Never thought THIS would happen!?

So....where do i begin?...hmm ok well my highschool sweetheart cheated on me back when we were seniors in the summer after we graduated...we were engaged and obviously things didnt work out...BUT when it happened i knew i was "different" from others cause the idea of her with another guy had turned me on....So when i met the girl that later became my wife and who i am married to NOW and the idea and subject got brought up I JUMPED on it!...My wife and i had enjoyed this lifestyle for a little over 4 years. But after our second young was born my wife had ALL but completely lost her labido...what i DIDNT see coming is what happened YESTERDAY...we have been in touch with my ex fiancee over the years and at one time my wife and i had a threeway with her. (this being my highschool sweetheart)...YESTERDAY Lindsay came over while my wife was at work and had something to tell me...she had told me that her husband and her were on the outs and it was because he had basically been "powering" her to have sex with other men....not PHYSICALLY powering but i guess he has been doing his best to make it the EMPHASIS on their marriage...she explained that she had been with this guy on several occaisions and that it was GREAT sex....well one thing led to another and lindsay and i ended up in bed for the majority of the day!!...i COULDNT believe it....I used to LOVE watching my wife with other men...but i NEVER could have imagined turnin the tables and being the "other guy"....it was INTOXICATING...i was again with my first LOVE and must admit...it was the greatest sex....EVER!!!...sure im NOT the biggest in the "dick dept." but im definetly NOT the smallest EITHER!! LOL i guess im saying that yesterday awoke ANOTHER side of me i didnt know was there...and IM LOVING IT!!!...IM THE BULL NOW!!...has ANYONE else had this similar thing happen?? if so, how did it turn out? how did the story happen for you? Ill do my best to keep you ALL posted and will try to get pics as well...i can ASSURE you lindsay is and WILL be one of the BEST LOOKING girls on here if your lucky enough to see her pics....she was a gymnast that at one time was olympic bound....shes had a few kids now but still has the BODY to DIE FOR!!!!

I am also someone who straddles the line between bull and cuck. Basically, I just want us ALL to have a good time. In my early 20's, as a single guy, I fucked a lot of wives and saw that it was a very good thing - not just for my ego and sexual gratification, but for those love starved wives. These days I want to be more of a cuck, but always find myself pushed toward the bull role. I have a dominant alpha male permisterality, and usually girls do not want to fuck other guys after i fuck them. I'd say just enjoy it as it comes.

I agree....and there is a reamister that all the women in my life it seems like that at one point or another they always seem to come back around to "have another turn"...i as well have a VERY alpha permisterality and i dont think its was about the "offense' for me being the cuckold as much as it was enjoying my wife having another dick! to see it from the outside...something thats yours...seeing how she reacted to advances...i guess to best describe it, how many times have we said to ourselves concerning someone "i wish i had been a mouse or a fly in the room" when "that" went down?....its like BEING that mouse at that moment...being an observer...I know for a FACT that its not because of size that i became a cuck....it merely had to do with the RUSH that seeing my wife with other men provided....the smells, tastes, the looks...etc..basically just RAW EROTICISM...in the HIGHEST factor....and now i am REALLY enjoying giving that to my ex...its another RUSH!! and this one doesnt look like its gonna cease anytime soon! ;)

Sounds like you've started another new chapter in your life that could be full of fun and excitement! Just be careful not to hurt the ones you love along the way.
Cuck who loves a creampie.

Thank you cuckold4one....I know this is a dangerous line to ride! Emotions getting involved again are ALWAYS in the back of my mind! And I won't put my family in jeprody over this ;) my kids are TOO important to me for that!