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Thanks. We just sat and talked about her and her BF getting together. She is home from work so she wants him to come to the house when the kids are at school and I am at work. I told her that she needs to fuck him in our bed. She didnkt disagree.

This is copy of a text my wife sent me. I'm not going to provide the entire text but its great just the same.

"Thank god I can have sex in the office Nannie Nannie boo boo I can bend over ur chiefs desk!!!!"

I responder back by saying, "I bet you won't."

She cracks me up.

Wife on the phone with her BF (mail man)right now.

Do tell. We are all in anticipation.

Well that are having lunch today. In fact they are eating lunch at this very moment. They can't play because he has his holiday helper with him. She didnkt wear her rings to lunch for the benefit of the mail man. She doesn't want the helper to think he is fucking a married women. I told he I didnkt care. She was wondering if he would kiss her in front of him and wondered how he would introduce her.

She is mad as hell at the chief because last night they were going to get together. He stopped texting her and never answered her text. Later in the evening her responded with one word. "unavailable"

So I guess she went for the mail man. She even called herself a slut today. I think its the first time I have ever heard her say that about herself.

Her saying is, "be a lady in the board room, whore in the bed room."

I told her more whore in the bed room please. She told me to shut the hell up.

I love my wife

Well not much going on. She has been feeling a little under the weather for the last week or so. We were talking about her "play" with her BF's and she told me, "I'll fuck anyone, I am just afraid of diseases. That's why I feel comfortable with chief and mail man." (Not the names she used of course.) Right now she is a a youngrens Christmas party with chief. She told me its had to see after not being together for a long time. She said she just want to start kissing him right in front of everyone.

Got a text from my wife. She is on her way to her boyfriends (Mail man) house. She told me that she will be home very late or early in the morning. She just text me and said she must look good because she stopped in the liqueur store and two different guys hit on her.

Well now I have to sit here with my hard on dreaming about her getting fucked by her boyfriend.

God I love my wife.

She is on her way home. She didn't stay the night. She said she was going to take a nap then leave. Oh well.

Well it looks like this is going to be the end of this chapter of our cuckolding lifestyle. My wife had a very bad time when she was with the mailman last week. He was treating her like cuckolds brownie. They argued and basicly he just called he over to fuck her. (not the way she likes to be treated. Might be fine for others but not her). After he fucked her she was still good to go so she started to suck his cock so she can get her turn to cum. He pushed her off him and said he was done for the night. This left her frustrated and angry.

Yesterday my wife got word that the chief may be fucking around with someone else. When my wife confronted him, he got very upset. She is very concerned about catching something because they never use protection. He barebackes her all the time. They got into a fight and he called off the affair. He will no longer play with her.

She told me last night that she had met someone a few months ago and they have been texting back and forth the past week or so. They made arrangements to meet this afternoon. I had no idea or knew anything about this new guy that she had been setting up. BUT it looks like the new guy got cold feet and as of last Thursday he stopped all communication with her.

Now she is feeling very down and depressed. In one weekend she has been rejected by three diffrent men. She wants to take a break and let the dust settle. I told her that she is very much in charge of both of our sex lives and that I had no say in what she does (like any good cuck would say)

If things change ill post again. If anyone has any suggestions ill take them.

Woah. Sounds like some time off the "lifestyle" might do both of you some good to reevaluate where you're at and where you're going. Did it upset you that she was chatting with a third guy behind your back?

Have enjoyed your posts and I'm sorry to hear of her run of bad luck. I wish you two the best.

Ted I have no say in who she relaxs with and it didn't bother me in the least . Infact I stated to her last night that I was happy she was out looking and if the situation would ever arise again she should do it as planned. (I used to love it when she would say, "I have a confession.") It would give me instant wood.

Some good news: she told me last night that she spent 2 1/2 hours reading forums from a swingerlifestyle site (SLS). We shall see what happens.

Give her time and hope things work out for the best!
Win some...
Lose some...
Few are rained out

Update: As the dust settled from the mess a few weeks ago, she and chief started talking. She had hinted a few times about getting together. Kinda just testing the waters so to speak. Well he was not objecting straight out, but he was having a hard time finding time.

