. For the uninitiated, the idea for these is based on the "Guitar Hero" video game where one "plays" a guitar trying to keep to the beat of the music.

So, a "Cock Hero" video is generally (on average) around 40 to 60 minutes long, a mix of various porn scenes (which can be solo, ff, fm and all combinations) accompanied by music. There is usually a "beat meter" which runs along the bottom of the video and whilst the beat is in time with the music it can be slow, fast, double time, a combination of beats with breaks and so on. Probably best if you have a quick look at one as it's hard to describe. Just Google "Cock Hero".

The idea is that masturbation is to be to the beat. One beat equals one up/down stroke.

So, when I'm allowed to masturbate, either my wife or her lover will choose a "Cock Hero" video for me to masturbate in time with. I must keep to the beat no matter how slow or fast. I must keep my eyes on the screen at all times, watching the often extremely hot action. If I don't stroke properly (up/down) on each beat or avert my eyes then I have to stop and am put back in my chastity cage. My incentive is that if I last a whole video without cumming then both my wife and her lover have agreed that I can fuck my wife (which would be for the first time in 3 years now). Wow, what an incentive not to blow my load!!

Of course, the problem is that I rarely manage to last more than 10 minutes! My record is 20 minutes. Even during the slower stroking beats it is hard to fight the urge to release, and, as I have said, I cannot stop; every beat must be followed.

There is an added *********** to all this. Whilst I do get to orgasm, it is not as satisfying as being able to masturbate "freestyle". My stroking is governed by the beat. I am controlled and directed by the video. And often I get so close to the edge (particularly after an excruciating and teasing faster beat) that during the short break which often follows a harder, faster beat session, when I must move my hand away from my tiny cock (my wife's lover insists that my hand is taken away from my clit and both hands are put behind my back during breaks), I spurt and my orgasm is well and truly ruined. My wife and her lover particularly enjoy it when this happens. My standing there, hands away from my clit which is throbbing up and down in thin air, dripping with cum, seems to be a cause of great amusement and laughter for them both!

I can honestly say that I almost dread being allowed to masturbate now as the experience is rarely properly enjoyable.

Thanks for "listening".

This sounds amazing, my wife (who I haven't fucked in years) now makes me cum like a girl. She has me rub the feet underside of the head of my dick like a clit and she tickles my balls, I cum like a train ,,!

This is new to me also, and I've been very active in this life style for years. My fuck buddy's husband is caged and only let out once a month for two minutes to 'relieve' himself. He has two minutes to achieve whatever he wants, if he fails then he has to wait another month for any release. he was put in chastity originally for similar reasons, always jerking off at the slightest opportunity, we stopped that, he's in a Jailbird 24/7 normally. Sometimes Sue makes him wear her strap-on and fuck her with it while he's still locked away. She cums like a train, he doesn't, but he gets to see the effect he could have on her if only he was a real man. She's a bitch like that, I love it!

yes, it's worthy of us, to finish by order and be always excited

I think 2 minutes would be enough for me Kennyboy if I knew that if I didn't get relief then I'd have to wait another month. However, I doubt there would be much enjoyment having to pump hard and so quickly to be sure of getting an orgasm.

As an exercise, it's little more than a 'safety valve' to allow him to some form of relief. It's certainly not intended to give him much in the way of pleasure. Sue sometimes 'milks' him with a (gloved) finger in his ass, putting pressure on his prostate and causing him to ejaculate. The beauty of that method is that he merely dribbles a feeble quantity of cum, with absolutely NO pleasure being felt at all. Sue also fucks him in the ass with that same big strap-on, which is similar in her fingering method and produces much the same result. He doesn't complain, it's the closest he'll ever come to actually having sex again.

kennyboy82
Helen to do it

I know the frustration associated with prostate milking only too well. This method has (and is) used on me from time to time. As with the allowed masturbation sessions, the decision on whether either my wife or her lover will milk me in this way is entirely down to how they wish to be amused or entertained.

