My wife is a tall, attractive busty 38DD woman with a larger-than-average pussy and I am a thin 4" to 4.5" at my fullest erection. I am also several inches shorter than her and she towers over me in high heels.
As one can imagine, I cannot sexually satisfy my wife at all with traditional lovemaking. I have great difficulty penetrating her and staying inside her doggie style, which is a position she likes The thought of her taking an enormous cock from a taller, dominant, and more masculine man drives me wild with excitement. I have fantasized intensely about it. I have talked about it with my wife, too, but it has never gone beyond a few permisteral ads(with my prodding) and some fantasizing between us........but when it comes down to it, she never goes for it. One of the problems is she is basically shy being open about these matters. She is very much the "lady" at times, and conservative in her approach to it. She also loves me, despite my sexual shortcomings, and I certainly love her.
Several years ago, a 6'7" tall 43 year old good looking giant with 9.5 inches of thick, man-sized cock from Las Vegas contacted us and sent several pics of himself, one at full erection, after I had placed a permisteral ad. He stated that when he met my wife in the hotel room, he would reach right down, cup her big tits, and fondle and play with them in his massive hands, while talking dirty to both of us. He then promised he would go on to undress her, seduce her, lift her up, carry her to the bed, and eventually fuck her to gushing orgasms with his huge cock right in front of me. He stated he would have her hooked on his big cock and craving multiple meetings during the course of the 4-day weekend, and that I would be shocked by some of the slutty things she would say and do for it.
When my wife first saw his size and pics, she seemed mesmerized and in a state of excited amazement. In fact she immediately exclaimed,"Oh, he delightfully amazes me! I'm just amazed!" It turned me on no end to watch her reaction and hear her say this, but she then later told me she was somewhat irked and turned off by what she considered to be his rude remarks and overly aggressive suggestions, even though she admitted the thought of some it was sort of appealing to her. Frankly, I was amazed by how much his remarks had excited me. I became instantly erect and practically ejaculated in my pants when first reading it and imagining it. We were going to be in Vegas the next weekend, but she thought he came on too strong and ultimately decided against meeting him, despite further communications and my pleadings. Darn it! That would have been an intensely exciting scene for me to view in our hotel room---I very much doubt I would have been able to contain myself once he brazenly started fondling and playing with my wife's big tits in front of me. I really think this amazing man was undoubtedly quite capable of taking charge and giving my wife wonderful sex, stimulating her to multiple orgasms. I was so frustrated.
The good news is she's warmed up much more to the idea of having sex with another man in recent years, but in the very beginning, she was downright angered by the mere mention and idea of me watching it. However, more talk and exploration of some sites on the Internet has peaked her curiosity and, much to my excitement, she continues to be "amazed" by huge cocks(me, too) and by men who say they like to assist cuckold couples. We read on one of the cuckold sites about a well-endowed man who had written that he liked to help cuckold couples (especially when the husband was at a sexual and physical handicap to sexually please the wife) and assist them with their desires and fantasies that they never could attain on their own........and that very much seemed to fit our situation. He went on to explain that if they allowed themselves, cuckold couples and cuckold men could have a more profound and and enjoyable sex life than that of an average married couple and man, despite the physical handicap of the little man involved. He said it came from being open to fantasy and role playing, which most people don't experience. I remember he went on to say that cuckolded men have to be involved in role playing and acting out of fantasies to even have a chance of obtaining sexual fulfillment.
My wife was very taken and impressed by his entire philosophy about it. He was very articulate about the dynamics of cuckoldry, and his mature outlook on it stimulated both my wife and me. I honestly think if she had previously read what this man had to say, she may very well have consented to meet the well hung 6'7" man in Las Vegas that one time. I have since brought her and gifted her with several very large dildoes and vibrators and several sexual aids. She has enjoyed them and been able to have strong orgasms with them while playing out some fantasies for me and with me. Wearing a penile extension device has also helped a little, but it doesn't do much for me and it certainly is not the real thing for her.
I continue to be frustrated and would like advice from others more experienced than me and also guys who are in a similar situation. I would very much like to have a lucid, sane dialogue with other cuckold want-to-be men, also men with actual cuckold experience, cuckoldresses, and definitely experienced bulls. My e-mail is
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