Am I a Cuckold? Inputs and feedbacl wanted....

hi, we are married 7 years , am 37 and my wife's 31 yrs. My wife was always hot looking and had a lot of guys after her, and especially i other guy who she even dated on the sly after hooking up with me. Thats when i started thinking about cuckoldry and being turned on by the thought.

Though she always denied wanting to be with other men initially, since the past one year, she's opened up a lot. She always used to and still does wear slutty clothes when out clubbing and enjoys going to clothing optional/nude beaches for exhibiting.

We started with calling for a masseur for her which she enjoyed tremendously. The first session was like a full body massage, which i enjoyed watching but was not sexual in nature. After that , the next ones, she really opened up and the masseur gave her a nude full massage , even got nude and gave her a body rub and used his mouth to give oral for a while, which she stopped. I enjoyed the whole session and look fwd to our next experience going further than this. Though we've discussed a lot about this before and we're both cool about things going fwd with everything , except no intercourse with another partner as of now.

Any other people having similar thoughts or with more experience, any kinda inputs would help. Also reading about our actual expereinces, can you tell us if technically I am a cuck?