From the point of view of the one being milked, it is a hard feeling to describe adequately. The excitement and clenching is all there but the release (if it can be called that) is most definitely not. As you say, a mere dribble. Not that my tiny clit produces much more than a dribble even after a "normal" climax.

My 2 cents. I have been milked by hand and there is some pleasure in having my prostate massaged, but not much. The amount of cum can vary greatly, but it just dribbles out.

I've also been fucked by a girlfriend using a strapon and for some reason, the way it rubbed my prostate caused me to have a really good orgasm. She stopped using the strapon on me after that.

As for time limits, the same gf would let me out of my CB6000s regularly, but told me I only had 60 seconds to cum. The few times I didn't succeed, she kicked me in the balls til my little hard on went away, and then it was back in my cage.

When I asked her why she put a time limit on my orgasms, she told me that she was ruining me for any other women. The quickest I ever came was 30 seconds while she and one of her lovers watched. He laughed and called me pathetic as I thanked them and ate my cum.

Alexis, you little cuck, you know I'm going to be there when she fucks you in your ass. And, you know you'll still be in your cage.

She is doing an excellent job by instilling the proper attitude necessary for you to accept her pleasure instead of squandering it with masturbation. I am guessing that you prefer a well ruined orgasm and sexual denial rather than pers0nally sexing your wife. Yet you are comfortable knowing that she is having her sexual needs satisfied very well from the cock of her lover! You are not alone. More husbands enjoy this than most people think. It definitely works well for your situation!
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I can only endorse what I_A_S_P just said.

Thank you for taking the time to read my post and to then reply I_A_S_P.

You are, of course absolutely correct in what you say. By controlling and directing my masturbation in the way they do then my wife, along with her lover, are acknowledging that whilst there is a need for "regular" (if once or twice monthly can be called "regular") draining to maintain a healthy prostate, etc the manner in which this is done must not be for my personal pleasure but most definitely for theirs.

And I have no doubt about the pleasure they both obtain from controlling and directing my stroking. They are always both present when I am unlocked and allowed to stroke. I stand before them naked, apart from my chastity cage, with my hands on my head. My wife then unlocks me and free's my inadequate and tiny clit. Her lover (it is usually him that chooses which Cock Hero video I must perform to) then starts the video and as I stand there, as I explained in my original post, I must then "follow the beat". Both my wife and her lover clearly relish and enjoy "the show" as they cuddle and giggle/laugh together as they watch. As I have said, they have never had to wait long before the "entertainment" ends and my shrunken clit is locked up until next time.

Clit dick,
You are a good cuck and this cock hero deal is kinda unique. At least they let you have a release. Bravo! You have a very good deal going on. Relish in it. For the majority of us, it eventually ends. The woman moves on with the better man, unless of course kids are involved, or, the cuck is well off. Sorry to say, odds are she's staying with you because you're loaded.

I can't speak for kids, cause we never had any. I have to think that family would be a strong pull for most women.

That said, when she becomes a hotwife, she basically becomes a slut or a whore. Call her what you will. I don't mean those words in a bad way. To me, they are the equivalent of calling a dude that taps alot of ass a stud.

I read your exploits and get alot of enjoyment out of it, so thank you.

I have to ask you about your quaint use of the word whilst. I'm not trying to insult you or start anything, just wondering.

Pretty much the end of game reality for most cuckolds.


She definitely becomes more shameless as things develop her way. She'll do things with other men that she never did with hubby, or for that matter, anyone else she dated before marriage.

Whores know their value and give nothing away. She lets you understand at the outset how things are going to go and her cost to you for her services. Hotwives that do not escort tend to somehow "reward" their lovers (and maybe even her lover's friends) with sexual favors, permissions and attentions that she never gives to her cuck hubby. So a whore receives reward for her work with a client. A non escort hotwife might perform the same acts as the whore, yet rewards her lover by giving it away contrary to the common sense wisdom and transactions of the whore. I guess it really doesn't matter. The cuckold always ends up holding the bag regardless!
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Hello again

An interesting post, lilmikey.

