Loosing wife totally to another man

Just would like to communicate with others who have lost their wife/girlfriend to another man and found it to be as erotic as I did. Theres something beyond words about seeing your woman falling head over heels for another man- especially of another race, and the way she emotionally reacts. I turned to a cuck after seeing my g/f being blown off her feet by another guy. Either on this site or if you prefer I will communicate via e email. But I would appreciate only real replies and not haters. Lets keep it real.
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hello pacific, id enjoy communicating about whats happened. The two
most important relationships in my life, both ended with them taking
a preference for black men. I think the last one which was going on
5 years together, may have stayed with me had i known about the
cuckold lifestyle in-time, as it was i didnt when this happened &
shes now living in Trenton, NJ with a black guy in his late 40's.
Well we can talk in detail when/if you get this post.
TM