Does anyone else get turned on by the act of trying to catch your wife

I get very turned on by the idea that my fiance may be cheating on me, or being sneaky behind my back. The ultimate goal in my mind is to discover a secret she is keeping, and this keeps me going. I get very high adrenaline and stay hard as a rock with this scenario. For example, we had our first 3some with another guy, and I was hardly even excited more than regular. The idea of me watching with her knowing I'm watching seems dull and boring. But if I discover a secret email account where she is talking to guys, then it's on!

Am I the only one like this

Hi. I like to think in this way too. I sometimes think that maybe my wife is fucking some guys at work. I am always hoping she will come home in wet panties or no panties or that she will call me with some excuse for being late from work. I am hoping she is fucking someone behind my back.

I kind of thought my wife was fooling around and I didn't care for the idea, but i found she wasn't so everythings cool and thats how I ended up here for the great pictures.

i didnt think my wife was cheating on me, but she only has had sex with me 13 times the last 5 months. I still trusted her but i think being on this site eventually made me paranoid. she does work late sometimes and never answers her cell phone, and she wears a mini pad everyday, but those are things she has always done as long as ive known her (10 years now), so i didnt think much of it, however the longer i was chatting on this site the more suspecious i became and also the more turned on i became, i have never thought id like this, in fact i didnt even know what cuckolding was before this site and in college my girlfriend of 5 years cheated on me and i broke up with her, but now the thought of my wife cheating turns me on. i dont know why. anyways i started collecting her suspecious looking pads from trash, even though i still didnt think she would cheat. after about a year i couldnt take it any longer, i had to know so i bought a semen detection kit online and tested the pads. i was a little ashamed of myself because the semen detection test was negative. my wife has not cheated on me or at least there was no semen in her pads. i was a little relieved, but also a little disappointed, but overall it felt good that i could trust her, then i goofed up. i somehow didnt get all the pads thrown away and she found a stash i had, so now she knows i didnt trust her. she was very upset at first, but then a day or two later she is acting like nothing happended. in fact the last few weeks shes been treating me better than usual, however we still havent had sex since dec 13, she found the pads the first week of january. im not sure what to think now or what may happen in future. attached is a pic of some of her pads i found. can you blame me for being suspecious, or am i a fool. maybe the fact i was cheated on before makes me suspecious also. i hope i havent ruined a good thing with her trust.
im worried now.
submissively,
sissyjilly
submissively
sissyjilly

Yep, that makes me hard about my wife too.

All these things are circumstantial, ask your wife and trust her, as women get older they just naturally have more of a “spot” on their panties, I do the laundry at home and this was a warning sign at first till I just asked my wife about it.

I caught my fiance fucking another guy once. Big fight. Didn't realize it
turned me on until I had cooled down. That started my interest
in cuckoldry and led to some very hot times indeed.