Do you really think she will eventually move on? Thankfully there is no evidence to support that in my case (not yet anyway) and I am not "loaded" lol. To all intents and purposes we are outwardly a normal, married couple. We go out together with friends, we laugh and have a good time in each other's company. The difference between us and other couples is, of course, our cuckold relationship. I am kept in chastity and am denied sex with my wife and she seeks her sexual pleasure from others outside of our marriage.

I say "others" because whilst she is currently "settled" with a regular lover, she has played around before "finding" him. And, OK, I am aware that occasionally he will invite a friend of his to join them in a three-some, which my wife enjoys. I have, in turn, been "displayed" for some of his friends.

As I say, to the outside world we are a "normal" married couple. She has told a couple of her closest, female friends of our "life style" and so it can be a little embarrassing for me when we are out with those friends and their husbands but that is only because I know they know. I'm unsure whether her friends have mentioned anything to their husbands. I like to imagine they have as it increases my ***********. So far as I know, her girlfriends take the view of "good on you" and may well be a little jealous of my wife having a younger, virile lover!

Hi everyone...as my "controlled and directed masturbation" was taken to a new level this last week I thought I'd let you know about it.

We (that is the wife and I) have just had a few days away at my older sister's and her husband's place in Spain. A bit of late sunshine for the wife before the cold, long nights of winter really start to drag on! Whilst my sister know's about our cuckold relationship my wife's latest "long term" BF was unable to come with us. I was, of course, locked in my chastity cage (although it was removed before airport security ... not sure I'm ready for the level of embarrassment that might cause). My sister does not know (nor her husband) that I am locked up.

Everything was going just fine. Despite my sister having caught me using her panties as "wanking aids" when we were both at home at the time I was entering puberty with all of the associated hormones raging at that age, we get on very well. Then, of course, came the time to swim in the pool. Whilst I pleaded with my wife not to make me wear my swimmers (which, by the way, are tight and tiny Speedo style at the insistence of my wife and BF so that my lack of package is evident for all to see - or not see!) I knew I wasn't going to win that argument and of course the consequences of not doing as I was told would be too horrible to even think about. And so I eventually came out to the pool area in my swimming "briefs" (not big enough to be called "trunks"), where my wife and sister were lounging on their sun-beds and my sister's husband was sitting on the edge of the pool, feet dangling in the water. Of course, there was no way on earth that my chastity device was concealed. I don't make any kind of bulge when I'm not locked but as I'm sure you can imagine the tight Speedo's clung and emphasised every contour of the cage. It took milli-seconds for my sister to notice, pointing and shrieking which only served to make her husband turn to look at what she was giggling at.

"OMG, what's that?" she cried.

My wife, bless her, provided a full explanation as I stood there turning many shades of red with the embarrassment of it all.

"Should have had you locked up like that when we were younger" said my sister. "It would have kept you out of my knicker drawer!".

This comment drew a puzzled look from her husband and so she went on to explain my dirty teenage habit of using her dirty panties and underwear to pleasure myself, until she caught me at it.

Much mirth and merriment ensued ... myself excluded.

Of course, one thing led to another and she wanted to see my cage, and not just the outline through my Speedo's. I was instructed by my wife to "drop 'em" and so knowing there was no way of not doing as I was told I lowered the tight swimmers. Standing there with my tiny clit all locked up did nothing to curb the laughter and the pointing.

My sister isn't stupid. Far from it. Having seen the device and clearly knowing what it was for she began to ask my wife "how often was it removed" so that I could "fiddle with my pee pee" (she know's how to turn the screw does my sister). And so my wife explained the "procedure" as I have detailed in previous posts. How many times and how my masturbation was controlled through the use of Cock Hero videos. Neither my sister nor her husband had heard of these type of videos and so my wife suggested they use a search engine and have a look.

My wife then dropped the big bombshell as she told them that I was due to be released and allowed to masturbate whilst we were staying with them. It was at this point that my sister's husband spoke (for the first time during my ***********) "You mean, he will play with himself whilst we are present?"

"Oh yes" said my wife "If you want to watch then that's exactly what he will do".