Well my wife figured out that he was working on new years eave. He gets off of work at 8:00am this morning. She had the idea that she would meet him on his way home from work, she wants to be the first permister he kisses on new years day. She has just left to meet him in a parking lot on his way home. This is a lot where they have met in the past hand have had sex. She is wearing a long sweater dress and a pair of black knee high boots. She was sitting on the edge of the bed putting her boots on and I knelled down in front of her and lifted her dress. She leaned back and allowed me to lick her and get her wet and ready for her "date". She wouldn't allow me to make her cum because she said if she did, then she wouldn't cum with him. When she sat up off the bed she noticed I had a hard on. As she sat on the bed she lifted her foot and rubbed my cock with her boot and said, "Awwwh, whats this thing? You better not touch it when I'm gone."

The funny thing is that she let me lick her pussy but not allow me to kiss her. She wants him to be the first permister she kisses on the new year also.

A side note: He has not fully agreed to meet her. She will send him a text when he leaves work telling him where she is. He tends to be a little flaky. But she feels he will meet her.

Well I will keep you posted.

Wow. That's heavy. I'm not sure I would dig it if my wife wanted to kiss someone else for new year's. Is this just another part of you relinquishing control completely.

Update:
He never showed up where he asked him to meet her. He said he was to busy. To busy to stop for 5 minutes on his way home? This infuriated her so we talked about her looking for another boyfriend. She created an Ashleymadimister account and started looking around. Well as it turns out we surfed across a profile of someone that we thought looked familiar. As luck would have it we would be attending an awards banquet in two days that my friend would be attending also.

When we were at the banquet my wife asked Billy (not his real name) if her was AM account blah,blah,blah? He looked at her in horror that someone he knew seen his account. then he said, "Wait, what were you doing on AM?" She said well discretion is key right now isn't it?

Well a to make a long story shorter, they spent most of the night talking in the corner of the banquet hall by themselves. she would come back to my table and not mention to me that they were talking. She excused herself to go to the ladies room, but she went back to talk to Billy. This time I could see they exchange phone numbers. They talked for a few minuets and they they both walked outside. She looked around the room to see if anyone noticed they leaving together. After about 15 minutes, I walked into the common area and seen them talking to other friends.

When we were driving home she never mentioned talking to Billy. I was a bit upset that she would be flirting and picking up on a friend of mine so I kind of let her have a piece of my mind on the drive home.

After some minutes of thinking I was able to relax and understand her point of view. Later that night when we were having sex I told her that I would be ok with her and Billy hooking up.

Me: I want you to know I think it would be cool if you and Billy hooked up.
Her: You want me to suck your friends cock?
Me: What ever you want is OK with me.
Her: Do you want me to suck his cock?
Me: I said what ever you want..
Her: I want to hear you say it.
Me: Yes, I want you to suck his cock.
Her: Good because I intend to any way.
Me: I know you will. I just want you to know I am OK with it.
Her: I have a confession. (i stopped in mid thrust, as I love when she says that to me) I asked Billy if I fuck him will he be OK with me (her husband) knowing about it.

At this point I just exploded in side of her. I was not thrusting or moving at all, I just exploded. It was the first time this has ever happened to me.

Well this all took place last week and the two of them have been calling and texting each other all weekend. He keeps telling her that she is making him so horny that she is giving him a hard on. She told him would be glad to help him out.

As of right now she has made plans to meet him for lunch on Wednesday. She said lunch only... The great thing about this whole thing is that he REALLY want to get together with her. He told her that he travels a lot and often spends weekend in Atlantic City and he wants her to join him on his trips. Of course she is all for it.

She has also made friends with another guy on AM who wants to meet her and take her to dinner. He said he wants to wine and dine her and take care of all her sexual needs. (we will see)

She is still very upset about her old BF and would still like to stay with him, but now she knows that she has options and there are guys out there she can play with. I know that she and Billy will be a regular thing and I couldn't be more excited. I have a raging hard on just thinking about them as I an typing this. I/we can't wait for this to develop.

