How Long Have You Been A Cuck?

I have been giving this some thought and I realize that even though I wasn't a cuck in the truest form, I was having cuck tendencies every since I started dating. With the exception of one girlfriend, every one of my long-term girlfriends were a part of the process of me developing a cuck mentality. Let me explain.

Girlfriend #1 - Christine - We dated in junior high school. Never had sex but there was a lot of heavy petting. We dated for 8 months and I found out during the relationship that other guys were coming to her apartment and she was giving them blowjobs. We broke up but got back together a few days later. After that I always called to let her know I was stopping by to visit. I now realize that deep down I was giving her a warning that I was coming by so I wouldn't catch her in the act with another guy.

Girlfriend #2 - Deanna - The only girl I ever dated that didn't cheat on me. I kept breaking up with her and then getting back after a week or two. Looking back I now think I was subconciously prodding her to date other guys.

Girlfriend #3 - Gina - We had sex on our first date and she was VERY loose. She apparently noticed my small size because she asked if she felt tight to me. I lied and said yes. Ate my first creampie with her. It was my cum. She rarely came when we had sex so I went down on her one day when I came early to get her off with my tongue. She was immediately grossed out that I was eating her pussy after I had just cum in her, however she came like crazy and asked me to do it often afterwards. After we broke up she told a bunch of her friends that I ate her after I came in her because I was too small to make her cum, so I guess I also experience some of my first offense with her.

Girlfriend #4 - Sue - A slut in the truest form. I caught her cheating on me at least a dozen times but I never once broke up with her. Even though we were only 17 at the time we often talked of 3-somes and 4-somes and we were both extremely aroused at the idea. We never had a true 3-some or 4-some but she always used that as an excuse for having cheated on me saying she was just exploring our fantasies. She was the first girl I watched get fucked by another guy and the first girl I ate another guys cum from. I caught her with a guy and they didn't even stop fucking when I walked in. After he came in her and left she called me over and started sucking me. We ended up 69ing on the bed and she sat up on my face and let his cum run into my mouth. She came as I ate her then turned around and french kissed me and sucked his cum from my mouth. After that she quit trying to hide that she was screwing other guys and even called occasionally to inform me that she was about to do it and ask me to not call or stop by for a little bit. We broke up because she wanted to or I probably would have married her.

Girlfriend #5 - Donna - Very well-known to be a slut. More of a town whore. It was well-known that a 6-pack would get you in her panties. we dated for about 6 months after high school. Probably would have dated longer but we rarely saw each other because she was always out with other guys. In the 6 months we dated, not a single time did we have sex that she wasn't already wet with another guys cum. I can't even begin to count the times that she would climb on to my cock (she liked being on top) and as she rode me I could feel cum run down my shaft and across my balls. Looking back I realize that I often looked forward to sex with her because I knew it would be sloppy seconds.

Girlfriend #6 - Darlene - Was straight forward from day 1 that she only wanted to date with no strings and no commitment. We had sex quite often even though I obviously wasn't doing much to satisfy her. Eventually I learned that she was dating several other guys and basically had sex-only relationships with them as well. After a month or so we started getting serious. She would stay the night with me but only after being out most of the evening with other guys. I was well aware that she was fucking other guys on a daily basis and I made it clear that I was OK with it. My openness and willingness to let her date other guys seemed to make us closer and we got pretty serious. We split because her lady got very sick and she had to move back home to care for her and it wass too far away for me to move because of my job.

Girlfriend #7 - My Wife - Was a virgin when we met. Shortly after we married it became obvious that she wasn't enjoying sex. Since I had already developed an open mind about my girlfriends fucking around it only seemed natural to me that she would as well. I mentioned it and after some discussion she admitted she would like to try it just to see. Her first was my best friend Chris who sported an 8x6" cock. She came within minutes of him starting to fuck her and she came two more times before he came in her. He ended up staying the night and fucking her a second time that night and a third the next morning. She could hardly walk the next day but admitted she was hooked. They fucked 4 or 5 times a week on average until he got married. After he married she began relaxing with other guys in search of that same pleasure and soon discovered the joy of sex with multiple hung men. She strongly professes her love for me but is straight-forward that she has never orgasmed with me and will continue to have sex with hung men until she get's to old to be desirable. I am perfectly fine with that. She is currently 34 but still gets asked for ID to buy takes, so I have a feeling that at least another 30 years of her fucking other guys is in the future. Imagine how many guys she will have fucked by then. It amazes me to consider it.

I also thought on my male friends throughout school and realized I always gravitated towards dominant males with an alpha permisterality. They were all masculine guys who boxed or took martial arts, were athletes and were a ladies man.

I was always a follower and never a leader, a symptom of submissiveness. I was never offended or angry when my male friends flirted with my girlfriends. Several of them dated my ex-girlfriends and I was never uncomfortable seeing them together or hearing about their sexual escapades from my male friends.