From that point I knew there was no escape. The rest of the day by the pool I was not allowed to put my Speedo's back on. And after dinner that evening I was the star attraction, the evening's entertainment, although I have to admit that given that it had been nearly 3 weeks since my last release, plus the affect that the day's events had had the entertainment was extremely short lived, which of course gave my sister and her husband even more to laugh about.

"My LITTLE brother, the 10 minute wonder" she said as she clapped her hands and giggled away.

Another update on my controlled masturbation.

It is the end of Lent this weekend and guess what I was required to give up for Lent...you don't need to be a genius to guess ... in fact, as I haven't been permitted to masturbate since 3 February (and Lent started on 14 February) I have been denied for longer than the "40 days" traditionally associated with abstinence for Lent.

I have been told by my wife and her bf that I will be allowed to masturbate for them on Easter Sunday; I am writing this on Good Friday. Not particularly newsworthy, I hear you say. Big deal, some will say. Others will scorn and think "what, only 40+ days of no masturbating"!

I would just say that I am writing because my sister and her husband are visiting. I hope you have read my earlier post about what happened when we visited my sister in Spain at the end of last year. And yes, they will still be staying with us on Easter Sunday. In fact, my older sister has already messaged me to "remind me" of their visit and how very much she is looking forward to me "entertaining" her and her husband again. She told me that she knows how long it has been since I was last allowed to "dribble my cum from my tiny pee pee" (her words) and she is looking forward to see whether I can last longer than the 10 minutes.

Superb stuff, thanks for sharing and we wait anxiously to hear how Easter Sunday goes.

Who needs a good film matinee when they will have you.

Having watched some of the Cock Hero vids, since I learned of then through your post, I can appreciate how difficult it is to last any length of time, and that's without your length of time since release.
Good Luck

Thanks for you comments rover68uk, appreciated.

Interesting to hear that you have had a look at some of the cock hero vids. If you've had a go then you will know how difficult most of them are to complete without cumming. I am always given a long one to masturbate to (30 minutes or more) but I'm not sure why as I rarely last more than 15 mins. I try so hard to complete without squirting my pathetic dribble because the prize of being allowed inside my wife if I do manage to last is so worth trying for but I am resigned to never feeling her wet pussy on my clit ever again.....

I will certainly report after the weekend. My wife's bf will insist on it.

Hi everyone..as promised this is how my Easter Sunday went.

To briefly re-cap, I hadn't been allowed to masturbate or orgasm since the beginning of Lent. My wife and her bf had promised me relief on Easter Sunday. My older sister and husband were visiting us over the Easter weekend. They are both fully aware of our "circumstances" (that is, my wife has a regular bf - plus a few irregular ones) and that I am only allowed to masturbate under their control and direction.

The day itself was a perfectly normal Sunday. A leisurely breakfast, a read of the papers, a walk in the park...I shan't bore you all with the "normal" things.

It wasn't until around about 7 o clock that my sister spoke up. We were all sitting watching a film on TV. My sister next to her husband, my wife snuggled close to her regular bf and me in the single armchair. We were all dressed casually, the guys in jeans and tee-shirts, the women skirt and blouse.

"So, little brother of mine, do you have something to ask us?" she said smiling.

Of course I knew what she was after and that this was the start of things. I looked up and suddenly all four pairs of eyes were looking my way, the film on the TV instantly forgotten about. My wife sat up to reach out for the remote control and turned the TV off.

"I think you need to stand up" continued my sister.

I hesitated for a second or two and then slowly stood up.

"In the centre of the room I think" she said.

I moved across to the sofa to where they were all seated and stood, nervously.

She raised an eyebrow, "Well? Has the cat got your tongue?"

I cleared my throat and very nervously explained that it was now officially the end of Lent and that I was promised that I could relieve myself today and so would I be allowed to go and play. I'm not sure what I was thinking as I knew there was no chance of being allowed to "do my thing" anywhere other than in the very room in which I was now standing.

The smirking look on the two men's faces was so embarrassing.

