I need help to understanding a word

Hi everybody. I'm learning a lot from all of you. I'm trying to change the last part of my life through a change of attitude in my relationship with my wife, trying her to accept my ********** and understand my desire to be a cuckold sissy at her service. To do this, I translate many of your contributions.

But my English (I live in Barcelona, Catalonia) is not very fluid.

The helps that I ask is:
Can you tell me, in an easy vocabulary, the meaning of the word "permister"?
I have not been able to find its meaning in any dictionary online.

Thank you all!

This I'm afraid, is the result of some bizarre censorship that takes place here. This will be relatively difficult to explain without actually using the word involved, and it being censored again. Often names of f@mily members are removed, in this case the system has removed the second half of this word 'permister' because it is the same as the male offspring. The first half of the word is still there - 'per' - but the second half, all three letters of it has been replaced by 'mister'. It should be similar and sounding very similar to the word 'sun' i.e. persun or if you prefer, p e r s o n. Hope this makes sense!

I think your English is a whole lot better than my Spanish!

Well put, Kenny. This censorship thing is very weird. I wish the powers that be would explain their
r e a s o n i n g behind it. It's why we lost a good many authors here.

Thank you lilmikey, I agree, it's weird!

Everybody is probably being a tad pedantic here. I'm figuring that it is their football, their yard and their rules. People are enjoying their kinks and having a good time on this site. I'll honor the wishes of the site owners. Changing one letter or creating an extra space in a word respects the site owners wishes. I consider myself a fool to question or dishonor their reasonable policy of refusing certain words that they deem offensive. No reason for me to become a total m0therfucker over something that I don't really give a flying sh1t about!
..............PSEUDO PERSON...YMMV!

I understand the situation. Thank you all. I said that the word was censored by * was: s u b m i s s i o n. I do not think that could be offensive to anyone, but I will not go into dialogue that I can not keep with enough certainty. Again, thank you!