Update:
He never showed up where he asked him to meet her. He said he was to busy. To busy to stop for 5 minutes on his way home? This infuriated her so we talked about her looking for another boyfriend. She created an Ashleymadimister account and started looking around. Well as it turns out we surfed across a profile of someone that we thought looked familiar. As luck would have it we would be attending an awards banquet in two days that my friend would be attending also.

When we were at the banquet my wife asked Billy (not his real name) if her was AM account blah,blah,blah? He looked at her in horror that someone he knew seen his account. then he said, "Wait, what were you doing on AM?" She said well discretion is key right now isn't it?

Well a to make a long story shorter, they spent most of the night talking in the corner of the banquet hall by themselves. she would come back to my table and not mention to me that they were talking. She excused herself to go to the ladies room, but she went back to talk to Billy. This time I could see they exchange phone numbers. They talked for a few minuets and they they both walked outside. She looked around the room to see if anyone noticed they leaving together. After about 15 minutes, I walked into the common area and seen them talking to other friends.

When we were driving home she never mentioned talking to Billy. I was a bit upset that she would be flirting and picking up on a friend of mine so I kind of let her have a piece of my mind on the drive home.

After some minutes of thinking I was able to relax and understand her point of view. Later that night when we were having sex I told her that I would be ok with her and Billy hooking up.

Me: I want you to know I think it would be cool if you and Billy hooked up.
Her: You want me to suck your friends cock?
Me: What ever you want is OK with me.
Her: Do you want me to suck his cock?
Me: I said what ever you want..
Her: I want to hear you say it.
Me: Yes, I want you to suck his cock.
Her: Good because I intend to any way.
Me: I know you will. I just want you to know I am OK with it.
Her: I have a confession. (i stopped in mid thrust, as I love when she says that to me) I asked Billy if I fuck him will he be OK with me (her husband) knowing about it.

At this point I just exploded in side of her. I was not thrusting or moving at all, I just exploded. It was the first time this has ever happened to me.

Well this all took place last week and the two of them have been calling and texting each other all weekend. He keeps telling her that she is making him so horny that she is giving him a hard on. She told him would be glad to help him out.

As of right now she has made plans to meet him for lunch on Wednesday. She said lunch only... The great thing about this whole thing is that he REALLY want to get together with her. He told her that he travels a lot and often spends weekend in Atlantic City and he wants her to join him on his trips. Of course she is all for it.

She has also made friends with another guy on AM who wants to meet her and take her to dinner. He said he wants to wine and dine her and take care of all her sexual needs. (we will see)

She is still very upset about her old BF and would still like to stay with him, but now she knows that she has options and there are guys out there she can play with. I know that she and Billy will be a regular thing and I couldn't be more excited. I have a raging hard on just thinking about them as I an typing this. I/we can't wait for this to develop.

How about a picture of your wife, dressed or undressed please

My was was sitting on the sofa when I just heard her Mobil phone chime. About 5 minutes later she sent me a text that said I am in the office talking to Billy. He sent her a text and asked her to call him. They are on the phone as I type this. He must be very horney becouse he has called her two times today. He must really want to fuck her bad. (don't worry Billy your gonna get laid)

Of course I will keep you posted.

I may post a cleavage shot only. Discretion is very important to her.

Well my wife was on the phone talking to Billy for about an hour last night as he was driving home from work. He suggested to her that they meet someplace just for some kissing. Its was a little late and we were starting to get some snow so she told him that it would be difficult for her to get out so late. Knowing my wife I think she would have fucked him in his car.

She did however arrange to meet him today for lunch someplace near his work. She also told me that he does not have a vasectomy so she will be calling the MD to get birth control. I told her that I have a feeling they will be having sex sooner than later. She said, "I know, every time I talk to him he gets a hard on and he needs to walk around bent over."

She also has a coffee date with one of the guys from "AM". She thinks this guy is hot and would love to relax with him too. The guy ownes his own business so getting away during the day will not be a problem.

She told me this morning that she is having a lot of fun with all of the attention. She said she wishes that she could make some money doing this. She has no problem selling herself for sex apparently.

WOW I love my wife!

I will keep posting as things develop.