"I'm not sure that's what the deal is, little brother. Yes you may relieve yourself but if you want to it will have to be done under supervision. So, is this what you want? Do you want permission to masturbate right now?"

My face became even redder and hotter as I nodded and mumbled.

"OK. Let's have those clothes off then". My sister, still the bossy one! She turned to Tony, my wife's bf, and said "Do you want to set up a little video for him?". He smiled, picked up his laptop and set about looking for something suitable, linking this to the TV via Apple Play.

As he did this I slowly undressed until I was naked, apart from my cage, in front of them.

I glanced at the TV and saw, not unsurprisingly, that Tony had set-up a Cock Hero video. Although I had expected it, it still embarrassed me to know that I was going to have to masturbate in front of everyone to one of these videos. I would have no control over my stroking.

My wife then stood up and walked over to me, unlocked my cage and freed my clitty. As she cupped my ball sac and rubbed my tiny clit to get the ***** flowing after so long being locked away of course I started to harden. With a laugh she raised her hand and sharply smacked my tiny clit, then turned to sit down.

"OK little brother...my very little brother (giggle) before you start I have something for you". She then stood up and her hands went under her skirt. My eyes gaped wide...what is she doing I thought. My tiny cocklet twitched. She reached up under her skirt and she wriggled her hips and I suddenly realised she was pulling down her panties. The tiny cotton panties appeared below the hem of her skirt and she was then stepping out of the them and holding them. Light blue, cotton bikini style. She walked closer to me and before I knew it she had pressed the crotch of her panties over my nose. I felt the slight dampness on the tip of my nose and inhaled her pungent, yet sweet, smell. My cocklet twitched again and was now hard and standing its full 4 inches.

Just as quickly she stepped away taking her panties with her.

"My little panty sniffing brother. I knew all about you taking my panties when we were at home. You dirty little boy. Well, here's the deal. Last longer than the pathetic 10 mins you lasted last time we watched you play with yourself and you can have these for the evening". As she said "these" she waved her panties in front of me.

Wow, I thought, surely I can last? Her panties for the whole evening. What a prize.

"OK...all set Tony?"

He laughed and nodded.

"Right little brother...of you go!"

She sat back down, the four of them watching me as I stood in front of them. The video started...."Just 10 mins" I told myself. I took my tiny clit between the finger and thumb of my right hand (I was already slippery with pre-cum) waited for the video beat meter to start and began stroking.

The four of them were laughing, pointing, clapping as I stood there stroking to the beat. Slow paced beats, medium regular beats, fast bursts and all the time the TV screen was filled with the most gorgeous young girls posing in panties, pulling them down to bare cute, shaved pussy's. And I hadn't come for 40 days........

..... I failed to reach 10 mins...a particular favourite, dark haired girl was on the screen which coincided with a fast burst of strokes and I just lost it. Even after 40 days without my cum simply dribbled out which caused even more pointing and laughter, especially from the guys who no doubt spurted forth huge wads of thick, creamy spunk when they orgasmed.

I was sent out to go and clean up and remove my offensive tiny clit from their sight. As I left, I saw my sister pull her panties back on..........

Hi everyone

I think I need advice!!

Yesterday (Sunday) I was permitted to masturbate (under direction of course and "in time" with my wife's favourite form of control, the Cock Hero videos). But shock horror (well, to my wife's and her bf's shock and horror)....I managed to refrain from cumming and lasted for the entire 40 minute video!!!!

Those who have been following my posts will recall that my reward for managing not to cum before the end of one of these videos is to be granted penetrative sex with my wife. Yes, I would once again (after some years) be permitted to push my tiny clit inside her warm, wet pussy, feel her vagina grip around me (in my dreams...she's probably so stretched by now that my tiny thing won't feel anything).

True to their word (although you should have seen the look of her face) they informed me that I would be permitted to have sex this coming weekend.

So why do I need advice from members of this brilliant community of like-minded souls?

My wife offered me a choice. She clearly wasn't totally thrilled about having to let me have my way with her so she said that if I wanted they (her and her bf) would allow me 21 days of freedom. Freedom to be allowed to masturbate as often as wished, in private, watching or reading whatever I wanted. They would not lock me up or watch and control or direct me for a whole 21 days.

