One of the things i'v come to really enjoy about being a cuck is how much jerking off has become "it" sexually for me. Unlike a lot of cuckold men i actually have a fairly large dick (8 inches). But when we have an evening with my wife's bf, nothing feels better than to get a good grip on my dick and to fuck my fist all night.
jerkin off gives me the perfect control over my orgasm, and i can make it last a long ass time. one of the issues ive always had wheni was getting laid was i came to fast, it was frustrating for me and my form ger girlfriends and my wife. When i jerkoff i can last as long as i want. another thing i enjoy is edging where i bring myself right to the edge of cumming and just keep it there.
My wife has a bf who can do all that while hes in her pussy so i know for him fuckin must feel unbelievable. Its kind of a cool mind fuck for me to know that as good as jerkin off feels i get maybe 1/10 the pleasure as he gets from sex. Basically hes has learned how to use his dick well when he fucks and the reward for him is lots of sex.
Its also a cool mind fuck for me to think about all the health benefits that regular and vigorous sex gives you, i kinda get off seein some other dude receiving that while i just stroke.
I guess what i am sayin is ive come to enjoy jerkin myself off all the time.