Potential first step for this wannabe

For the past several years, once in a while my wife will roleplay with me about other guys. And sometimes has asked afterwards if I'd really want that, which I always have chickened out and told her no.

This past week, she was giving me a handjob and I pushed it and wanted her to talk not just about other guys, but actual guys she had been with in college. She only hesitated a bit and then seeing that I went further and wanted her to compare sizes, length, etc. She still said I was the biggest, as she always had, but did tell me that Nate was the longest and then showed in comparimister to mine, by putting her hand nearly an inch further than my own. This really set me off, and I even had to jerk off twice more during the day.

That night she admitted to having second thoughts about what had happened, and we had a long talk, where she wanted to get out all the questions I had been bottling up. I asked, and she said she really couldn't remember some things, and couldn't say for certain if I was the biggest, but pretty sure on Nate's length, and another guy's balls being much bigger, and wasn't sure on who came the most. She asked why it turned me on so much, and I told her that I figured she'd never really be with another man, so hearing about guys she really had been with was as close as I figured I'd get.

She then asked, would you really want me to be with someone else. And I finally told her that I would, given her and my safety, not catching anything, not getting pregnant, and not falling for the guy were assured. She asked if I'd want to watch, and I said I would love to hear about it, but definitely would prefer to witness it. She didn't say much else, but definitely didn't completely dismiss the conversation.

She asked a few more questions, about what has changed, as back then in school I was a bit jealous when she would mention those guys. And she pretty much answered it herself, that since we're married, I have her, and am not worried about having her, which sums it up quite nicely.

I know I won't push it too much, but who knows what may actually become of this now.

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I am a cuckold wannabe too. my wife has gradually gotten more and more use to the idea. at first she was dead set agaisnt it. then she started to really enjoy role play and having orgasms while pretending some other guy is fucking her. today she she has advanced to where she will see some guy on TV or in eal life and say "i'd fuck that guy". but i have always been positive and never hesitated when she seemd to be questioning my desire to have her fuck other guys.

i hope you succeed with your wife and you both are very happy.

Thank you. I know not as good/exciting as some of the stuff in here. But this was a huge step for us I think. This got me so worked up, I already went out and bought her a new vibe, which is quite thick and probably 8". She really enjoyed that the other night. Asked what she'd do if she met a guy that big, and she said she would say "wow" and when he entered her "ouch", even though she took it pretty well without much initial discomfort. That would definitely be hot, the guy would have to know he was alot bigger than she was used to, and then hearing her say something as little as "ouch" would further enpower that.

Well it's going slow, but the Mrs was checking out Craigslist ads the other night. She said she was disappointed as they were quite tame. Found out she was looking under males searching females instead of casual encounters, hopefully that search will be coming soon.

Have her check out Ashley Madimister...and also Adult Friend Finders

on craigslist - have her search under men for men and women (m/mw). i see a lot of ads posted by bulls looking for a cuckold couple. some of them have experience and some are first timers. either would be fun to watch your wife fuck.