Sissy Sally Anne
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Hi to all,
I just thought that I would register so that I can tell you how much I have enjoyed reading all of your posts and thoughts on the cuckold topic. There are many sites around but I like to read from people who are genuinely interested in the subject, and not just looking for online thrills. Your forum is great and I will spend the new few days having a look through some of the posts.
Let me tell you about myself.
I am a 30 year old male.
I have had powerd feminisation, cuckold fantasies since I was about 12. I do not know what started them but all I remember is beginning to be turned on by stories and magazines that I found. During my teens, I would secretly dress in my lady�s and sister�s clothes, pretending to be powerd to stand in front of my family as they laughed at me. Once, my lady actually caught me wearing in my sister�s dress. I think that she thought it was just a �growing up� part of being a teenager. Secretly, in my mind, I wish she had punished me by making me dress in front of them all.
Perhaps like yourselves, I felt a little guilty and upset with my feelings. But, as I grew up, I learned that many others shared my fantasies. I remember reading my first cuckold story. It was like many other Forced Fem stories at the beginning, where a guy finds himself longing to dress in women�s clothes. This story ended up with the guy becoming his lady-in-law�s full time maid. At the end, the lady was masturbating him in front of his wife as this guy walked in. The wife told her sissy husband that she could no longer stand his pathetic sissy cock and she needed a real man. As you can imagine, the shock and the excitement of this story gave my fantasies a new feeling all together. Since then, my powerd fem dreams have always involved being a sissy maid to my wife and lover.
This was all years ago. Since then, I had a few girlfriends but I never managed to find the courage to tell them anything, until about 2 years ago when I met my wife. When I realised that I would spend the rest of my life with this woman, I told her about my desires to be a sissy maid. I wanted to get a few things out in the open before we married. Although she had no idea about the whole thing, she really wanted to make my dreams come true for me and has been able to help me with my fantasies. I now have 4 very sissy outfits for being her maid or her little sissy baby girl. We play our games 3 or 4 times each month. She enjoys teasing me, telling me that my little cock is no good for her, telling me that she needs a real man inside her while she makes herself come with the vibrator, powering me to admit that I am a sissy etc.
However, that is as far as it goes. She is now my wife and we have a loving and wonderful relationship but I do not believe that she will ever truly cuckold me. She enjoys these games that we play as a fantasy. She likes sitting above me, telling me to lick her out and get her wet for her lover but this remains only a game. I started asking her if I could pretend to get her dressed and do her make-up as if she was going out with her pretend lover. She tried but found it all too much. She said that it felt �too real� for her. Knowing her background and character, I should have realised that this might have been too much, but we still play our games and they are a lot of fun !!
Perhaps I do not have all that is in my fantasies but I have a little of both worlds. Our relationship is very active sexually and every now and then, I get to act out my sissy cuckold fantasy without my wife ever actually having sex with another man. Maybe it would be incredible, maybe I could not stand it in reality, Who knows ? but I have learned to appreciate what I have. It is rare to find a woman who enjoys the role that my wife plays for me. I am incredibly thankful for what I have.
Anyway, that is a little about my life. I cannot help but be excited about the topic and it is great to find a site about such things. I look forward to reading more, especially some of the posts from Jill. Maybe she has some tips for my wife.
So, thanks for great site and keep posting. I will try and add some comments to some of the threads when I get time.
Best of luck to you all in finding your true position.
Yours,
Sally-Anne
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