dyinghorizon:
Lay off the haves.
Indeed ur right, not a good mix when wifey is away, I realise that now. Monday morning now and finally feeling back to normal, wifey came home late Sat and I had the place clean, I picked roses from the garden 1 for her pillow and 2 for a vase, lit candles got her a glass of wine ready and put on clothes that I know she loves on me, so I had the whole thing lovely for her arrival, she was suitably impressed.
We've gotten thru the bulk of what happened, bits and bobs will always be said, wow what a week, incredible, kinda like been thrown in the deepend with concrete shoes but I got thru it and now between us all I am fully accepted now, I just know the way she is now she's gonna keep me on my tows as she will ramp up to next level next time lol, we have a week or so together now, she can't go up due to time of month etc
I will as promised write highlights (full story is a book!) asap
Thank u all for ur patience