You can see my dilemma. Do I opt for the one-off experience of entering my wife, for the first time in a long, long time, and experience the feel of a soft, warm pussy around my cocklet again or do I opt for a whole 3 weeks of freedom and the chance to have unlimited, un-controlled orgasms?

Help?

Hmmm indeed something of a dilemma. I would at first idea take my wifes pussy. After all it has been so long, and to stand the chance of getting to feel that again has to be worth it.
But, you have managed this once, so if you are starting to develop abit of control then do you think you may be able to last that long again? If so then maybe take the 3 weeks freedom and hope that next time you can last again.
There would of course be the added bonus that you will be able to show off to your sister at how much control you have and brag that you finally got into your own wifes pussy!...lol

...and thanks for keeping us updated, love your story

My advice would be to fuck your wife. You're well acquainted with chastity, and probably used to it. Plus, if you went 40 minutes, who's to say you can't do it again? They will probably up the time, tho. Use some of the staying power that you showed with cock hero on your wife. Even tho she won't feel much, make it about you for once and give her a good 40 minute fuck. You earned your reward. Take it.

By the way, I enjoy your story.

Thanks for everyone's responses. To have the thoughts of others from this wonderful community is really appreciated, particularly as regards my current "problem".

Rover68uk - I'm not convinced that I am starting to develop some control. I cannot fathom why on this last occasion I managed to hold back from spurting for the entire length of the video my wife and her bf had selected. Every other time I have been stood before them stroking in time to the beat whilst watching extremely beautiful and sexy women on the screen I have been lucky to last 20 minutes (my previous "record"). Maybe the stroke pattern was easier? What I think I can guarantee for sure is that the video which was chosen for me last weekend will never be selected again! I think I can expect (a) a harder video (and believe me, if you know the series there are some impossible ones) plus (b) a longer time without being allowed to cum so that when I do get the chance to masturbate I will be all the more frustrated and desperate for release. On this basis, I suppose this might be my only chance to actually get between my wife's spread legs and push myself inside her open pussy.

Lilmikey - Thanks for your clear advice. I have to say that to fuck my wife after all this time of not being allowed to is a very tempting option/reward. However, whether I would be able to last 40 minutes with her is hard to say. I am guessing that as soon as I enter her and start fucking, the wonderful sensation of being inside her is likely to get my cum squirting sooner rather than later. If I only last, say, 5 minutes before my cum dribbles out of my clit will I then instantly regret not having chosen the 21 days of freedom? Will it all be over so quickly that I wouldn't really enjoy it?

Married Dom - It's interesting that you changed your mind. You may have changed because you mis-interpreted how I feel about only being able to masturbate under supervision and in a "controlled" manner, by which I mean my stroking (the pace and frequency of each stroke) is controlled by the Cock Hero video. It is so frustrating not to be able to stroke at your own pace. It is so embarrassing having them watch as I "play the game", getting close then the beat-meter stops leaving my tiny clit bobbing around in the air (oh, how they laugh when they see this) or, as often happens, stroking to a fast section but not cumming and then having to stop for a break during which my cum dribbles out in a perfect ruined, hands-off orgasm. this is why the 21 days of "freedom" is so attractive as an option. Whilst I would love to feel my wife's pussy wrapped around my clit once again surely it would be so much better just to be able to wank in private, at my own pace, as often as I like for 3 whole weeks? I note that whilst you had second thoughts you came back to your original advice of opting for the 21 days albeit with a view to trying something new.

Thanks once again for all your advice and comments. I have until the end of this week to decide.

Actually, you have no dilemma at all!

First, you won a prize that you are unable to fulfill.

Second, you really don't want the pleasures that 21 days of sexual freedom would demand from you.

Simply talk to your wife. Confess that you do not feel manly enough to sex her. Tell her that you are very happy to be her bitch, but ask her to please not make you try to be a man in her bed! Chastity is your lust and desires! Let her understand that you only need and want total sexual denial from her. Thoughts of satisfying any pussy are too scary for you.

