Acceptance, Rubbing It In

My ex girlfriend is truly beautiful, has an amazing body, and loves to flirt all the time. She was dominant, but she wanted a hot, dominant stud in her life, instead of my wimpy ass and small penis. She called me a bitch often (it was true) bossed me around, and loved when other guys noticed her. She always told me about that.

I wasn't comfortable accepting my place as a cuckold bitch when we were together, but now I am. She is with a dominant alpha male, she looks great, and has a great life. I am alone and overworked and gained a lot of weight. When she sees me - as I know she will, it's not a huge town - I know for a fact she'll get a kick out of it and really rub it in.

I see now that I deserve that. Any tips on how to accept it? The thought of her rubbing my nose in it all is scary, but there's some comfort in knowing it's my place. I need to get used to it after all. How do I act when I do see her? Can I reach out to her on my own?

The thought of her being with someone who actually pleases her in bed is both agonizing and comforting, and I know I deserve to have that thrown in my face. It is a cuckold's place.

Yes, you should accept it totally. Making peace with your true nature will comfort you and, after your initial embarrassment and shame, it will begin to feel right. It is the emotional equivalent of bending over and spreading your ass cheeks to her and her real man friend. Be ashamed and wallow in those emotions until they begin to feel good.Fully accept your new position. It IS what you deserve.
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I wouldn't take it for granted she even thinks about you at all. For a fact, she doesn't. Don't kid yourself.
You have to concentrate on your future, getting back in shape is part of that, dump some of the workstress = finding yourself and eventually find a woman who you can hide your true self from in the beginning. Than after a while you show your submissive cuckold side and the process of beeing dumped etc. can start all over again.

Yes I suppose you are both right. I am working on accepting my cuckold status and knowing that sting of jealousy comes with it. As I said, I know she deserves to be satisfied by her new man in a way I could never provide, even as it makes me incredibly jealous. I always had trouble satisfying her in bed, and she joked about it very often. She taught me a valuable lesson - as a submissive, I should be thankful for what I have.

And I do think you're probably right in saying she doesn't even think of me anymore. That's an important point to make. It's a tough pill to swallow, but it's absolutely what I deserve, I think. It's just a new feeling. I tried hard to hate her, but then realized how superior she was to me, and how much I deserve all of this. It was a weight off my shoulders honestly.

And I also agree with you TinyCockWimp that it is what I deserve, and it is the emotional equivalent of bending over and spreading my ass cheeks for her and her real man friend. I finally know that's my station in life. I just want to know how to go about it...what to do.