Almost got it hooked up

Trying to make a long story short. In highschool at 16, I had a GF that lived with her super hot mom (early mid 30's?) and her step man. Her real dad was 5 hours away in another state. There were many times I would be at the girls house when only the mom was there, and the mom would always be in lingerie, often in short skirts with no panties, many times in see throgh stuff. This was just her lifestyle. She was obviously an exhibitionist, and later I discovered the step dad and her were into swapping with some neghbors. This was all very confusing to me at 16, and the GF hated me being there with her mom alone. Obviously in hind sight, I was being seduced by the mom, but never took the bait.

Many times I'd be fucking the GF in the living room while the parentd were watching TV in another room, the step dad always like to fuck with me by yelling "I hear you guys fucking in there", it was funny. This girl fucked around on me a lot, especially if we were in a fight, which was often, so I caught her with guys a lot, she would dress pretty slutty and go out, fuck guys, and we'd make up later. I hated it at the time, and it was a terrible time for me, emotionally a dissaster. Another early GF cheated on me a lot too, nasically I was in s mall town with only a few chicks to be had, and I dated both the hottest ones, unfortunately everybody else wanted them too! One of these girls I actually had stay undressed around my house one weekend when parents were away, and my best buddy was there, she played with her tits, she insisted we fuck in front of my buddy, his GF even once was naked in front of me asking me to jump in the pool with her. I couldn't quite deal with it all at 16. so I did not take advantage of these situations well.

I noticed that later in life, situations started showing up like a GF would express interest in another guy, and it would bother me but I would somehow get off on the idea mentally. There were girls I'd date, and I would bring up them fucking my buddies while she and I had sex, she would agree to it and be very into the idea, it was amassive turn on. This happened with numberous GF's, we would discuss her being with other guys, even discuss guys that she currently had interest in, in every case, it was awesome, and made for radical sex. Unfortunately we never acted on it, and it was always a void for me, always wanting my GF's to fuck others.

Now I am 44, and have over the past 5 years or so come to the realisation that my primary turn on is to be with exhibitionist slutty type women, now I am very dominant, very alpha, and never see me being a sissy type guy, I am always in control. I met a young girl last year, and although we were not like a completely serious relationship, it was to some degree a relationship. I demand that she relax with others, and she love it. She would go online to webcam sites and get off in front ofd guys, she's meet guys online to and fucked a few. She's hook up with guys at her school, and she would ask me if it were ok to fuck them, this was a blast. I consider ths girl to be my training wheels. I am leaving out many many instances of my buddy's GF's doing things like shoing me their tiys, letting me play with ones tits, eating out one girl in front of her BF, one girl lifing up her skirt while her BF was away. In short, I have attracted to myself many exhibitionists, inmcluding my friends wives or GF's. Now I have decided that this is the only way for me. I don't want a GF that does not fuck other guys and show off her body when possible.

I met a girl 3 years ago (then 22), a hottie. I had always wanted to start doing some small parties where the chicks would wear only lingerie, and maybe there would be a show there with some of the people. I was testing the waters with this girl one day, and said " i want to do a party where the girls only wear ...." and I explained the vibe I wanted, she said she'd love to do it, that she was a full on nudest, she laid out by her pool often nude, and liked the idea. Ok, problem is, this girl rejected me completely as sexual interest or BF, claiming 19 year age difference. I recently started a new technique with her, where I excalated the sexual conversation, too detailed how I did it, but basically got it out of her that she has a secret "slut" side, and has repressed it all her life due to her parents. She was still insisting she had no interest in me, saying she is not into me like that. Now this past few weeks I hae played up on her wanting to be a whore, and even started calling her whore or slut in most conversations, like, hey slut how are you today. she is loving it. i recently said hey you need to break up with your BF so you can be fucking everybody like a good slut. she said she was in ethe process of breaking up, and i said have you got anybody in mind to fuck? she says yeah she wants to fuck a guy at her work, and she plans to soon. we openly discussed it, even her telling me about the shorts she is waering around the guy trying to give himn sneak peeks at her pussy. she has nbeen doing this tease thing all week on the guy, and it is about to go down. she loves filling me in on the details.

ok skipping a lot of info, but, i tried a new trick on her a few days ago. i said, hey slut, i have finally solved why i am so into you even though you clearly say it is not happening, i tell her that she is just like the GF and mom exhibitionist in highscool, and that I am totally into that type, and that she is a carbon copy of the mom so to speak, shows her pussy to others, a tease, same voice inflections etc, all true stuff. i tell her that i am not usually a dumbass and stays after a girl that rejects me, but she was different and it took me a while to get to the bottom of it. I tell her that after solving the mystery of the fatal attraction, that I have accepted the fact that I want a slut GF, and exhibitionist GF that fucks others often. She is blown away, she has had this concern that I might not be trustworthy, and that she would not allow me to fuck others even if I allowed her to do so, I swore that I would not and that I could be trusted. I told her my vision was that I would have a fat house with a pool, and she woud live there and have guys over all the time and walk around nude at all times, fucking anyone she wanted, and that I would actually demand that she fuck a lot of guys. she went crazy saying this was the dream scenario, and that she was really into the idea, including me as the serious BF now. This has all just unfolded, and she is planning to fuck the worker guy soon, she is blown away by us being able to discuss it while talking about us dating etc. It looks really good at this point, hopefully have some good new coming up. We have discussed her going out buying slutty outfits and trolling for guys at malls and starbucks etc. She has agreed to experiment with chicks too. Years of getting nowhere, then I press the slut button and radical turn around.

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