Controlled and directed masturbation no longer works for you. It is time to ask your wife for permanent sexual denial from her and complete sex abstinence for yourself. All she needs to do is firmly put her foot down and stop this problem once and for all! Her resolute seriousness about curbing your sex is the only real solution!

See what she thinks!
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Wow...thank you I_A_S_P for your thought provoking comments.

You are right, of course, the thought of being permitted to have penetrative sex with my wife is very scary. I doubt that it would be in any way pleasurable for her. Worse than that, she would probably hate having to open her legs for me. And whilst I have fantasised about slipping my clit into her warm, wet pussy I am sure that the reality would be a cold, dry, unresponsive pussy.

Do you really think that I wouldn't enjoy a period of freedom? Three weeks without my cock cage? Three weeks of being able to stroke my tiny cocklet whenever I wanted to, to stimulate and tease my clit over and over again? My instinct is to disagree but.........

Your final comment is scary! I admit that I have often thought about what it would be like to be permanently in chastity, forbidden to ever masturbate or cum my pathetic dribble ever again. I am "lucky" that I am allowed occasional release, albeit this is only allowed so that my wife, her bf and others can be entertained and so this is for thei pleasure above mine, but the thought of giving this up forever......wow, very scary.

Hi all

I've made my decision... I have decided to claim my reward of having sex with my wife. She's not happy but has accepted the agreement. It will happen tomorrow (which is a public holiday here in UK). I'm both scared and excited. I just hope I can perform.

Excellent!!

Hi all

To recap, having amazingly managed to outlast a Cock Hero video (that is, I lasted to the end of the 40 or so minutes without cumming) I was able "claim my reward" which was, much to her disgust, a "once in a lifetime" (!) opportunity to have penetrative sex with her. As she wasn't too pleased about this (neither she nor her bf had expected me to last a whole video without dribbling my cum) she offered me an alternative; 21 days unlocked and able to masturbate and cum as many times as I wished. After seeking advice from members of this forum I eventually opted to have sex with my wife, for the first time in at least 4 years. The big event happened a couple of days ago.

It was a Public Holiday in UK last Monday and I was told by my wife that I could have my "reward" at 4 'o clock in the afternoon of that day. Her bf would be joining her and afterwards they would be going out to meet friends for a ***** and a meal.

At about ten minutes before 4pm, my wife came in from the patio (where she had been having a ***** with her bf) and told me to stop what I was doing (ironing) and come to her bedroom at 4pm on the dot. She then started to leave the room.

"Miss" i squeaked.

"Yes, what is it?"

"I still have my cage on, will you release me please?"

My wife just smiled and said "Tony will release you" and turned and went upstairs to her bedroom.

Her bf walked in. "Well, little clit-dick" he said " are you ready for this, your big reward?" he laughed. I felt my face burn and looked down to the floor, unable to look him in the eye as he stood there in just his shorts, his tanned, muscular body putting my own completely to shame. "Let's get you ready for the big moment, strip!".

I pulled off my T-shirt, lowered my jeans, stepped out of them and folded both up and put them to one side. Off came my socks and finally my white, cotton panties until I stood before him, white and flabby and my tiny cocklet locked away in its pink cage.

He reached into his pocket and pulled out the key to the padlock, moved closer and roughly grabbed my ball sack pulling upwards. In went the key and he released me. A quick slap and a shake and there I was, totally exposed my semi-hard 3 inches flopping around.

He looked at his watch. "Off you go then" he said and I turned to walk up the stairs.

When I reached my wife's bedroom, the door was shut and so I breathed in deeply and knocked. I heard her should "come" and so I opened the door and let myself in. "Leave the door open" she said.