This leads me to my final thought that on a basic level our natural instinct guides us. I once heard on National Geographic (or some show like that) that alpha male wolves are alphas even in the den or litter. They typically feed on the ladys milk first and dominate in play. Later they will grow to be the pack leader and their brothers will either be ran off, *******ed or become beta males.

So, are we cucks from birth? Did you get less angry when your girlfriend cheated than your friends did when their girlfriend cheated? Did you gravitate towards dating girls who were known to be "loose" or easy? Were your male friends the leader and you the follower?

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Nice work.

Like you, I can trace cuck tendences to quite early on - although paradoxically i went through a bull stage in my early 20's.

Thanks for your story.

Oh, i forgot to answer your question. 17 years

like both of you. it's a roll i've developed over the years. now in late thirties. it started in my late teens. I was with a hot slut for a gf and a couple of times i thought i caught her in the act only to listen to her denials and then not believe my instincts. I was confused b/c it both pissed me off and turned me on. i had a bi-sex encounter by then so i knew i liked that aspect of it. now been married awhile and wife likes giving head to her ex-bf - which i like to watch.

I have been a cuck from the very start. My high school sweetheart had denied me even so much as a feel of her pussy throughout our two years of "going steady", but when my best friend came on to her at a post graduation party she ended up fucking him in a spare bedroom. I was mortified at the time, but I ended up discovering that he wasn't even her first and that she had been with several other guys over the years.

At the time I was too proud to acknowledge my cuckold nature and so I broke up with her only to spend the next year masturbating constantly to thoughts of her infidelity. My next girlfriend would eventually become my wife, but for the first 6 months or so after meeting we were just friends. She was dating a guy several years older although she and he were constantly cheating on each other. My future wife treated me as her best friend and would tell me everything and while I tried my best to hide it, I secretly lusted after her. Eventually my wife's lack of inhibitions led her to seduce me and I lost my virginity.

For the next several months I would see my future wife a couple of times a week and although I knew she was fucking other guys, I still fell madly in love with her. We eventually moved in together and although we never discussed it, I assumed she was now monogomous. As I learned later she did step out occasionally, but was trying to stay faithful.

We eventually married and for the first ten years of our marriage I thought she was faithful. As it turned out she had several affairs and a number of one-night stands. I ultimately learned of her infidelity, but my love for her, coupled with my maturity allowed we to forgive her. We then decided that she could continue to see other guys so long as she told me everything. This lifestyle has now worked for us for the last ten years and we both couldn't be happier.

The first time I saw my girlfriend have sex with another man was the first time I realized that I was not an alpha male. The guy approached her on a nude beach in our home town (Wreck Beach). I was just in the bushes taking a piss and could see him walk up to her. When I came out she introduced me to him.

Long story short - eventually there he was with a huge rock hard erection that (at the time) I was sorry to admit was much bigger than my cock. This is saying something because I am by far not small. I was in denial about it for a few more minutes untill he asked her "Do you want to suck it?" It was the look she gave me that made me realize. The look said, "Can I?" and I nodded and said "go ahead". That was when she said, "Are you sure? and she put held her hands apart as a way to demonstrate the size while her look became questioning.

She wanted to but was worried how I would feel. I said to go for it. The next part is burned in my memory forever. his huge cock and her wet open warm mouth going down toward it - her lips clamping down over his shaft and the sound of him sucking in air with pleasure and then looking at me with a smirk. The smirk that said, your girl is sucking my cock.

Later we all joined together at our place for a threesome. I ended up sucking his cock and getting face ridden by her while they french kissed each other kissed. She wanted him in her ass while she was fucking me but that didn't work so well because she was so wet he kept sliding in toward her pussy. Finally he gave up and we double fucked her pussy. She loved it and came immediately.

I ended up marrying this woman - in fact, she asked me to marry her. (we are since divorced for other reamisters)

Early in life I was far too jealous to even contemplate my first girlfriends being with anyone else. I remained that was through most of my 20's as well.

When kink and power exchange entered my life I started out in the art of domination. Sometimes being in situations that controlled the gang bang of a woman or having two young babes blowing me to completion. I was interested in their presentation and understood it -somehow.

I often fantasized about having a wife or girlfriend that acted the way these wanton women did. In my late 20's I was fantasizing heavily about extreme insertions and fisting women and wishing my future partner would enjoy it so much that it was mostly what she wanted So when my first wife enjoyed pussy DP I was in heaven - and this is where I find myself today.

My wife today has a history which I won't go into here - but it attracted me to her. Her last boyfriend is known by all to be extremely well hung. She has had a number of black lovers.

She has sex with other men but these men know nothing about cuckolding. Bulls are hard to find in our area. They just like getting laid and it's often hard to find men hung better than myself - otherwise, what's the point. Often I find myself having to join in for pussy DP.

On our own sex with my wife is often about fisting her to orgasm and then getting masturbated by her - with a thumb and forefinger for added offense. Sometimes I get to fuck her wet gapping pussy afterward. I can hardly feel the walls of her pussy. Last night she read while I fucked her afterward as she has done in the past.

She knows what I like and I know what she likes and I love her.
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