amazing the this lifestyle mental hold

I am 45 yrs of age ..

And a cuckold.

yeah i know there a lot of us here...

But the thing i cannot get over this lifestyle or sexual choice is the addictive and strong mental desire it has created in me.

I realise now when I look back on my life I have never had a serious girlfriend and relationship where I was not a cuckold...

I did not know about this term to about 10 yrs ago.

It has cost me two marriages...as I was cuckolded in both at my request...

I even now am looking for a new female partner all I want is cuckoldress. I never stop thinking about my two exs and who they left me for.

I find I am attracted to Trans girls especially with smooth small cocks

I have done it all cream pies, waxing of my cock and arse, chasitity, size reduction of my penis {you can do this}..... I have fem my appearance

But I so cannot get over the desires this creates in me....I was not like this when I was young...

Is anyone else like this....God knows where I will end up.....

I cannot survive a day without wanking to cuckold photos stories or my memories...

Yes, know exactly what you feel like. I have been a cuckold in my former and current marriage. I am practically pleading with my wife to fall in love with other men. I can't live without this. It's extremely powerful.

Sorry pal....this has nothing to do with cuckolding....

yoou are just a pervert....which may be good for you...but has nothing to with being in a relationship with a woman that cheat on you...with husbands consent....or not....

You are not a cuckold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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A cuck to my GF - A bull to all other women