Her bedroom was in semi-darkness. She had drawn the curtains. However, I could see her shape on the bed, lying on top of the duvet. "Come her clit-dick" she said. I moved to the foot of the bed and saw my wife laid out on her back, head raised by the pillows. She was wearing a blouse (which was fully buttoned up) and a pair of full-back cotton panties, pale pink. "Here, catch" and she threw something at me which I instinctively caught. "Put it on". I looked at the square, silver foil packet; a condom. "But..." ... "But nothing little boy. There is no way on earth I am having your tiny thing up me without protection" ... "But you made me have a vasectomy to ensure that my sissy genes were never passed on, so ...."..."So nothing. Only real men get to pump their sperm inside me. I certainly don't want your pathetic dribble. Get that rubber on". I tore open the packet, took out the rubber and rolled it onto my clitty.

"Now catch this" and she threw me something else. I looked and saw that she had thrown a blindfold. "But...." I began but was cut short "No buts...if I'm having to do this then there's no way you're going to see me" she said. I put the blindfold on. By now my tiny clit was already hard, straining and bobbing its full rubber-encased 4 inches.

I heard my wife shuffle around on the bed.

"Right, climb on the bed and let's get this over with".

I got onto the bed at the end and slowly moved forward until I felt my wife, firstly her legs and then I judged when I was over her. I felt my tiny cocklet drip and ooze pre-cum. I then felt my wife's hand reach down between our bodies and I sensed her pulling the crotch of her granny panties to one side. Her other hand suddenly grasped my clit and she pulled down, directing the exposed head of my cocklet towards her pussy until I suddenly felt contact. It felt slippery...wow, my wife was juicing up for me! My illusion of having turned her on was abruptly shattered, "I've used plenty of lube on my pussy, I don't want a painful dry-humping. Right, off you go" at which point she put her hands on my bum cheeks and pulled down causing my clitty to slip inside her pussy.

This was it, I thought, after all this time I am inside her. I lay still savouring the warmth all around my cocklet. It had been so long since I had experienced this. I felt myself twitching, oh how I had missed the feeling of a woman's pussy on my hard, throbbing clit.

My wife laughed beneath me "Well, are you in yet? Come on, we haven't got all day".

I felt myself blush. I started to push myself in and out. Slowly, savouring each stroke. My balls were already tingling with that all so familiar feeling which precedes my orgasm. I tried to shut out any thoughts of what was happening, to prevent me embarrassing myself and cumming within a couple of strokes. I sunk in and stopped, to recover.

"OMG" she laughed "Did you nearly cum?"

I said nothing. How could I admit to that?

"Right, enough messing about. Either start fucking me properly or the deal is off".

And so I started pumping in and out again. My wife certainly didn't feel as tight as I remembered. I was slipping in and out easily and with barely any friction, but what little pressure there was from the walls of her pussy was enough. I felt my balls tighten, my prostate tingle and I knew that I wasn't going to last much longer. I suddenly felt my wife's hands grab my backside and squeeze my cheeks, pulling me inside her deeper (I say "deeper", I suppose that's all relative) and with that intimate contact I lost it and felt my balls tighten even more and I felt my cocklet twitch as I dribbled my cum into the reservoir of the condom. Once, twice and then a final weak pulse as I "shot ropes of cum" (oh yeah, I wish) into the condom inside my wife.

I collapsed on top of her.

After about a minute she slapped my bum cheeks (really hard) and told me to roll off of her, pushing me off as she wriggled out from under me.

She stood up by the side of her bed, not with the look of a well satisfied woman but looking as though nothing had happened, blouse still buttoned, her sex-less full-back cotton granny panties straightened and back in place, arms folded and said "Well little one, that's a record... it's only been 5 minutes since you walked through my door" with which she laughed and told me to get out as she wanted to have a shower and get ready to go out.

I rolled off her bed, my legs weak and trembling as I stood up, my clit dick shrivelling. The final humil iation was when the condom slid off my cocklet as it shrunk to nothing. I bent to pick it up, observing the thin, watery liquid inside the end of the rubber. My wife sniggered again, pointed to the door and so I left.

And so, one and all, that is the story of my short-lived reward. Perhaps I should have gone for the 21 days of freedom after all. I cleaned myself up. My wife's bf came to lock me back up. They then went out not returning until close on midnight when I heard them shouting and screaming as they fucked themselves to *****.