Update: She met Billy for lunch. She was to meet him at 2:30pm, she said that they only had 35 minutes to chat before he had to get back to work. At 4:00pm she was not responding to my texts. I received a text at 4:15 telling me she was on her way home. Then I received the text I love to read, "ok, I have a confession" well as it turns out they stayed in the parking garage and made out of a few minutes. Then he started to play with her nipples, or as I like to call them, her "go buttons". She started to get VERY wet and started to rub his hard cock. Then she whispered to him to un zip his pants becouse she needed to take cake of his hard on. So being the good wife that she is, she sucked my friends cock right there in the parking garage. She said that he announced that he was ready to cum, she kept going. He said it again, she kept sucking. She swallowed his load like a good girl.

She told me that she can't wait to fuck him becouse he is a very passionate kisser and he has a nice size cock.

She also has a date this afternoon with a guy she has been talking to on Ashley. He is a very good looking guy but she said that she will not give him a blow job in the car. She said that I am turning her into a whore. I said, "I know and I love you for it.".

Good stuff! Keep posting. Sounds like AM is a godsend. +3!

Ted, AM is working out nicely. Her date this afternoon was ok too. The guy met her at the bar for takes. He spent the first 30 minutes telling her how wealthy he is. When they left the bar he asked her if she wanted to go to a motel. She politely turned him down. She told him she has "some" morals and does not fuck on the first date. She is not sure if she should give him a second shot.

Update: Wife and I went shopping for new bra and panties. She got a very sexy hot pink set. She wore them last night when they met for a quick make out session. They did not have sex but he did suck her nipples as they sat in the car.

Wife just informed me that she has a date on Thursday, well she informed me that she will be having a date every Thursday. Unfortunately they have no place to go to have sex, and she doesn't want to have sex in the back of her small car any more. I'm thinking I might stop at a motel on my way home from work and rent a room for them. When I get home I will give her the room key and tell her to have fun. He will not have much time becouse he is married and his wife will be expecting him home. But at least its clean warm and safe. Plus when he is finished fucking her I can meet her at the room and clean her up. (well that's a good plan but who knows) he told her that he is willing to tell his wife that he is going out of town for meeting and get a room for the night too. If that happens it will be a first for us. All other times she has come home after the sex. She also keeps talking about going to Atlantic City in November to spend the weekend with him in his room when he is at a convention. Its a long time away but I'm excited for her. She keeps bringing him up in conversation becouse she too is excited. This relationship is very diffrent from Chief and the mail man. ( good by and good ridden's to those two assholes.)

As I write this my wife is on a date with a guy she met on AM. They met for takes about an hour ago. I'm pretty sure she will not relax with him but who knows. She realy like another guy she has been chatting with and hopes they will hit it off when they meet.

Well her date yesterday went well. She said he is a real nice guy but is not sure if she will see him again becouse they had no "spark".

My wife will be meeting her other AM guy today for takes (weather permitting). They have been texting very heavy texts for the last few days. He is very up front and not shy about how what he wants to do with her "when" they have sex. He is a repo man and my wife asked if she can go on a job with him. He told her she can ride along any time she wants as long as he gets to play with her tits. She told him, "if you good I might even give you some road head."

This guy is exciting to her and she hopes things go well. He told her she better be showing some clevage today when they meet.

He also knows that she cuckolds me and wants to talk to her about the lifestyle. Who knows, maybe some day he will be telling me to clean up his mess he made.

In a text he sent last night he told her that he wants to bareback her and pull out before he cums. (she was telling him that she has an appointment with her GYN to get on birth control) he likes that idea a lot becouse he wants her to feel his big hard cock throbbing inside her. (his words not mine)

Well I'll keep posting as things develop.

If anyone has any questions or comments please feel free to ask.

I like how upfront this guy is with your wife. I like your wife even more for being into it!

Update: She never went on the date because of the snow storm. BUT, she just left to meet him for takes. She is very nervous. He was texting her all day yelling her he wanted to lick her pussy. He also asked her to ask me, if I wanted her to give him a blow job. I told her she should follow her pussy.

Update; She had asked me to check on her after an hour. I sent he the following text.
Me: you ok?
Her: yes
Me: he cute?
Her: why u wanna do him?
Me: do you?
Her: yes
Me: then do it
Her: ok now stop texting me.

I'll keep you updated.