Am I turning into a cuckold?

This posting is more like a plea for help and advice than it is a posting of my wife actually cuckolding me. It has happened yet (that I know of) but I have a feeling it is going to happen soon.
First a little background about us. We have been married about 10 years and have a couple of kids. She is really gorgeous woman with a knockout figure that she keeps that way by working out regularly. I have always considered myself rather "macho" - good looking, nice muscular body and good in bed with a nice size penis. I have a good job and consequently can afford a nice home in a well to do neighborhood with a nice big swimming pool in the back. And there is where the "problems" started to originate for me. About a month or so ago, the company that cleans our pool, started sending these two young kids (not much older than my kids) and even I have to admit that they are both very good looking with terrific tanned smooth bodies that they like to show off by wearing these really skimpy (and tight) swimming trunks while they clean the pool. So, there is no way of not noticing that both of them are well endowed. When they first started coming over, I noticed that my so called sweet innocent and faithful wife of over 10 years was really giving them a good looking over, to the point where it was not only embarassing to me, but to them as well. But, i didn't say anything. As the weeks went by, she started to become more and more friendly with them and when she knew they were coming over to clean our pool, she somehow was always free that day and she would put on her sexiest bikini and picked that day to tan herself in full view of the boys.
Anyway, I will continue with my story in the following days seeing that I already have written way too much. When I finish telling my entire story, I hope to hear from some of you out there with any suggestions and advice as to my predicament which will become apparent as I continue my story

To arthurarthur,
Thanks for your response and very thoughtful and articulate suggestions. However, I don't think I'm quite ready to let her explore her so called sexuality with anybody except me. As for her shameless slutty behavior at the pool, prancing around those young hot boys in a bikini that didn't leave much to the imagination, we had a big fight later on that night and she said that she didn't think she was doing anything wrong, but that if I felt that way about it, she won't do it anymore. And that's the way it has been for several weeks until one day when I came home unexpectedly and came in the backway where nobody could see me, I was really shocked what I found. Through the picture windows in the living room, where nobody could see me, I saw her in the pools with those two young boys. They all were really close to one another but I couldn't see what was actually going on because their entire bodies were underwater. But, from the looks of it, it looked like they were "rubbing up" against her and she was doing absolutely nothing to discourage them or even move away from them. I was really furious and I was about to rush outside and chase those boys away and drag her sorry ass from there and I should have, but I didn't. And that is the part that is worrying me now. Instead I stood there hiding by the window and kept on watching this erotic, sensual spectacle unfolding before my unbelieving eyes. And to add further shame to my weakness as a man, I even started getting an erection and started playing with myself. If anybody out there is interested in all the slutty grimy details of all this, just let me know and I will divulge them. But what went on in that pool that day is not what bothers me the most - it's the fact that I, not only allowed that shameless behavior to happen right in front of me, but actually became aroused watching it unfold. That's when I started looking up the word "cuckold" in the internet and that's how I came upon this site.
Looking forward to more advice and help from experienced, knowledgable guys that have been there -done that

i think she fucks both of them all the time and that she prefers their thick cocks over yours and she likes the way it feels when they come in your wifes pussy. in fact the last time you kissed your wifes pussy you were eating their come . you lucky bastard

It's completely natural.

Studies have shown that as white girls mature their sex drive increases dramatically and they develop an insatiable need for high testosterone semen on a regular basis. Sex becomes required to be happy and satisfied.

On the other hand, as white guys get older, their testosterone declines dramatically. Side effects include fits of jealousy and other girlish emotional outbursts.

If you married another girl, she'd do it too so you're better off saving your money and learning to like it.

You should fantasize about it and masturbate over and over until you're ready to confess to your wife how exciting it is!

Honesty will always prevail. Try that!

Tell her what you saw. And do not forget to tell her that you got aroused and had to play with yourself. Than say you have a problem...that it turns you on, but at the same time...that you don't want her to go further...BUT

That you find it sexy that she plays/rubbing the guys, even if it makes you jealous...see how she handle that...maybe she is willing to share it all with you....to make it a game for both of your...since she already is open to play (with them)...and maybe have some bad consiouns about it all going behind you back....mabe she would like the idea?
A cuck to my GF - A bull to all other women

It's ok for blk men to service your wht wifes us blk men love hot sweet wht pussy
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So what happened next?